Share Your Feelings

[dudclub55]

So after 2 days at my new school for Gr. 10, I can say that it's better than my old school. It's not as crazy or stupid, the staff & teachers are cool, as well as the students there. I even ran into a few people from my middle school lol. I feel more welcome at my new school. Everyone's very friendly. And this thing happened that doesn't happen to me:

 

I was waiting outside a class and I see this girl pass by. She's this really cute Latina girl named Natalia. Or something like that. She told me that I looked familiar to her. And surprisingly she also look familiar to me. Even though I don't recall us ever meeting before lol. So since we were already had each other's attention, we continued to talk for a few minutes. My mind was confused at the moment because I'm so used to girls hating me. This was new to me. After a few minutes we had to go to class. I'm happy. Hope I don't forget her name. I don't want to look stupid that I kind of forgot her name because she was so pretty, cute, and friendly. I don't want to mess up. Next time I go to school and see her, I'll talk to her some more, ask to exchange phone numbers, and possibly go out with her. If I get rejected, it'll suck. I'm used to rejection, but I hope it doesn't happen.

 

Dude.

F*CK NO.

DO NOT rush things.

You just met her, this is NOT the time to ask for her number, let alone going out with her.

Take things easy or this'll end bad for you.

[LightningLord]

 

 

So after 2 days at my new school for Gr. 10, I can say that it's better than my old school. It's not as crazy or stupid, the staff & teachers are cool, as well as the students there. I even ran into a few people from my middle school lol. I feel more welcome at my new school. Everyone's very friendly. And this thing happened that doesn't happen to me:

 

I was waiting outside a class and I see this girl pass by. She's this really cute Latina girl named Natalia. Or something like that. She told me that I looked familiar to her. And surprisingly she also look familiar to me. Even though I don't recall us ever meeting before lol. So since we were already had each other's attention, we continued to talk for a few minutes. My mind was confused at the moment because I'm so used to girls hating me. This was new to me. After a few minutes we had to go to class. I'm happy. Hope I don't forget her name. I don't want to look stupid that I kind of forgot her name because she was so pretty, cute, and friendly. I don't want to mess up. Next time I go to school and see her, I'll talk to her some more, ask to exchange phone numbers, and possibly go out with her. If I get rejected, it'll suck. I'm used to rejection, but I hope it doesn't happen.

Dude.

F*CK NO.

DO NOT rush things.

You just met her, this is NOT the time to ask for her number, let alone going out with her.

Take things easy or this'll end bad for you.

Ok ok.

[Zook]

Just feel so f*cking good

[Payne Killer]

@blitz try to find a hobby or as universetwisters said find a job. find something productive to do

[Killzone3265]

im still extremely unstable

the thoughts wont go away and when im left alone with them it just becomes unbearable

but seriously i dont know what to do

i cant be left alone without getting thrown back into heavy sadness, i cant stop thinking of what the future will be like now ever since this f*cking break up

she knew this would kill me and still wanted to take the easy way out over trying to fix it

[Lazyboy20XX]

Just don't write her a love note, whatever you do, its bad. I would just ask her "Would you go out with me?", and she will tell you either yeah or she don't feel the same way.

[kevin de santa]

I wish I had just some sort of a real connection with someone. Not just lieing to everyone saying I'm OK when I'm not. I say go for it bro. Hey you only live once. It ends bad it ends bad f*ck it

[johnny_zoo]

How I'm feeling today?

 

I dont know.

 

I'm feeling lots of things.

 

in fact I've ignore them so much they've built up like papers on my desk and I don't know what is what.

 

the only thing i see is a pulsating gtaforums in the darkness.

 

Ive been here so long its not even my enemy anymore. its now warm embrace.

 

I've shown it the door. Because darkness never leaves me.

 

It's around me so i let it be. but I refuse to let it seep in.

 

I will huddle the light inside even if darkness threatens to snuff it.

 

Literally have no idea what else to say.

 

Im not sad. I just feel anger.

 

At myself. Trust me to get the bad deal.

 

I will ride it out. Its the only thing you can do.

 

Theres much more than i want to say a lot more that I feel.

 

Thats all I can think of for now.

[Payne Killer]

@johnny_zoo since you feel anger I suggest you buy a punching bag

[Xavierr]

I'm tired of being a jealous, possessive, shy and awkward hopeless romantic .

 

 

I think it's best to for me to take a break from trying to date, and crushing on girls ( who I tend to barely know) before I end up like Elliot Rodger.

[LightningLord]

Well, it turns out this girl was just being nice to me because I was new to the school. She didn't like me. She was just being nice. Oh well. I'm not going to be a sad sack about it. Going to move on. I'm not going to go around and complain because a girl didn't like me. School just started. And I have more opportunities than just school. I have a whole world to explore and I have quite a bit of time to explore it.

