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It's been four days since I've genuinely felt hungry, and yet I'm still being fed food. I know I'm priveleged to be able to have access to so much food, but I wish my family would chill. I feel so unhealthy, and disgusting. It feels like it's gonna be a good two days before I actually feel hungry again, and in the meantime, im still gonna be fed and everyone's gonna be like "why aren't you eating"? And pressure me into eating.

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It's been four days since I've genuinely felt hungry, and yet I'm still being fed food. I know I'm priveleged to be able to have access to so much food, but I wish my family would chill. I feel so unhealthy, and disgusting. It feels like it's gonna be a good two days before I actually feel hungry again, and in the meantime, im still gonna be fed and everyone's gonna be like "why aren't you eating"? And pressure me into eating.

Stop Smoking all that 'erb. ;)

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It's been four days since I've genuinely felt hungry, and yet I'm still being fed food. I know I'm priveleged to be able to have access to so much food, but I wish my family would chill. I feel so unhealthy, and disgusting. It feels like it's gonna be a good two days before I actually feel hungry again, and in the meantime, im still gonna be fed and everyone's gonna be like "why aren't you eating"? And pressure me into eating.

Stop Smoking all that 'erb. ;)I haven't smoked since February, but I would kill to have the munchies while I'm surrounded by so much food right now.
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I've been suffering from clinical depression for a couple years or so. Haven't gotten any help. About a month ago or so, I started to find myself some remedies and ways to feel better. And now, it's finally going away. I haven't felt so damn joyful in a long time. No more with the pessimistic sh*t 24/7. I feel like a new person.

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I've been suffering from clinical depression for a couple years or so. Haven't gotten any help. About a month ago or so, I started to find myself some remedies and ways to feel better. And now, it's finally going away. I haven't felt so damn joyful in a long time. No more with the pessimistic sh*t 24/7. I feel like a new person.

 

Begin to keep a journal of your daily thoughts and emotions if you don't already. Keeping track of your emotions in a rigid, routine way is a key to being stable despite suffering from a mood disorder. It is good that you feel joyful right now, and it is good that you are able to seek and accept help for yourself. Those are keys to keep in mind, and you should record how you feel now, i.e. with glee, and hopeful of the future. The reason you should keep track of these emotions is because--should the unfortunate effect of depression begin to set in once again--you will be able to read back on previous entries that you've recorded on the state of your mind and realize that, despite how awful it may feel in this hypothetical future, there was and will be once more a time in which you do not feel as bad as you may, hypothetically, somewhere months or years from now. Additionally, keeping a record of your lowest moments in written-form will allow you to better understand how your mind operates when it is in its valleys. This is essential to understanding how you can best resolve conflict in your thinking habits. The longer you do it, the more easily you will notice how certain things (perhaps the time of year, perhaps interactions with so-and-so, perhaps ingesting such-and-such) affect your mood, and whether or not you should change your behavior in x or y way will become much, much more clear.

 

 

Waited a whole year for Christmas, it arrived, it ended quickly. The numb feeling has returned.

 

Numbness in what sense?

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I've been suffering from clinical depression for a couple years or so. Haven't gotten any help. About a month ago or so, I started to find myself some remedies and ways to feel better. And now, it's finally going away. I haven't felt so damn joyful in a long time. No more with the pessimistic sh*t 24/7. I feel like a new person.

I suffered from depression on and off for 5 years. Depression really sucks. I suffer from mental illness. I have anxiety and paranoia. I used to be severely depressed for about 4 months from August to November but I was depressed more this year besides those months.

 

I'm worrying about getting paranoid today. It happens every 8 days and it's the 9th day so it'll probably happen today. It sucks. I hate having paranoia. I worry about when I go back to school and work in January that I'll get paranoid during work or class. It disrupts my life. I was planning to see Star Wars with my friend for the third time tonight but I'm scared I'm going to get paranoid during the night. It usually happens around 3-7 and I wanted to go at 7 to the movies because my friend is doing errands.

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I'm pretty giddy right now.

 

We just got back from two days of skiing at Tahoe, and the conditions are the best they've been in years. 1-2 feet of fresh, fluffy powder and plenty of coverage. It looks like winter is finally back in CA, which is really freaking exciting. Let's hope it lasts, which it should considering it's el nino.

Yay.

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I've been suffering from clinical depression for a couple years or so. Haven't gotten any help. About a month ago or so, I started to find myself some remedies and ways to feel better. And now, it's finally going away. I haven't felt so damn joyful in a long time. No more with the pessimistic sh*t 24/7. I feel like a new person.

