Share Your Feelings

[Payne Killer]

Well my older sister found out I was stealing her alcohol...She just casually came into my room and was like "you know, If you want alcohol all you have to do is ask and i'll buy you some". It's kind of funny how I thought I was being all slick and discreet, and then she told me how obvious it was haha. I'm kind of embarrassed she noticed, but hey at least I can just ask her to buy me some instead now and I know shes cool with it. It sucks being 17 and the legal drinking age in America being 21. God, I feel like I'm gonna be a future alcoholic, I mean that wouldn't surprise me since pretty much all the guys in my family are currently or have been alcoholics in the past. I really gotta limit myself, but alot of my stoner friends aren't allowed to smoke anymore so now they drink instead and I'm kinda surrounded by alcohol instead now.

 

Damn this was a pretty spontaneous little rant/story.

That's kind of funny actually, you can join the military and sign up for your death. Yet you can't get a damn drink.

[Xavierr]

Another girl, whom I thought was interested in me, seemed to have develop an interest for another guy who showed interest in her, I'm 100% sure they're a thing now.

 

He was richer than me, better looking than me, etc.

 

This doesn't bother me that much, it's happened to me a whole lot of times before and I'm beginning to get used to it.

[universetwisters]

I'm feeling crazy lonely and I can't stop listening to that Johnny Cash song about going everywhere.

[IveGotNoValues]

 

Well my older sister found out I was stealing her alcohol...She just casually came into my room and was like "you know, If you want alcohol all you have to do is ask and i'll buy you some". It's kind of funny how I thought I was being all slick and discreet, and then she told me how obvious it was haha. I'm kind of embarrassed she noticed, but hey at least I can just ask her to buy me some instead now and I know shes cool with it. It sucks being 17 and the legal drinking age in America being 21. God, I feel like I'm gonna be a future alcoholic, I mean that wouldn't surprise me since pretty much all the guys in my family are currently or have been alcoholics in the past. I really gotta limit myself, but alot of my stoner friends aren't allowed to smoke anymore so now they drink instead and I'm kinda surrounded by alcohol instead now.

 

Damn this was a pretty spontaneous little rant/story.

That's kind of funny actually, you can join the military and sign up for your death. Yet you can't get a damn drink.

 

Exactly...it makes no damn sense

[LightningLord]

 

 

Well my older sister found out I was stealing her alcohol...She just casually came into my room and was like "you know, If you want alcohol all you have to do is ask and i'll buy you some". It's kind of funny how I thought I was being all slick and discreet, and then she told me how obvious it was haha. I'm kind of embarrassed she noticed, but hey at least I can just ask her to buy me some instead now and I know shes cool with it. It sucks being 17 and the legal drinking age in America being 21. God, I feel like I'm gonna be a future alcoholic, I mean that wouldn't surprise me since pretty much all the guys in my family are currently or have been alcoholics in the past. I really gotta limit myself, but alot of my stoner friends aren't allowed to smoke anymore so now they drink instead and I'm kinda surrounded by alcohol instead now.

 

Damn this was a pretty spontaneous little rant/story.

That's kind of funny actually, you can join the military and sign up for your death. Yet you can't get a damn drink.

 

Exactly...it makes no damn sense

 

While I have no desire to drink alcoholic beverages, I do find some rules/laws really silly. We can sign up to be in the military, like maxpaynefan said. Another thing I find stupid is that the the minimum age to be a pornography actor/actress is 18, while you have to be 21 to get a certain drink. Oh sure, let an accident happen when you're 18, and let it change your life. Because to some people, a drink is more dangerous. I find that silly. I have no desire to be in the pornography business, but really? We can vote at 18, but can't have a certain drink until 21. We can drive by 14-16, but not have a certain drink until 21. See where I'm getting at? Is a certain type of drink REALLY THAT BAD?

