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The Time Ranger

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The Time Ranger

Every wonder what it's all about, what's the point of it, the years just seem to fly by and i'm still the same f*cked up retard I always was. I'm not suicidial, never was thank god, my fear of death overshadows my fear of life but sometimes I wonder, when's life going to begin, where are the good things like friends and girlfriends, when will I be able to put my various mental health issues behind me and just get on with it. It seems the expression the more things change the more they stay the same rings true. I live a comfortable life with a supportive and loving family, i'm very lucky in that regard but i'm just not happy. Weeks turn into months turn into years and I stay the same. Frankly I hate myself, this isn't the right time or place but f*ck it i've been drinking.

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Nappy

isn’t as fun as it used to be. There are some emotions in me that makes me feel miserable. I think i know what it is but, something teels me that i don’t and it feels better not to know. I think i’ll just keep on trying to ignore them, as always.

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corrected one of the words

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KarimNTerr

As long as you hate yourself, everyone's gonna hate you, myself included. Know your worth, think less, tell yourself you're better than everyone else and f*ck who thinks otherwise. Until that moment, I'll hate you with every part of my body 'cause ain't nobody gonna help you but your f*cking self

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JON22

You forgot to put 'is sh*t' after the title.

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Nappy

@KarimNTerr that helped a lot, now i feel worse. can’t say your wrong tho, we gotta do something then complain, but... even an idiot like me has rules. You can’t simply do anything that comes to your mind to feel better.

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Ho Diver
4 hours ago, The Time Ranger said:

Every wonder what it's all about, what's the point of it, the years just seem to fly by and i'm still the same f*cked up retard I always was. I'm not suicidial, never was thank god, my fear of death overshadows my fear of life but sometimes I wonder, when's life going to begin, where are the good things like friends and girlfriends, when will I be able to put my various mental health issues behind me and just get on with it. It seems the expression the more things change the more they stay the same rings true. I live a comfortable life with a supportive and loving family, i'm very lucky in that regard but i'm just not happy. Weeks turn into months turn into years and I stay the same. Frankly I hate myself, this isn't the right time or place but f*ck it i've been drinking.

I'm not drunk and I feel the same as you. Life just seems pointless.

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Lu$is

rip Kobe :(

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paperbagdude

Life is a f*cking mess - some may say some of the time, some may say all the time. Life is an everyday struggle of pursuing a sense of happiness, because that is what drives us forward in life. Life has to f*ck up at times, because how else are we supposed to tell the victories from our defeats? You may not be suicidal, but you have already begun to drift away from life. Seize life instead of awaiting your doom. Choose to seek the light rather than live in despair - make yourself a list over things you want changed and prepare yourself to initiate them. Then seize the day. You wake up and find yourself another day to pass by. But rather than wasting the hours, stick to your list and make the foundation for your life. Spend your time researching the issues that consume you and seek the help you need. Make the phone calls and have it done. Seizing the day is about leveraging the opportunities you have. It's about understanding how this new day can provide you with both victories and defeats, but if you pursue even the smallest victories throughout the day, you have already won. Ultimately, seize the moment. You may be walking down a street somewhere, but stop for a moment and look around. Feel your breath for a few seconds and look around. Watch the kids play, behold the evening sunset and look for the smiles around you. At some point, you will learn to find comfort and peace in the moment, and consider existence more pleasant. It'll take a fight, but if you allow yourself to pursue the dream, seizing the moments will be seizing the days, then weeks, months, years and eventually a life time.

 

Don't fear death, but fear time. Overcome the dystopic chemical interactions within your brain or perish like a dog.

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Nappy

listening to gta V’s pause menu theme makes feel a whole lot better

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paperbagdude
5 minutes ago, Payne said:

listening to gta V’s pause menu theme makes feel a whole lot better

It sure as hell makes you think about life.

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Candy_Licker
18 hours ago, Bob Loblaw said:

I'm not drunk and I feel the same as you. Life just seems pointless.

 

It is pointless. The only thing you can do to cope is try/hope to have as many pleasing moments as possible. And hope you don't see your death coming. Nothing worse than slowly rotting from cancer or in a nursing home.

