Share Your Feelings

[Killzone3265]

a lil late i guess but next time, be sure to leave something covering the top of the pizza so it doesnt get all dry and blegh

[dudclub55]

Something like what? Aluminium foil maybe?

[Killzone3265]

apparently that would catch on fire lol

just something that keeps the moisture from escaping

really in my microwaving experience it makes a notable difference

[M22]

 

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I like to think of the girls at my school as stupid, most of them just hoe around, talk about uninteresting social media crap, and some of them are snooty bitches. Especially the ones from Alamo Ranch, thinking they live in a place like Stone Oak or the Dominion.

 

I don't want to be rude or anything, but seriously bro, sometimes that can be a really bad mistake, i thought some really hot girls in my class were dumb as a doornail, but honestly that was the worst thing i could have thought of, turned out they were some of the smartest people ever, they knew and observed so many things they just had a cover so people thought they were dumb, turned out that they got 90% in nearly all of their tests, honestly it blew me away and taught me not to be such a judgemental prick. but anyway that is just my 2 cents and my story, might be different for you .

[Fuzzknuckles]

It's pay day and I got a massive unexpected bonus. I feel pretty f*cking excellent right now.

[Gnocchi Flip Flops]

Getting good grades in class doesn't truly determine whether a person is smart or a good person to be around. I lot of girls at my school are in AP and many of them say the stupidest things or act so rude towards anybody outside of their group. And when I said I liked to think of the girls at my school as stupid, I didn't mean all of them. And I didn't mean it academically either.

[Xavierr]

I've been feeling extremely cynical lately. Losing my faith in humanity and desperately looking for a reason for why I just don't end it.

 

I'm not even sure I believe in love anymore, it seems more like natural selection and benefits to me. It seems to me people aren't trying to live anymore, it's becoming more about survival, even if that means throwing their best friend under the bus just to make some money.

 

I'm hoping in the next few months I meet a girl who won't play games and will be as loyal as I am in relationship, and something that makes existence seem not so mundane anymore, ghosts, aliens, Flying Spaghetti Monster, I don't give a crap, this mundanity is driving me insane.

[dudclub55]

I've been feeling extremely cynical lately. Losing my faith in humanity and desperately looking for a reason for why I just don't end it.

 

I'm not even sure I believe in love anymore, it seems more like natural selection and benefits to me. It seems to me people aren't trying to live anymore, it's becoming more about survival, even if that means throwing their best friend under the bus just to make some money.

 

I'm hoping in the next few months I meet a girl who won't play games and will be as loyal as I am in relationship, and something that makes existence seem not so mundane anymore, ghosts, aliens, Flying Spaghetti Monster, I don't give a crap, this mundanity is driving me insane.

 

Do you at least have friends? I know how it feels to just really want a good girlfriend.. but there's more to life than just a girl, you know..

[Xavierr]

My friends come and go. They go extremely fast too. I'm looking for someone who'd make me forget about the rest of BS in the world. But even then - natural selection and benefits. With my generation, when it comes to dating , it seems like we're no better than wild animals. I think I may have too much pride to put myself through that much headache competing with other guys just to be with some girl.

[kevin de santa]

I prefer being alone but the few friends I do have just mock me for being a loner. Bah I guess their not real friends anyway. Life sucks

[dudclub55]

My friends come and go. They go extremely fast too. I'm looking for someone who'd make me forget about the rest of BS in the world. But even then - natural selection and benefits. With my generation, when it comes to dating , it seems like we're no better than wild animals. I think I may have too much pride to put myself through that much headache competing with other guys just to be with some girl.

 

I definitely know how you feel.

Everyone's just using each other to get what they want, so I adapted. You should adapt too, before people start seriously stomping over you.

[LightningLord]

I feel upset and feel like beating myself up. (I'm not going to beat myself up. I'm just really mad) It took me so damn long to figure out what exactly happened in the GTA V mission "Caiba Libre" and the thread I posted gets deleted instantly. Apparently no one gives a f**k. It shouldn't be a surprise to me because almost no one cares about me, but it took me months to figure out everything and poof! Thread gone! But a while ago, someone was spamming gay porn threads and moderators did nothing until an hour later.