[Payne Killer]

 

 

 

 

 

Well my older sister found out I was stealing her alcohol...She just casually came into my room and was like "you know, If you want alcohol all you have to do is ask and i'll buy you some". It's kind of funny how I thought I was being all slick and discreet, and then she told me how obvious it was haha. I'm kind of embarrassed she noticed, but hey at least I can just ask her to buy me some instead now and I know shes cool with it. It sucks being 17 and the legal drinking age in America being 21. God, I feel like I'm gonna be a future alcoholic, I mean that wouldn't surprise me since pretty much all the guys in my family are currently or have been alcoholics in the past. I really gotta limit myself, but alot of my stoner friends aren't allowed to smoke anymore so now they drink instead and I'm kinda surrounded by alcohol instead now.

 

Damn this was a pretty spontaneous little rant/story.

That's kind of funny actually, you can join the military and sign up for your death. Yet you can't get a damn drink.

 

Exactly...it makes no damn sense

 

While I have no desire to drink alcoholic beverages, I do find some rules/laws really silly. We can sign up to be in the military, like maxpaynefan said. Another thing I find stupid is that the the minimum age to be a pornography actor/actress is 18, while you have to be 21 to get a certain drink. Oh sure, let an accident happen when you're 18, and let it change your life. Because to some people, a drink is more dangerous. I find that silly. I have no desire to be in the pornography business, but really? We can vote at 18, but can't have a certain drink until 21. We can drive by 14-16, but not have a certain drink until 21. See where I'm getting at? Is a certain type of drink REALLY THAT BAD? I don't want to drink either, but some rules are just stupid.

[Xavierr]

My life's all f*cked, man.

[dudclub55]

 

 

Well my older sister found out I was stealing her alcohol...She just casually came into my room and was like "you know, If you want alcohol all you have to do is ask and i'll buy you some". It's kind of funny how I thought I was being all slick and discreet, and then she told me how obvious it was haha. I'm kind of embarrassed she noticed, but hey at least I can just ask her to buy me some instead now and I know shes cool with it. It sucks being 17 and the legal drinking age in America being 21. God, I feel like I'm gonna be a future alcoholic, I mean that wouldn't surprise me since pretty much all the guys in my family are currently or have been alcoholics in the past. I really gotta limit myself, but alot of my stoner friends aren't allowed to smoke anymore so now they drink instead and I'm kinda surrounded by alcohol instead now.

 

Damn this was a pretty spontaneous little rant/story.

That's kind of funny actually, you can join the military and sign up for your death. Yet you can't get a damn drink.

 

Exactly...it makes no damn sense

 

 

éh, I guess it doesn't make sense. Adults are better at making decisions but alcohol makes everybody's judgement go sh*t regardless of age.

I don't ever see myself drinking alcohol, I've tried 5% and 10% alcohol beer before, tasted like carbonated piss, lol.

You should really stay away from drugs though, man, before an addiction develops.

[El Tigre chino]

I found out that my dad maybe the father of another child from a different woman I overheard him talking about it saying how he will give them 100$ each month my family was already torn apart am just in shock i trusted him .

[M22]

Does anyone else feel like sometimes f*ck YOU to the world, just today well the last month or so i just go to school feeling f*ck you to everyone i see, like the start of that britney spears song like f*ck You, f*ck You, meh and f*ck You, just sick of the world in general that i feel if the world could just f*ck off for 5 minutes, i would appreciate it, people idk just people in general have made me in really sh*t moods lately picking everything i do or say, and yeah a few times it is funny, but 100 thousand times it is not, anyway that is my rant, hope u guys have a pretty good day or whatever.

[Gummy]

Another girl, whom I thought was interested in me, seemed to have develop an interest for another guy who showed interest in her, I'm 100% sure they're a thing now.

