Llama Chat vTK-421

[Guest Billy Russo]

1 minute ago, Cameron Star said:

My anxiety is more social and performance related. I just can't imagine getting anxiety from that. Not belittling. Okay maybe a little. Though I have been nearly zapped a few times plugging in the clothes iron. It nearly always flashes.

I get anxious at just about everything. It really sucks. Not to mention the fact I have OCD as well, at times it can feel like you can't win with yourself. There's not a lot I can do without intrusive thoughts. The only thing that really helps is to push through it and force myself to do things. I plug things in everyday and never get shocked, but yet still I have this fear that one day I will, and I obsess over that. I'm not going to pretend to understand why my mind works that way, but it does.

 

I used to be way worse honestly, but I still have really bad days. Honestly it helps for me to laugh and find the funny side of things, and try not to let it get me down. I don't mind you finding it funny, it even sounds dumb to me when I type it out. I'd let you use my brain for a bit if I could, just so you could see all the ridiculously small things I worry about.

[Death]

On 11/11/2019 at 12:16 PM, Cameron Star said:

I thought about posting a picture of my cat a while back then I had second thoughts because what if somebody from here lives nearby and recognises my cat and then me?

Don't worry, everybody can recognize you with that big middle-finger over the umbrella.

[Zello]

28 minutes ago, Billy Russo said:

I get anxious at just about everything. It really sucks. Not to mention the fact I have OCD as well, at times it can feel like you can't win with yourself. There's not a lot I can do without intrusive thoughts. The only thing that really helps is to push through it and force myself to do things. I plug things in everyday and never get shocked, but yet still I have this fear that one day I will, and I obsess over that. I'm not going to pretend to understand why my mind works that way, but it does.

 

I used to be way worse honestly, but I still have really bad days. Honestly it helps for me to laugh and find the funny side of things, and try not to let it get me down. I don't mind you finding it funny, it even sounds dumb to me when I type it out. I'd let you use my brain for a bit if I could, just so you could see all the ridiculously small things I worry about.

You gotta get uncomfortable and fight through it. It's f*ckin tough.

[Guest Billy Russo]

8 minutes ago, Zello said:

You gotta get uncomfortable and fight through it. It's f*ckin tough.

That has been the theme of 2019 for me actually. I've done a lot of sh*t I wouldn't have ever dreamed of doing a few years ago, I've noticed it's definitely making a difference. When you force yourself to do something more, you get more used to it. The anxiety never fully goes away, I don't ever expect it to either, but you can tell yourself that you've done it before, so you can do it again. When I go out now, I get really anxious beforehand and then I'm okay once I'm where I need to be. I just really hate all the build-up.

Edited November 12, 2019 by Billy Russo

[Ned Bingham]

On 11/10/2019 at 11:18 PM, Billy Russo said:

Then again, I could be totally wrong about her age, she could be early 30's. It's hard to tell sometimes, especially with Women.

Peel back her top lip and have good look at her teeth.  If still in any doubt have a squeeze at her fetlocks.

[Caffeination]

You know what's funny? Seeing people admit to being so f*cking shallow by being silent or apologetic about the illegitimate coup in Bolivia, despite comfortably vocalizing their low-key racist views about China and Hong Kong for weeks on end.

 

Probably because the CIA didn't touch their video games.

[Guest Billy Russo]

1 hour ago, Short Stay said:

Peel back her top lip and have good look at her teeth.  If still in any doubt have a squeeze at her fetlocks.

[sivispacem]

2 hours ago, Caffeination said:

You know what's funny? 

You you know what's also funny?

 

People being apologists for Evo Morales rigging elections, playing the anti imperialist by claiming a nonexistent coup, and trying to excuse this idiocy with tu quoques.

[Rhoda]

I have four Audible credits and I don't know what to spend them on.

[Caffeination]

5 hours ago, sivispacem said:

You you know what's also funny?

 

People being apologists for Evo Morales rigging elections, playing the anti imperialist by claiming a nonexistent coup, and trying to excuse this idiocy with tu quoques.

Evo Morales was naturally popular with 10% in the lead of the next candidate. Whether if the election was “rigged” or not is inconsequential because he was open for re-elections, but we instead have a military coup that is backed by the United States, carried out by religiously fanatic fascists who despise the indigenous to the point of murder and lynching, all while being hailed as “democracy” by self-absorbed liberals such as yourself. Because yes, nothing says democracy like an authoritarian shakedown of a foreign government that refused to sell valuable natural resources (like lithium) a few days ago to Europe. And Latin America has a long standing history of sh*t like this happening for over a century now, with liberals defending each atrocity with a passion.