 

It took so long to figure it out only to find out no one cared. I came here to share because if I were to tell anyone outside the internet they wouldn't care. I feel more welcome here. But apparently I'm not.

Edited July 31, 2014 by LightningLord411

[Cripto136]

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Edited July 21, 2015 by Cripto136

[Alexander]

@Cripto: When you say "much more stricter", what does that means exactly? What are the things that you find in yourself that could make you lose the opportunity?

 

Anyway, OT:

 

I actually feel happy, sad, a bit scared and confused.

 

Recently, an university accepted me, and I'll start studying physics this year. I'm really happy, because I'm finally going to college, and I'm going to study something that I really love, which is science. Since I was a kid I loved science, and my parents said to me last year that I should pick something I love, so I choosed physics.

 

Also, I'm sad, because I'm moving to another city, and my friends are moving to differents cities, so I probably won't see any of them anymore.

 

I'm a bit scared, because being a physicist in my country means that you have to teach physics at a very low salary, and the possibility of doing research does not exist. My only option is to move to another country, get a PhD, and stay in such country. That's what I'm hoping to do, but I still have some fears. Besides my family and some friends, nobody believes any of my plans are possible. They say I won't succeed, that I'm crazy and stuff like that. It can be annoying sometimes.

[LOES]

I have this uncanny knack of finding "friends" who only wish to use me, whether money or schoolwork

 

#friendsoff

Edited July 31, 2014 by LOES

[dudclub55]

I feel upset and feel like beating myself up. (I'm not going to beat myself up. I'm just really mad) It took me so damn long to figure out what exactly happened in the GTA V mission "Caiba Libre" and the thread I posted gets deleted instantly. Apparently no one gives a f**k. It shouldn't be a surprise to me because almost no one cares about me, but it took me months to figure out everything and poof! Thread gone! But a while ago, someone was spamming gay porn threads and moderators did nothing until an hour later.

 

It took so long to figure it out only to find out no one cared. I came here to share because if I were to tell anyone outside the internet they wouldn't care. I feel more welcome here. But apparently I'm not.

 

Calm down.. I'm willing to give a f*ck about anything you feel like rambling about, just PM me.

[Cripto136]

@Cripto: When you say "much more stricter", what does that means exactly? What are the things that you find in yourself that could make you lose the opportunity?

The U.S military is being downsized so recruitment has become more pickier. Having ADHD/ADD is now almost bound to disqualify you from joining and I'm worried if they'll figure out that I was once diagnosed with ADD.

Edited July 31, 2014 by Cripto136

[Xavierr]

Sometimes I meet some really awesome people, then they disappear out of nowhere. So I start questioning if they even actually existed or not.

 

 

There was this really cute girl I worked with, and to my surprise she seemed interested in me, I still see her name on the schedule, but she hasn't shown up for her shift for about two weeks now. I'm really hoping she wasn't/isn't in my imagination and the conversations we had only played out in my head, because then my co-workers would have witnessed me carry on a conversation with absolutely no - one and it'd make sense why some of my co-workers seem uneasy around me.

[kevin de santa]

I've been Lucky enough to meet a few great friends in life the longest one lasted two years. But now no contact with anyone of them. Few years back I would of considered two like brothers. I just always f*ck things up. I don't blame them.

[dudclub55]

Sometimes I meet some really awesome people, then they disappear out of nowhere. So I start questioning if they even actually existed or not.

 

 

There was this really cute girl I worked with, and to my surprise she seemed interested in me, I still see her name on the schedule, but she hasn't shown up for her shift for about two weeks now. I'm really hoping she wasn't/isn't in my imagination and the conversations we had only played out in my head, because then my co-workers would have witnessed me carry on a conversation with absolutely no - one and it'd make sense why some of my co-workers seem uneasy around me.

 

Easy there, John Tanner.. I'm sure she'll show up.

[Xavierr]

She showed up, but I'm still questioning if she's real.

 

Imagination or not , she's f*cking cute af

 

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Finally got my first paycheck after a month of working, was too excited to deposit it so I didn't want to wait at the bus stop, starting skating home and it started raining..paycheck ripped and I was dumb enough to try and deposit it anyways, so the ATM ate it, and my longboard got wet T_T

 

Plus I have stay up now and wash my uniform and wake up early to go the bank and see if the bank will still process my paycheck

 

Things could be worse though.