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universetwisters

Obligatory 42 reference

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2 hours ago, universetwisters said:

Obligatory 42 reference

Mine is 666, see you in hell.

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universetwisters
32 minutes ago, spectre07 said:

Mine is 666, see you in hell.

 

f*ck

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TheSantader25

Life is beautiful yet f*cking cruel. There are loads of things that make me happy/amused and also sad and angry at the same time and that's how it manages to be beautiful and cruel at the same time. I don't care if there's a God or not or if our death is pointless. I'm gonna live my life in a way that I'll be happy in the end either way. I'm gonna enjoy it and be a good person(or at least try). It's pretty damn difficult to live like that but in the end that might be the beauty of it again. 

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trip

We are a pretty arrogant species if we think our existence has any sort of meaning.  We aren't special.  Our lives aren't for anything.  We serve no purpose.

 

But that's ok.  Doesn't mean you can't go out there and have a good time.  Doesn't mean you can't go out there and do good.  Doesn't mean you cant go out there and enjoy the beauty of it all.

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Nappy

Firstly you gotta be with the right people to enjoy life. It’s pretty hard to  find someone that wont act like a douche bag, at least for me.

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1 hour ago, Payne said:

you gotta be with the right people to enjoy life

Don't generalize... many people feel more comfortable to be alone and may others like to go with a psychologist and be around with people.

 

We can't force and try to engage someone likes to work alone in a team.

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ThanosIsRight

Life has no purpose, except just making the best of it for yourself pretty much, otherwise you are just gonna suffer.

 

There is no proof of an afterlife, and untill i see proof if it, i am gonna assume and act like there simply is no such thing, so no praying for me thanks.

 

Besides that, all science is kinda gonna revolve around ways to actually make you as happy as possible.

 

Everyone has different needs.

 

Which overall will just mean that nobody will ever be completely satisfied.

 

O yea, the universum will likely end someday, so both trying to improve the world for the sake of improving it, or destroying it for the sake of destroying it are both futile deeds, but again, like said, whatever makes you happy, if you just consider first of all your actions will have consequences, just do what you want if you feel it can be beneficial and it is worth whatever risks are involved.

 

And if you feel like all that is not worth it, even considering that dying can be done later, and you really get no joy out of it all...well...i'd tell you what to do, but it is pretty illegal to give that kind of advice....Besides, troughout a persons life a lot can change anyhow, even your personal level of happyness and the fact is once you are dead there is no turning back from it. Probably.

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Mister Pink

Sometimes I have those kind of existential thoughts; Why are we here? Why do I keep making the same mistakes?  But I remind myself of the smaller world I live in. How I can live a more meaningful life? What can I do here and now, to make my time more valuable? I can tidy my office desk, and I feel good. It's productive. My study environment is more optimal. 

 

When I start getting concerned about the bigger issues beyond my control, I remind myself of the circle of influence vs circle of concern. To help me with that, I've tried reducing my intake of news and current affairs. Mostly because a lot of the news I was consuming wasn't really applicable to me. It was "entertainment." But it was taking up a lot of my concern and occupying time in my brain. It's not really conducive to me achieving my personal goals IE my circle of influence. 

 

 

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The Wolf Man

Life can be cruel but there's also beauty and kindness in the world. Our existence is very bittersweet.

 

There are no happy endings, because the only "ending" we know is dead, and there is nothing after death.

 

Today you are miserable, but tomorrow you will be happy. That's how it goes. It doesn't matter how amazingly good or amazingly bad you are feeling. There's always the next day and it can crush you down or uplift you like never before.

 

Live your life and try to make the best out of it. Help other people, take your time with things...

 

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Ned Bingham

The purpose of your life is to make more humans.  If you don't believe me ask your mother, she knows what's what.

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Marath

Life was about surviving long enough to pass on our genes to the next generation, and still is for most species. Though when we start to mass produce life-forms in the lab, the purpose and meaning of life may need to evolve.

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The Time Ranger

Hey it's op here, I regret making this thread, can a mod lock it please.

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trip
1 hour ago, The Time Ranger said:

Hey it's op here, I regret making this thread, can a mod lock it please.

Fine...

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