 

 

I would ask that you watch this if you’d rather not read my post.

[sivispacem]

4 hours ago, Caffeination said:

Evo Morales was naturally popular with 10% in the lead of the next candidate. 

A 10% lead in an election where both the voting system and the electoral register have been rigged in his favour is totally meaningless. 

 

Let's put aside the fact Morales even running in this election is a violation of Bolivian constitutional law.

 

4 hours ago, Caffeination said:

Whether if the election was “rigged” or not is inconsequential because he was open for re-elections, 

This sort of logic is frankly absurd. Even putting aside the fact Morales put forward no timetable for a rerun of the election, why would anyone in their right mind trust his party and government to do an honest job of it given the systemic corruption in the last run? To describe this as "inconsequential" is bewildering.

 

4 hours ago, Caffeination said:

instead have a military coup that is backed by the United States, 

We absolutely don't, though. Even if the military had a role in forcing Morales to stand down- and there's no actual evidence to suggest they did- it would fall far short of a coup by any accepted definition of the term.

 

4 hours ago, Caffeination said:

all while being hailed as “democracy” by self-absorbed liberals such as yourself. 

Instead of straw men and ad hominems, why don't you post some actual evidence to support your allegations? I hope you can do better than simply parroting the rhetoric of a roundly incoherent YouTube video.

[Death]

Poor sequence that put them in a tragic end.

[sivispacem]

I don't know why people on the left are so eager to whitewash the Chinese violations of the Joint Declaration and the persistent campaign of state surveillance and harassment that had been conducted against HK over the last decade.

[Ned Bingham]

19 hours ago, Caffeination said:

You know what's funny? Seeing people admit to being so f*cking shallow by being silent or apologetic about the illegitimate coup in Bolivia, despite comfortably vocalizing their low-key racist views about China and Hong Kong for weeks on end.

That's probably because they fear and 'respect' China rather than any pious pretense about human rights.

[Zello]

 

No one told me @universetwisters became a rapper.

[universetwisters]

1 hour ago, Zello said:

 

No one told me @universetwisters became a rapper.

 

DArn where’d you find this video of me in 2013

[ten-a-penny]

4 hours ago, universetwisters said:

 

DArn where’d you find this video of me in 2013

WELL

 

That's a guy I haven't seen since 2015. The Hell you been?

[universetwisters]

2 hours ago, ten-a-penny said:

WELL

 

That's a guy I haven't seen since 2015. The Hell you been?

 

Fine wby

[ṼirulenⱦEqừinox]

On 11/12/2019 at 5:00 PM, Rhoda said:

I have four Audible credits and I don't know what to spend them on.

I might be able to help do you like True Crimes?

 

I had a few credits myself I cashed in but I just couldn’t bring myself to listen for more than a few minutes, I guess I’m one of those who prefers the voice in my head to a voice in my ear while reading.

 

 

7 hours ago, ten-a-penny said:

WELL

 

That's a guy I haven't seen since 2015. The Hell you been?

Hiding in The Pitt talking about his awesome classic and delivering piping hot pies to the hungry

[Rhoda]

I don't tend to go much for true crime. I like sciences, psychology, philosophy. That sort of thing. The last thing I used a credit on was a short audiobook called It Burns which goes into the history of competitive chili eating.

[ṼirulenⱦEqừinox]

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On 11/10/2019 at 7:59 PM, Billy Russo said:

I've got this thing with being recognised, I hate it. I remember I used to hide sometimes if I saw some old School people at the shops. They probably have forgot who I am by now.

The worse part is when they recognize you but you haven’t a clue who they are so you sensitive next 10 minutes in a awkward conversation and only thing you can think of..... Who the f*ck are you?
 

I must have a expression that says that because after a while they pick up on it and say You don’t know who I am do you?
 

I rarely use Facebook and even when Ivdo I don’t bother looking at pictures posted so I’m not aware on how much some have changed in the last 15 years while I still pretty much look the same 

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9 minutes ago, Rhoda said:

I don't tend to go much for true crime. I like sciences, psychology, philosophy. That sort of thing. The last thing I used a credit on was a short audiobook called It Burns which goes into the history of competitive chili eating.

 

Donyiu have any rugrats running around? If so maybe get a couple of kids books they can listen to as they take a nap or go to bed

 

Thats what I did with my remaining credits, bought some kids books for my youngest to listen too as she likes to be read too as she falls asleep

[Rhoda]

Nope, I am childless. I might hang onto them in case I discover a series I want to binge. My wife is currently slowly making her way through ASOIAF. Every morning she takes a shower and listens to some of it.