 

THIS JUST HAPPENED TO ME TOO

 

Today at school the guy visited my class, where the girl I like and I myself was in, and when I came in and saw them, they were kinda hugging and sh*t and when school's done they went home together and stuff. I became depressed and heartbroken and wasn't able to concentrate on the next lesson (mathematics). And the girl wouldn't let anyone do that (hug, accompanied home and stuff) A few months back I felt special to her, I wasn't able to differentiate between if she actually liked me or that she treated and acted like that to everyone, now I feel dumb, a long time for chasing her is now gone to waste, just like my other precious time, f*ck I even tried going against my parent's choice of school for her, and now it's just a f*cking waste, I did it again. I've been chasing her since 8-9th grade and something just told me I felt special, now I'm in 10th grade in another school, with her, in the same f*cking class, I was actually dumb enough to think that it's some f*cking sign, it wasn't, just something that wanted to build me up and then just brake me to pieces again.

 

And now I'm here, sitting in front of my computer screen, and soon to be in my bed, figuring out and being lost on what to do with the rest of my life, heck this isn't even my PC, and it has a good rig, something I'll never get.

 

I guess I'll just end the my day the same way I ended it If I get a relationship problem, with me laying in my bed, curling up in my dark and cold room as my heart slowly breaks and as tears come out of my eye, hoping that there won't be a tomorrow for me, Did I deserve this? Did I do something wrong in the past life? I really hate my life...

 

Oh my god, what did I just wrote... This is what happens if you play too much Max Payne, but still.. I can relate and I'm starting to like thinking in metaphors just like Max, and I think I give up with faith and all the religious sh*t, oh god, if you're so f*cking benevolent and all powerful, why do you treat us with such contempt?

 

So my lesson? Maybe you should stop trying to get her with getting through all that trouble, In the end she'll just leave you for another guy or she'll just think you're just somebody (a friend or some sh*t) Those stories where the hero does everything and gets the girl in the end are just bullsh*t, it doesn't end that way, only to special people.. And Me? I'm nobody special, I'm just a f*cking loser with no idea how I ended up in this world, maybe I'm just a f*cking mistake? Who knows, and who cares anyway?

Edited August 26, 2014 by Prince Gumball

[IveGotNoValues]

^wow sorry man that sounds rough. I've realized girls are never worth it in the end. F*ck it, they think guys are these tough emotionless creatures that won't get hurt if you so something to them. We'll they're wrong. Guys can have their hearts broken just as bad as girls can...if not worse. I'm not investing any more of my time into women, I'll just be wasting more time.

[johnny_zoo]

Feel lost again. I honestly thought id made progress lately gaining confidence, talking to people more reading more and now I'm again feeling alone at work. Life makes no sense I'm sure as soon as I get home I'll feel better but I don't know. I

Also the girl I like is too good for me I feel if I try and contact her she'll snub me I can't think of any other girl I want to spend time with. I want to send a gift to let her know i like her but it might seem desperate.

I was gonna do stand up soon in London but I'm not so sure I feel I'll get laughed at which I don't want to happen. How does one gain confidence when your spirits are so low?

 

I hate talking like this but sorry this wave of emptiness just came over me I had to say something.

Edited August 26, 2014 by johnny_zoo

[LOES]

 

Another girl, whom I thought was interested in me, seemed to have develop an interest for another guy who showed interest in her, I'm 100% sure they're a thing now.

 

THIS JUST HAPPENED TO ME TOO

 

Today at school the guy visited my class, where the girl I like and I myself was in, and when I came in and saw them, they were kinda hugging and sh*t and when school's done they went home together and stuff. I became depressed and heartbroken and wasn't able to concentrate on the next lesson (mathematics). And the girl wouldn't let anyone do that (hug, accompanied home and stuff) A few months back I felt special to her, I wasn't able to differentiate between if she actually liked me or that she treated and acted like that to everyone, now I feel dumb, a long time for chasing her is now gone to waste, just like my other precious time, f*ck I even tried going against my parent's choice of school for her, and now it's just a f*cking waste, I did it again. I've been chasing her since 8-9th grade and something just told me I felt special, now I'm in 10th grade in another school, with her, in the same f*cking class, I was actually dumb enough to think that it's some f*cking sign, it wasn't, just something that wanted to build me up and then just brake me to pieces again.

