Share Your Feelings

[Xavierr]

So my dads getting a new job. They plan on moving. I'm in college and have a job where I live. So I'm not sure if should move with them, or move in with some friends.

 

I value the security of my family, but I got start experiencing life on my own at some point .

[dudclub55]

Anxious as a hooker on her first day.

I CAN'T FREAKING WAIT till I see my IGCSE results on the 12th of August.

My parents are 201% convinced I'm going to get straight D's or some sh*t.. can't wait to prove them wrong, and to show them I'm worthy of getting a PS4.

[mr quick]

I thought it was done; that we had finally come to a conclusion (and that being that there's no chance of the two of us being an item) but again there are so many mixed signals. Man, she really has got me around her little finger.

Edited July 26, 2014 by Marwin Moody

[RoadRunner71]

I still love my ex. I've been trying to make myself believe the opposite but I can't deny it. This is killing me.

[universetwisters]

I still love my ex. I've been trying to make myself believe the opposite but I can't deny it. This is killing me.

 

I'm in the same place with my ex and believe me, it's a goddamn shame. I just try to oppress it for as long as I can with other stuff. Is oppression the best way to deal with a problem? No, of course not. Is it good for now until a better hobby or pastime, whatever shows up to replace thinking of said ex? Yeah, I'd say it works pretty good in that.

[LightningLord]

I'm nervous and depressed about going back to school. At my old school I've gotten the most hate from girls than anywhere else. Reason? Idk. They just hated me. It hurts. It's the main reason I switched schools for this year. I got sick and tired of it. I think switching schools will help me have a fresh start. But knowing my unfortunate past, I don't think it'll help at all. I don't see what's wrong with me. I'm not a douche bag. I'm a sympathetic person. I care. If you get to know me, I'm a good person. I'm a fun person. Knowing my past with girls and my failure, it's what wanted me to end my life a while ago. It was messing with my mentality. I've had it. But I didn't kill myself. (Obviously) and I don't plan on killing myself. But having reminders from my parents everyday that school is coming in about a week doesn't help with my depression. I bet I'm going to get the same crap I got at my old school:

 

- "You don't own a fancy car? Oh go away."

 

- "You're too short."

 

- "Get a life and stop asking girls out. Just kill yourself."

 

- "You're not rich. Why are you wasting your time talking to me?"

 

- "You're too short."

 

- "I don't care how nice you are or how much you care. You're a fa**ot."

 

- "Why do not like Instagram or Snapchat? Are you stupid?"

 

- "You're too short."

 

- "Ew, you're not on the school's F**k off."

 

- "I hate guys that wear glasses."

 

- "You're too short."

 

- "You don't like school events like homecoming or prom? I hate you."

 

Speaking of prom, what is so great about high school prom? How does it make people feel special? You bring your special someone to prom and make them feel "special." And 1000 people have the same idea. If I could, I wouldn't take my girlfriend to prom. I'd do something different. Maybe spend a day around town doing stuff. Something she'll remember. Something to make her feel special. But I don't see that happening. When I go to my new school, chances are everything is going to be the damn same. Nothing will change. Nothing.

 

 

Sorry for the long post.

Edited July 27, 2014 by LightningLord411

[LOES]

I didn't go to prom... That saying because it was postponed and I had to jet out of the country. But prom isn't that important man.

 

But the girls you are going for are probably the stuck up girls in high school right? Not all of them are like that, especially after HS.

 

My advice, learn to go after the girls that actually care and like you rather than the fake, superficial ones. DONT WANDER OFF INTO THEREDPILL THOUGH. The stuff that guys spout of there on reddit are so skewed and fantasized it's ridic

[LightningLord]

I didn't go to prom... That saying because it was postponed and I had to jet out of the country. But prom isn't that important man.

 

But the girls you are going for are probably the stuck up girls in high school right? Not all of them are like that, especially after HS.