[Guest Billy Russo]

5 minutes ago, ṼirulenⱦEqừinox said:

 

The worse part is when they recognize you but you haven’t a clue who they are so you sensitive next 10 minutes in a awkward conversation and only thing you can think of..... Who the f*ck are you?
 

I must have a expression that says that because after a while they pick up on it and say You don’t know who I am do you?
 

I rarely use Facebook and even when Ivdo I don’t bother looking at pictures posted so I’m not aware on how much some have changed in the last 15 years while I still pretty much look the same 

Yeah, I've had that happen. I'm actually really good with remembering people's faces, but not their names. So there has been a couple of cases where I DO remember someone, but it's an awkward exchange because I'm not saying their name and it doesn't even feel like we're catching up because we likely never talked in School and only saw eachother in classes or in the corridor.

[Standard Deluxe 59]

40 minutes ago, ṼirulenⱦEqừinox said:

The worse part is when they recognize you but you haven’t a clue who they are so you sensitive next 10 minutes in a awkward conversation and only thing you can think of..... Who the f*ck are you?
 

I must have a expression that says that because after a while they pick up on it and say You don’t know who I am do you?

That happened a couple months ago when I went to get a car wash, the girl recognized me from high school but I was saying in my head "Damn, I know I've seen her before but I can't pair a name to the face." Probably kind of bad since we had each other for a class for almost every year since 6th grade. To be fair she was a little better looking and thinner than I remembered.

Edited November 14, 2019 by Standard Deluxe 59

[Guest Billy Russo]

30 minutes ago, Standard Deluxe 59 said:

That happened a couple months ago when I went to get a car wash, the girl recognized me from high school but I was saying in my head "Damn, I know I've seen her before but I can't pair a name to the face." Probably kind of bad since we had each other for a class for almost every year since 6th grade. To be fair she was a little better looking and thinner than I remembered.

Yeah, a lot of people have changed a ton since School. Combine that with make-up, different haircuts, tattoos, piercings and whatnot, and sometimes it's hard to recognise people. I couldn't believe how different some people look now. It's especially mind blowing when they have kids with them, and I can't fathom how people are having kids already.

 

Then you have myself, and I look the exact same way I did like 10 years ago, aside from the fact I'm a bit taller and have facial hair a lot of the time now. I looked really different when I was a kid, a lot more chubbier as well, and then since my teens I've basically looked the same way.

[ṼirulenⱦEqừinox]

I feel bad for those who are just trying to make a few bucks selling something and fall for these scammers because they don’t know how these apps/selling sites are suppose to work (I.e The buyers paying through the app)

 

 

What they do is they’ll either send money via a fraudulent/hacked PayPal account and when the real owners spot it and report it the money is reversed but not before the seller has already shipped out the item

 

or they’ll get the sellers address so they can mail the “payment” and the seller will receive a bad check and again won’t find out until after they’ve shipped the item

Edited November 14, 2019 by ṼirulenⱦEqừinox

[Zello]

So at my job they hired this new cleaning company to clean the store overnight but all the cleaning people are Russian or Eastern European. It's the first time I see something like this and one day me and my coworkers we were just watching them the boss guy or supervisor had on a jean jacket and looked like some angry dude shouting orders lol.

Edited November 14, 2019 by Zello

[Guest Billy Russo]

7 minutes ago, Zello said:

So at my job they hired this new cleaning company to clean the store overnight but all the cleaning people are Russian or Eastern European. It's the first time I see something like this and one day me and my coworkers we were just watching them the boss guy or supervisor had on a jean jacket and looked like some angry dude shouting orders lol.

Eastern European, huh?

 

Edited November 14, 2019 by Billy Russo

[Ehrmantraut]

"The American Dream"

[Zenit]

On 11/13/2019 at 12:20 AM, Caffeination said:

Evo Morales was naturally popular with 10% in the lead of the next candidate. Whether if the election was “rigged” or not is inconsequential because he was open for re-elections, but we instead have a military coup that is backed by the United States, carried out by religiously fanatic fascists who despise the indigenous to the point of murder and lynching, all while being hailed as “democracy” by self-absorbed liberals such as yourself. Because yes, nothing says democracy like an authoritarian shakedown of a foreign government that refused to sell valuable natural resources (like lithium) a few days ago to Europe. And Latin America has a long standing history of sh*t like this happening for over a century now, with liberals defending each atrocity with a passion.

 

 

I would ask that you watch this if you’d rather not read my post.

 

I am afraid that probably would happen in Chile if Sebastian Piñera doesn't listen to the people's requirements, and also military turned its back on the president as well.

 

 

 

Also this proves everything:

 

Edited November 14, 2019 by Matsukine