[Dottie]

I just figured out 92% avoided me on XBL
here's my reaction

 

 

[Xavierr]

Oh yea, I would post this in the video topic , but everytime I try to post from my iphone chrome crashes .

 

 

But anyways, this video sums up how I feel about humanity sometimes when I'm depressed. ( PS- I'm not a vegetarian )

 

 

[Killzone3265]

i am heavily depressed

i thought i would be okay but things went bad for me very quickly, i dont know what to do, i cant stop thinking about what happened and HOW it happened

i havent slept for days nor eaten since friday morning

i cant bring myself to do any of it

 

i am utterly destroyed inside and i cant stop starting sentences with i

[LightningLord]

i am heavily depressed

i thought i would be okay but things went bad for me very quickly, i dont know what to do, i cant stop thinking about what happened and HOW it happened

i havent slept for days nor eaten since friday morning

i cant bring myself to do any of it

 

i am utterly destroyed inside and i cant stop starting sentences with i

What happened?

[Xavierr]

I keep finding myself in a situation where my friend and the girl I like are flirting with each other, lol.

 

 

Y.

[LightningLord]

I keep finding myself in a situation where my friend and the girl I like are flirting with each other, lol.

 

 

Y.

It happens. I'm sorry. Hope it stops and you can find a wonderful girl one day. Best of luck to you.

 

 

 

I start school in several hours and I'm kind of nervous. Not sure what to expect. Don't think I'll see any familiar faces because it's a new school. Hope it's not as depressing and stupid as my experience at my last school.

[Killzone3265]

dont let it get you down

im sure itll be a little uneasy not knowing anyone, but its a chance to start fresh

[Judicious 7]

Well, I'm feeling kinda down tonight. Dim the lights please?

 

Thank you.. So anyway, I feel inferior in a way because of my overall persona in video games (and in life). I tend to be the victim or rather the guy that gets harmed for the enjoyment for others. I put myself on the line for others. I'll give an example. In Call of Duty (or BF), I'm usually the guy that rushes out of our spawn when the enemy is playing aggressively. I suffer the deaths. I hesitate to pull the trigger when I have an enemy in my sights too.

 

In GTAO, I have no specialty. All my friends are all active and have a specific role to play. I have a friend who drives a lot and is good at it. Then there's my other friend who is good at PVP on foot. He's tactical and isn't afraid to get his hands dirty.

 

If there's a battle going on between my friends and another set of randoms, they usually fight. I'm usually sitting in my little car two blocks away looking at the killfeed while twiddling my thumbs. I suck at shooting. I really do. i could even post my PVP stats from GTAO. My accuracy SUCKS. I couldn't even shoot a guy 5 feet in front of me. I get nervous and hesitate to pull the trigger. I keep thinking he'a gonna move.

 

It's odd because I don't have this problem with killing NPCs. But it's a whole different world with real people (in video games). I can't even drive in a proper chase. If someone's following me, I panic and crash. As a result, "WASTED - Player 1 Killed You".

 

I'm not even a 'good' soldier like in Call of Duty or BF. At least in those games I could wing it and feel okay being destroyed for being target practice for some try hard

 

Tl;dr - I suck at being aggressive. I don't like to hurt people or ruin someone's day. As a result, I get stepped on - even in online video games. *sigh*

 

My friend says, "think more and try more PVP." Yeah, okay.. I just don't like pulling the trigger..

[Acehilm]

Tl;dr - I suck at being aggressive. I don't like to hurt people or ruin someone's day. As a result, I get stepped on - even in online video games. *sigh*

You need to harden up. Don't let some f*cktard ram you down. Stand up for who you are and f*cking destroy that scumbag.

 

I'll take a real life example. You know how you get in lines, waiting for something and when you're about to get to the end of the line, someone pushes in front? That happened to me. A pregnant mother with a small, adopted chinnese son bardged in front of me. I didn't take that. I flew kick that bitch in the stomach and hurled the small boy across the room by his hair. Of course, that's just an example but perhaps sometime you should try that.

 

It might help you get past that fear barrier of hurting innocent human beings.

Edited August 4, 2014 by Lexty.