 

My advice, learn to go after the girls that actually care and like you rather than the fake, superficial ones. DONT WANDER OFF INTO THEREDPILL THOUGH. The stuff that guys spout of there on reddit are so skewed and fantasized it's ridiculous.

That's the problem. It seemed like at my old school evey girl was the same. I couldn't find the girl that was different that the rest. The right one. That's what makes me sad. And knowing how people and society are, I don't think it's going to change. Edited July 27, 2014 by LightningLord411

[LOES]

 

I didn't go to prom... That saying because it was postponed and I had to jet out of the country. But prom isn't that important man.

 

But the girls you are going for are probably the stuck up girls in high school right? Not all of them are like that, especially after HS.

 

My advice, learn to go after the girls that actually care and like you rather than the fake, superficial ones. DONT WANDER OFF INTO THEREDPILL THOUGH. The stuff that guys spout of there on reddit are so skewed and fantasized it's ridiculous.

That's the problem. It seemed like at my old school evey girl was the same. I couldn't find the girl that was different that the rest. The right one. That's what makes me sad. And knowing how people and society are, I don't think it's going to change.

I may come off as rude but imma throw it out there, were all those girls hot, if not they really need a reality check, not saying being attractive gives you a right to be rude but you get my point.

 

I'm not convinced all those girls are "hot" because if they weren't, I'd buy them a mirror if I were you. Figuratively to retaliate against their actions

[LightningLord]

 

 

I didn't go to prom... That saying because it was postponed and I had to jet out of the country. But prom isn't that important man.

 

But the girls you are going for are probably the stuck up girls in high school right? Not all of them are like that, especially after HS.

 

My advice, learn to go after the girls that actually care and like you rather than the fake, superficial ones. DONT WANDER OFF INTO THEREDPILL THOUGH. The stuff that guys spout of there on reddit are so skewed and fantasized it's ridiculous.

That's the problem. It seemed like at my old school evey girl was the same. I couldn't find the girl that was different that the rest. The right one. That's what makes me sad. And knowing how people and society are, I don't think it's going to change.

I may come off as rude but imma throw it out there, were all those girls hot, if not they really need a reality check, not saying being attractive gives you a right to be rude but you get my point.

 

I'm not convinced all those girls are "hot" because if they weren't, I'd buy them a mirror if I were you. Figuratively to retaliate against their actions

All of them were really pretty and beautiful. Some of them stood out more than the rest. So I guess they were hot. But from what I've learned, great looks doesn't equal a great personality.

[dudclub55]

Avoid superficial jackasses.

I'm quite the same as you (hope I'm not wrong lol) - somebody who tries to define himself by his personality rather than by his looks, I hate superficiality like it's the worst thing to exist.

Oh, and I too can't get a girlfriend. It's obnoxiously difficult to find somebody who appreciates you for who you are rather than how you look.. but still not impossible. Keep looking, brah!

[LightningLord]

Avoid superficial jackasses.

I'm quite the same as you (hope I'm not wrong lol) - somebody who tries to define himself by his personality rather than by his looks, I hate superficiality like it's the worst thing to exist.

Oh, and I too can't get a girlfriend. It's obnoxiously difficult to find somebody who appreciates you for who you are rather than how you look.. but still not impossible. Keep looking, brah!

Thanks for the motivation.

[iStealthDeath]

I once had a girl who admired me for who I was rather than how I looked, unfortunately me, I'm not used to having someone like that and well she used to get a lot of attention from other guys and I won't lie..I was jealous, and that led to our downfall (Like jealousy doesn't ruin relationships ) and so here I am 2/3 years down the line and I still haven't gotten over her but I still talk to her every day and still call each other the nicknames we gave each other at the beginning of our relationship..She knows I still have feelings for her but she doesn't feel the same

 

 

The first boyfriend she had cheated on her, I was her second and then like a month after we broke up she had her third relationship and well I didn't know until my friend had told me she had a new boyfriend (a month before she told me herself), as I heard the news I knew there was no way this third guy would mess up even though I knew nothing about him and well I guess a few months down the line he ended up cheating on her

 

I don't think that last part was relevant..