[Payne Killer]

@LightningLord411 that's why I like older women over teenage chicks. I'm 16 just to clarify.

[JetsRLove]

My sister made some damn good kool-aid and that just made my day so pretty good.

[IveGotNoValues]

@LightningLord411 that's why I like older women over teenage chicks. I'm 16 just to clarify.

Yeah teenage girls really aren't worth all the trouble. They're still not mature enough to know what they really want. One second they cant get enough of you and then suddenly they seem to simply forget your existence and move on to a new "hotter" guy. Older, wiser chicks>Young dumb teenage chicks (no matter how hot they may be)

 

 

As for my feelings in general ATM...Well school starts up again a week from tomorrow and i'm actually feeling pretty damn confident. I mean I feel I've definitely improved myself over this summer. I'm nowhere near as depressed as I was back in May-early July, which is great. Mentally I've just been saying "f*ck it" and im really ready to only worry about myself this year. This is my last year of high school, I'm not gonna let anyone bring me down like I have in the past. If anyone gives me sh*t for how I am, how I dress, how "quiet" I am, then honestly i'm just gonna tell them exactly how I feel about them. I'm tired of being a passive, anxious, pushover kind of person. i really have just had it with kids my age, they seem to have no respect at all. So yeah I'm kinda just ranting now, but the bottom line is I'm just so ready for this year to be different. None of these little immature high school kids are gonna f*ck with my emotions any longer. I'm almost out of this prison, so this is the year I'm gonna make count. I'm not saying i'm gonna be a douche, but if people make me pissed off, I'm not gonna put on the fake nice guy act I usually do. I'm gonna actually try to stand up for myself, which is something I wish I learned to do a long time ago, cause it would have been very helpful.

Edited August 7, 2014 by IveGotNoValues

[Lazyboy20XX]

Hey No Values, I know I said some sh*t about myself I shouldn't have to a bunch of strangers, but back in the day I was punk/goth in high school and kept to myself, I had a few friends though. My point is after the high school brainwash I was truly alone. Where did all the friends go, they got married and moved on and I stayed single, been single since 2000.

 

Anyway, Keep Punk Alive bro!

[IveGotNoValues]

^It's so cool to know I'm not the only one that's felt this way. I'm the same way, like I have maybe 2 or 3 good friends but other than that I just prefer to keep to myself...cause well, people just suck. Anyway I know after graduation i'll most likely lose contact with my friends. I mean i'll try to stay in touch but I know everyone must move on with their lives. I'm prepared for that though, which is why I try to just be independent and keep to myself right now. I'll definitely be staying single too, cause I've tried out the whole relationship thing at it always ends ugly. Plus whats the point of having to worry about a whole other person's well being when I can barely keep myself together? I'll just worry about myself.

 

 

But yeah I'm doing my best to keep punk alive. I gotta stay true! Not many people these days understand it, especially not people in high school.

Edited August 7, 2014 by IveGotNoValues

[Lazyboy20XX]

im still extremely unstable

the thoughts wont go away and when im left alone with them it just becomes unbearable

but seriously i dont know what to do

i cant be left alone without getting thrown back into heavy sadness, i cant stop thinking of what the future will be like now ever since this f*cking break up

she knew this would kill me and still wanted to take the easy way out over trying to fix it

 

Those muppets should be puched repeatedly! OT: There's always tommorow, and a new girl will come along. The time alone means nothing, the time spent with a girl is priceless. I hope you find a better girlfriend!

[Killzone3265]

im scared to be alone with myself

[Payne Killer]

 

 

@LightningLord411 that's why I like older women over teenage chicks. I'm 16 just to clarify.

Yeah teenage girls really aren't worth all the trouble. They're still not mature enough to know what they really want. One second they cant get enough of you and then suddenly they seem to simply forget your existence and move on to a new "hotter" guy. Older, wiser chicks>Young dumb teenage chicks (no matter how hot they may be)

 

 

As for my feelings in general ATM...Well school starts up again a week from tomorrow and i'm actually feeling pretty damn confident. I mean I feel I've definitely improved myself over this summer. I'm nowhere near as depressed as I was back in May-early July, which is great. Mentally I've just been saying "f*ck it" and im really ready to only worry about myself this year. This is my last year of high school, I'm not gonna let anyone bring me down like I have in the past. If anyone gives me sh*t for how I am, how I dress, how "quiet" I am, then honestly i'm just gonna tell them exactly how I feel about them. I'm tired of being a passive, anxious, pushover kind of person. i really have just had it with kids my age, they seem to have no respect at all. So yeah I'm kinda just ranting now, but the bottom line is I'm just so ready for this year to be different. None of these little immature high school kids are gonna f*ck with my emotions any longer. I'm almost out of this prison, so this is the year I'm gonna make count. I'm not saying i'm gonna be a douche, but if people make me pissed off, I'm not gonna put on the fake nice guy act I usually do. I'm gonna actually try to stand up for myself, which is something I wish I learned to do a long time ago, cause it would have been very helpful.