 

And now I'm here, sitting in front of my computer screen, and soon to be in my bed, figuring out and being lost on what to do with the rest of my life, heck this isn't even my PC, and it has a good rig, something I'll never get.

 

I guess I'll just end the my day the same way I ended it If I get a relationship problem, with me laying in my bed, curling up in my dark and cold room as my heart slowly breaks and as tears come out of my eye, hoping that there won't be a tomorrow for me, Did I deserve this? Did I do something wrong in the past life? I really hate my life...

 

Oh my god, what did I just wrote... This is what happens if you play too much Max Payne, but still.. I can relate and I'm starting to like thinking in metaphors just like Max, and I think I give up with faith and all the religious sh*t, oh god, if you're so f*cking benevolent and all powerful, why do you treat us with such contempt?

 

So my lesson? Maybe you should stop trying to get her with getting through all that trouble, In the end she'll just leave you for another guy or she'll just think you're just somebody (a friend or some sh*t) Those stories where the hero does everything and gets the girl in the end are just bullsh*t, it doesn't end that way, only to special people.. And Me? I'm nobody special, I'm just a f*cking loser with no idea how I ended up in this world, maybe I'm just a f*cking mistake? Who knows, and who cares anyway?

 

 

 

^wow sorry man that sounds rough. I've realized girls are never worth it in the end. F*ck it, they think guys are these tough emotionless creatures that won't get hurt if you so something to them. We'll they're wrong. Guys can have their hearts broken just as bad as girls can...if not worse. I'm not investing any more of my time into women, I'll just be wasting more time.

 

 

I don't want to come off as pretentious but maybe treating all girls as "expendable" and not believing that theyre the only one for us will help us to not care and just move on to the next girl.

If she's not interested in you, cut your losses and move on, find someone who truly adores you. Don't be hung up on that one girl.

[Xyn]

We can vote at 18, but can't have a certain drink until 21. We can drive by 14-16, but not have a certain drink until 21. See where I'm getting at? Is a certain type of drink REALLY THAT BAD?

 

Drinking is a vice; why would you want a vice at age 16?

You can develop an addiction and your reasoning is not yet fully developed nor are you independent enough to satisfy your addiction...not to mention the effects, both long term & short term of alcohol are more severe to developing bodies such as teenagers.

 

So yeah, it is.

[The Harwood Bitcher]

Feel lost again. I honestly thought id made progress lately gaining confidence, talking to people more reading more and now I'm again feeling alone at work. Life makes no sense I'm sure as soon as I get home I'll feel better but I don't know. I

Also the girl I like is too good for me I feel if I try and contact her she'll snub me I can't think of any other girl I want to spend time with. I want to send a gift to let her know i like her but it might seem desperate.

I was gonna do stand up soon in London but I'm not so sure I feel I'll get laughed at which I don't want to happen. How does one gain confidence when your spirits are so low?

 

I hate talking like this but sorry this wave of emptiness just came over me I had to say something.

Don't think like that, don't think that someone is too good for you, and maybe you are right,she's not into you...

 

Or even better

 

She is into you, just imagine that ,and you will gain some courage and ask her, try to think positive and the results are worth it

Just let that one sink, maybe she's into you and you could be into her, what a wonderfull feeling

[Ziggy455]

I like to frequent Omegle and stuff when I'm bored. I ended up talking to this girl, and she sent me a few pictures of things with her in it to prove it was her. She's literally one of the cutest girls I've ever laid eyes on. Talking to her helps me deal with the crushing emptiness that is my life since my ex left. This girl is so smart and cute, it only sucks she's so far away.

[The Hippie]

I got to writing this the other day in another thread. It came out way longer than what I planned, so after spending that much time on it, I thought I'd share it on here as well. This is my feeling on the time of the late 1960's and how it compares to nowadays, in my eyes anyway.

 

For me, I love the late 1960s. The hippie era. People were totally rebelling against the extremely conservative times of before. These times were more about the people than anything else. The people actually had a voice and made themselves heard. It was time to stop putting up with sh*t. It's you're life and you do what you want. That, in my eyes is what this period in time stood for.