[LOES]

Better than girls going after your money......

 

And to th guy above, just go no contact, she seems like a girl who's just keeping you around as a backup, you need to figuratively remove the tumour from you and move on

Edited July 28, 2014 by LOES

[Flachbau]

@LightningLord411 - Screw those girls, man. Wait until you get to college or something. You'll find nice people there.

 

Anyways. I always get excited for when I enter giveaways. A day or two ago I got 49 entries in towards a PC upgrade kit and it turns out the winner was someone who had only 5 entries. It sucks. I need to stop expecting to win things. I never do. Just makes me sad cause I know I could never afford that kit.

 

Bleh.

[Gnocchi Flip Flops]

-snip-

 

I like to think of the girls at my school as stupid, most of them just hoe around, talk about uninteresting social media crap, and some of them are snooty bitches. Especially the ones from Alamo Ranch, thinking they live in a place like Stone Oak or the Dominion.

Edited July 28, 2014 by Sting4S

[make total destroy]

 

-snip-

 

I like to think of the girls at my school as stupid

That's pretty stupid.

[Gnocchi Flip Flops]

 

 

-snip-

 

I like to think of the girls at my school as stupid

That's pretty stupid.

 

Nobody gives a crap what you think...

[Saikou]

 

 

 

 

 

 

-snip-

I like to think of the girls at my school as stupid

That's pretty stupid.

 

Nobody gives a crap what you think...But giving craps is pretty stupid.

[make total destroy]

 

Nobody gives a crap what you think...

 

 

[Pete4000uk]

An old friend if mine killed herself the other day

[johnny_zoo]

Why?

 

And how'd you feel about it?

[Pete4000uk]

Why?

 

And how'd you feel about it?

She was suffering mental problems and had her kids taken from her. She had been trying to get better but I guess it hurt to much. Since I heard the news I have remembered almost every conversation we had at college. Such a lovely girl and apparently still kind and careing.

 

Don't really know what else to say, really.

[Killzone3265]

i broke up with my girlfriend earlier

too many things were causing problems for us to have an intimate relationship, she couldnt do it anymore and i hated knowing what us being together caused

i still love her

its going to be a long time for this to pass over

 

i need a hug

[GunWrath]

Did you two try to talk it out and find solutions to the problems?

[Killzone3265]

oh believe me i stretched it on as far as i could

i tried convincing her it could work, and it CAN, well, couldve

there are a lot of things that make it hard for her to have this with me and i tried helping for weeks, but it got no where

shes too selfish to take the harder route, she just wanted to get it over with so she wouldnt be sad anymore

at least she's happy now, its what i wanted for her, i just wish it didnt have to end like this

[GunWrath]

Eh, sh*t happens man. The first ones are always the hardest.. best thing to do is just to move on. Get yourself back out there and stay social. Let the ladies know you're single. Don't dwell on the break up.

[Killzone3265]

i know i know, its just going to be really hard to move on without her being there

she really changed me, kinda pulled me from the brink of deep depression and has been there for me ever since, shes super special to me

im glad that her and i will still be friends, but things just wont be the same :l

 

this really reallyyy hit me hard because she was acting like there was still a chance for us to be

i really thought there was still hope left but she opened up completely and i ended it there, it ended up being too much for me to even handle

but in the end i knew this was coming, weeks beforehand, it would have been much worse if not knowing about the problems our relationship was causing

Edited July 30, 2014 by Killzone3265

[Gummy]

Ugh, I wish my brother didn't exist, die, or just disappear, and when he does, I won't be sad, hell, I'll be glad, he's the human form of Satan

and don't give me that 'he loves you inside' or 'but he's still you brother' crap, that sh*t isn't true.

[dudclub55]

I haven't been depressed for about a week now.. that's great.

Ate pizza yesterday.. and I'm about to microwave the leftovers.

Depression begone!