Everything you said there describes me except Ive always stood up for myself.

[make total destroy]

Anyway, Keep Punk Alive bro!

 

 

@LightningLord411 that's why I like older women over teenage chicks. I'm 16 just to clarify.

lol k bud

 

 

Yeah teenage girls really aren't worth all the trouble. They're still not mature enough to know what they really want. One second they cant get enough of you and then suddenly they seem to simply forget your existence and move on to a new "hotter" guy. Older, wiser chicks>Young dumb teenage chicks (no matter how hot they may be)

 

 

You've pretty much just described teenagers in general.

[Xavierr]

Can't get this girl out of my head.

 

I'm not sure if she'll spread her legs for any guy that gives her a compliment or if she's a lesbian.

 

I hate how she makes me jealous when she talks to other guys, and I hate how cute she can look sometimes.

 

Half of me just wishes I never even met her, and the other wishes I had her in my arms right now.

[Xavierr]

Annnnd still thinking about her.

[a20characterusername]

just jack off or something GOD

[Xavierr]

I tried jacking off to get over her once, everytime I almost climaxed I thought about how mad I was my at my friend was for flirting with her and went limp...

But I'm over her...I think..... For now.

[Gnocchi Flip Flops]

God! Too much information!

[Xavierr]

I know :-)

[Flachbau]

I'm starting to think you've been trolling the whole time

[Voodoo]

I tried jacking off to get over her once, everytime I almost climaxed I thought about how mad I was my at my friend was for flirting with her and went limp...

But I'm over her...I think..... For now.

It's time for you to take a break from this topic for a while.

 

E - Maybe I didn't make myself clear. Everyone move on.

Edited August 8, 2014 by Voodoo

[LOES]

 

 

@LightningLord411 that's why I like older women over teenage chicks. I'm 16 just to clarify.

Yeah teenage girls really aren't worth all the trouble. They're still not mature enough to know what they really want. One second they cant get enough of you and then suddenly they seem to simply forget your existence and move on to a new "hotter" guy. Older, wiser chicks>Young dumb teenage chicks (no matter how hot they may be)

 

 

As for my feelings in general ATM...Well school starts up again a week from tomorrow and i'm actually feeling pretty damn confident. I mean I feel I've definitely improved myself over this summer. I'm nowhere near as depressed as I was back in May-early July, which is great. Mentally I've just been saying "f*ck it" and im really ready to only worry about myself this year. This is my last year of high school, I'm not gonna let anyone bring me down like I have in the past. If anyone gives me sh*t for how I am, how I dress, how "quiet" I am, then honestly i'm just gonna tell them exactly how I feel about them. I'm tired of being a passive, anxious, pushover kind of person. i really have just had it with kids my age, they seem to have no respect at all. So yeah I'm kinda just ranting now, but the bottom line is I'm just so ready for this year to be different. None of these little immature high school kids are gonna f*ck with my emotions any longer. I'm almost out of this prison, so this is the year I'm gonna make count. I'm not saying i'm gonna be a douche, but if people make me pissed off, I'm not gonna put on the fake nice guy act I usually do. I'm gonna actually try to stand up for myself, which is something I wish I learned to do a long time ago, cause it would have been very helpful.

 

Everything you said there describes me except Ive always stood up for myself.

Just don't go for the girls when you're an adult who went for the "bad boys" in their youth because they realize those bad boys can't provide for them and then settle for you. Those type of girls are only good for one thing only..........

[EphemeralStar]

Today my day started out good. I studied my ass off for my (Final) Spanish Oral Exam and aced it! But because I was too busy studying for that and my other finals I found it difficult to study/memorize the bubble tea recipe book for my new job. I was still really eager and excited to have my first official shift though........until I realized how strict the girl training me was. She makes me depressed/discouraged because it's obvious that she hates having to teach me, she gets irritated with me when I don't know something because she assumed that I was going to memorize everything over the weekend. But I couldn't because I had to write a paper and study for my exams. I tried, but it wasn't enough... Uggh I don't know what to do because she expects me again to have everything memorized for tomorrow... Then when I came home from work, I found out some terrible news about my sister... her cancer came back. She's only 21 and has a daughter. It's not right... She got her breasts removed awhile back and she was okay but now it's in her lungs... I just pray and hope that they caught it early and can help her..