 

Freedom, that is one word that sticks out. Everybody was on there own personal journey to find there inner peace and freedom. They did what they could to achieve this with relatively very little hassle compared to today if you were to do the same types of things. Whether that be, drugs, love, music or whatever. There were less rules. You could reasonably do whatever the f*ck you felt like. Reasonably.

 

Music. The music of the late '60s in my opinion is the greatest music era of all time. No question in my mind. From some of the greatest concerts/festivals you could have ever asked for. True rock and roll started and the psychedelic age took off, now it only lasted for a few years. But man, to live in those few years and to experience that first hand, far out!

 

Vehicles. Talk about some of the most iconic vehicles the planet has ever seen, go to the late 1960s. V8 engines and muscle cars were covering the streets. Can you imagine that? Walking down the sidewalk to see a Mustang, Camaro, Chevelle, Charger etc. rumble on by on a regular basis? The oldschool American muscle cars kicked ass. Not to mention you'd see some VW vans pass from time to time, possibly covered in hand painted art and tie dye. Just not a care in the world. Just you and your van, windows down, cruisin'.

 

Now, the fashion style of this time might not be the most appealing, long hair, head bands, ripped jeans, flip flops, who cares. Wear whatever the hell you want, it's all about comfort and how you feel. From what I can tell, that was the mindset back then, your outside appearance was not equal to your inside mindset. Nowadays, it seems that has reversed. Kind of a bummer.

 

Now obviously the biggest downside from that time was the f*ck up known as the Vietnam war. But I really don't feel like going into detail about that. Did a report on this sh*t back in school, I'm sick of it.

 

Also, back then you didn't have all this technology bullsh*t. Now, sure computers and the internet can come in handy hear and there and entertain you for an hour here and an hour there but in general it has a few negatives as well. I go to apply for a job in person, they tell me to check out there website, like f*ck off and just take the damn resume. I'm walking down the street and I want to scratch my balls, I can't there's a camera on the street corner watching me. I take a piss behind some old building, again cameras watching. No privacy. I do strongly believe that this technological age is one of the main causes of the increase in depression and social anxiety these days. I may be talking about myself on this one but I'm sure there are many others in the same boat.

 

Growing up in this day and age you have to adjust your life to the technology. You'd be a fool not to. Growing up in the late '60s or really any time without it and not knowing it even existed wouldn't bother me one bit. In fact, I think I'd be a happier person.

 

Sorry for the somewhat depressing ending to an initially happy post. Just thinking of a time that once was and will never be again, sort of hits me deep. Long live the 60s and 70s! Peace and love.

 

[Turkey Shenanigans]

 

Well my older sister found out I was stealing her alcohol...She just casually came into my room and was like "you know, If you want alcohol all you have to do is ask and i'll buy you some". It's kind of funny how I thought I was being all slick and discreet, and then she told me how obvious it was haha. I'm kind of embarrassed she noticed, but hey at least I can just ask her to buy me some instead now and I know shes cool with it. It sucks being 17 and the legal drinking age in America being 21. God, I feel like I'm gonna be a future alcoholic, I mean that wouldn't surprise me since pretty much all the guys in my family are currently or have been alcoholics in the past. I really gotta limit myself, but alot of my stoner friends aren't allowed to smoke anymore so now they drink instead and I'm kinda surrounded by alcohol instead now.

 

Damn this was a pretty spontaneous little rant/story.

That's kind of funny actually, you can join the military and sign up for your death. Yet you can't get a damn drink.

 

 

Lawl the drinking age in Canada is 19.

[Xavierr]

My parents just told me we might be moving to Hawaii. I'm not sure how I feel.

 

I mean, yea a girl I became interested in let me down, but I've been befriending other girls who seem to be into me at times.

 

Where I live, there's a whole bunch of sh*t I would

Like to run away from, like romantic letdowns, bullies, etc.

