GerryM 37 Posted November 23, 2015 (edited) I also posted this in my Deviant. Just to tell you people how I feel. Suffering from Anxiety Attacks. I'm stagnant in thoughts. It seemed that I lost myself this passed month. To the point that I have to suffer this feeling of fear even though I'm safe in the comfort of my home. This not me, terribly not. I don't want to talk about it. About how it began. It will only bring fear. Also, I couldn't blame myself for what happened. Ever since, the people around me no matter how innocent they look - seemed to trigger the panic lingering in my head. I am in the deep pit on the brink of anxiety. I am sinking to the point of the lost memoirs and achievements. I am totally losing myself in this horrible endeavor. I want to fight but I can't. It's not that simple, for the reason that it's in the blood. My beloveds can only stand and watch. Simple advises is only a sting of a second. After that, the struggle returns. I can never blame them. It's never their fault. But it is sad to see them helpless towards me. I finally had a doctor. But sadly from him, it will take time to take myself out of this complete misery. Therefore, all I can do now is to suffer the rest of days until I reach the heavens of normality that could be far from what and who I was back then. Edited November 23, 2015 by GerryM Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
PoeticWhisper 5,437 Posted November 23, 2015 Strong stuff man. Really, every word hits hard for me cause I suffer the exact same. I feel you brotha. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Mokrie Dela 2,833 Posted November 24, 2015 Is this a story or just a sort of blog thing? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
AEsob 26 Posted November 25, 2015 Sorry to break it to ya mate, but if this is what I think it is (blog entry) you should shift this to the Writer's Room. If this is a story then it's okay. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
GerryM 37 Posted November 25, 2015 Sorry to break it to ya mate, but if this is what I think it is (blog entry) you should shift this to the Writer's Room. If this is a story then it's okay. Okay, sorry about that.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
UshaB 3,737 Posted November 25, 2015 Life is a game of minds. You create can anxiety and you can destroy it, it's up to you man. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Mokrie Dela 2,833 Posted November 25, 2015 Sorry to break it to ya mate, but if this is what I think it is (blog entry) you should shift this to the Writer's Room. If this is a story then it's okay. Okay, sorry about that....Don't worry about it After thinking about it blog posts should go in general chat (off topic), not here. No harm done, it'd be nice to have more guys around here though If you are experiencing emotional problems, have you considered poetry? I've found its not a bad outlet. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