 

But at the same time, I'm getting a the hang of "life" have a job, excercise, girls are beginning to make more sense to me, I'm in college and I have friends there, I feel like things were just beginning to pick up for me.

 

I'm not sure if I wanna go to Hawaii ( and have to find a new job, new college, and make new friends) or try and stay where I live ( and get a better paying job to support myself)

Edited August 26, 2014 by Xavierr

[The Hippie]

My parents just told me we might be moving to Hawaii. I'm not sure how I feel.

 

I mean, yea a girl I became interested in let me down, but I've been befriending other girls who seem to be into me at times.

 

Where I live, there's a whole bunch of sh*t I would

Like to run away from, like romantic letdowns, bullies, etc.

 

But at the same time, I'm getting a the hang of "life" have a job, excercise, girls are beginning to make more sense to me, I'm in college and I have friends there, I feel like things were just beginning to pick up for me.

 

I'm not sure if I wanna go to Hawaii ( and have to find a new job, new college, and make new friends) or try and stay where I live ( and get a better paying job to support myself)

Hell, if it was me I'd love the opportunity to move to Hawaii, one of the most beautiful places on Earth. Plus, I'm sure you'll meet plenty of beautiful Hawaiian girls too.

Edited August 26, 2014 by The Hippie

[IveGotNoValues]

Hmm...I feel kinda high after the dentist, but the only thing they did was numb my entire mouth to fill in a bunch of cavities. Is the numbing stuff supposed to have a sedating effect? I mean its not like they gave me laughing gas or anything, just whatever the numbing stuff is. Oh well I don't care, I feel good

[The Harwood Bitcher]

My parents just told me we might be moving to Hawaii. I'm not sure how I feel.

 

I mean, yea a girl I became interested in let me down, but I've been befriending other girls who seem to be into me at times.

 

Where I live, there's a whole bunch of sh*t I would

Like to run away from, like romantic letdowns, bullies, etc.

 

But at the same time, I'm getting a the hang of "life" have a job, excercise, girls are beginning to make more sense to me, I'm in college and I have friends there, I feel like things were just beginning to pick up for me.

 

I'm not sure if I wanna go to Hawaii ( and have to find a new job, new college, and make new friends) or try and stay where I live ( and get a better paying job to support myself)

Im sure if you did some friends in your home you can do the same in one of the most beatiful places of the world ,think of it as a fresh start

A new beginning

[Payne Killer]

Hmm...I feel kinda high after the dentist, but the only thing they did was numb my entire mouth to fill in a bunch of cavities. Is the numbing stuff supposed to have a sedating effect? I mean its not like they gave me laughing gas or anything, just whatever the numbing stuff is. Oh well I don't care, I feel good

If it starts to hurt, take a nap.

[gtamann123]

Life in general just suuucks

[Gummy]

My long ass dark speech

 

I don't want to come off as pretentious but maybe treating all girls as "expendable" and not believing that theyre the only one for us will help us to not care and just move on to the next girl.

If she's not interested in you, cut your losses and move on, find someone who truly adores you. Don't be hung up on that one girl.

I know, but this has been happening a few times now, but she felt the most real, and now my heart's too weak to even move on or do anything.

[Xavierr]

You only feel that way because you're young, trust me, I've been through it before.

[Gummy]

Yeah, maybe,maybe not.

[IveGotNoValues]

You only feel that way because you're young, trust me, I've been through it before.

Yeah being young sucks. I legitimately thought my ex was "the one" and she thought the same about me. Turns out we were just too damn young and immature. But what saddens me the most is how real it all felt. I guess cause it was my first time actually in love, I had little past relationships but this one actually meant something to me, I've never felt that feeling before...and we both felt it towards eachother... It's alright though I'm pretty much over it. We both had serious depressive and other personal issues to sort out so either way it probably wouldn't have lasted. At least we both relieved eachothers depression for a little while...now were both back on our own again.

[gtamann123]

Why did I even have to be born? Why do I deserve the curse of life?

 

What's the point of living if you go nowhere and have nothing to live for

Edited August 27, 2014 by gtamann123