I suffered from depression on and off for 5 years. Depression really sucks. I suffer from mental illness. I have anxiety and paranoia. I used to be severely depressed for about 4 months from August to November but I was depressed more this year besides those months.

 

I'm worrying about getting paranoid today. It happens every 8 days and it's the 9th day so it'll probably happen today. It sucks. I hate having paranoia. I worry about when I go back to school and work in January that I'll get paranoid during work or class. It disrupts my life. I was planning to see Star Wars with my friend for the third time tonight but I'm scared I'm going to get paranoid during the night. It usually happens around 3-7 and I wanted to go at 7 to the movies because my friend is doing errands.

 

 

I know how you feel, I've been depressed for about 2-3ish years now and it'd peak and trough. You should see someone who'd be willing to listen to you and be there to help you overcome your mental issues.

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I'm violated.

 

I was making a most neighbourly post in the 'find lobbies and players' section offering my better half (mah dick) in exchange for gta dollars, and it was f*cking removed. We have to put an end to this. All opressed forumers raise your hands and stand up to the power-hungry regime ruling over the once so great gtaforums. Let coitus-seeking perverts be coitus-seeking perverts, let one be whoever one shall want to be. Let this be a place of grace and honor where people can come and circle jerk in the rate the car thread. Amen.

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Get more cheese than Doritos, Cheetos or Fritos - MF DOOM

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Gril seems flattered that im checking her out at baby shower Contemplate going to talk to her, and then remember I don't even live here.

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I need a new PS4. :(

 

Everywhere is so expensive. Im trying Craigslist but no one's replying.

 

Where can I get a PS4 in great condition for no more than $275?

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Christmas came wayy to quick...

 

I've been suffering from clinical depression for a couple years or so. Haven't gotten any help. About a month ago or so, I started to find myself some remedies and ways to feel better. And now, it's finally going away. I haven't felt so damn joyful in a long time. No more with the pessimistic sh*t 24/7. I feel like a new person.

Good for you! May I ask what remedies you used to get better?

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I just spoiled myself several key plot points of Star Wars Force Awakens ...

 

I'm a f*cking idiot :sui:

Obligatory "if you were a real fan you would've watched it already".
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I just spoiled myself several key plot points of Star Wars Force Awakens ...

 

I'm a f*cking idiot :sui:

Obligatory "if you were a real fan you would've watched it already".

 

 

that is in no way obligatory

 

"

I'm a real fan

I have two jobs

suck my dick

happy holidays

"

 

 

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In a bit of pain. My relatives and I all had a swim in my uncle's backyard pool. All seems well, except he didn't tell us the water was not chlorinated. As a result I have a busted eardrum and a nasty case of swimmer's ear.

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I just spoiled myself several key plot points of Star Wars Force Awakens ...

 

I'm a f*cking idiot :sui:

Obligatory "if you were a real fan you would've watched it already".

 

that is in no way obligatory

 

"

I'm a real fan

I have two jobs

suck my dick

happy holidays

"

 

 

-by marwin

Best haiku ever. I rate 5/7.

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I thought those crazy Christians who thought certain Musial artists were serving satan/illuminati died down a long time ago.

 

I keep seeing them spawn in music videos I like. Apparently the underachievers don't want world peace , but just want to become Gods. apparently Tool are servants of Satan, because they had a serpent in "their" video. Apparently kid Cudi is on a mission to bring as many souls to hell as possible. The guy never explained why he felt that way though and I got emotionally exhausted from reading all the bickering back and forth in the reply section.

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I thought those crazy Christians who thought certain Musial artists were serving satan/illuminati died down a long time ago.

 

I keep seeing them spawn in music videos I like. Apparently the underachievers don't want world peace , but just want to become Gods. apparently Tool are servants of Satan, because they had a serpent in "their" video. Apparently kid Cudi is on a mission to bring as many souls to hell as possible. The guy never explained why he felt that way though and I got emotionally exhausted from reading all the bickering back and forth in the reply section.

You must not watch Fox News very often...

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^ Nothing to see here folks. Move along.

 

One of my cats slept in the most ridiculous way possible. Front legs were placed sideways and her legs were facing up the skies. Though I have already uploaded it to Imgur but turned out I didn't. Whoops.

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I'm really tired of the same sh*t fron the same people, Ugh...

 

And ever since my Grandad, grandma, uncle, and most of all my Mum passed away I feel like there has been a big, emotional hole left in my life, I just feel kinda empty, it needs filling... I just feel unloved, I loved my Mum and now she's gone, she was the most lovely person you could've ever met, I just feel like no one loves me anymore, people say, oh you will be fine, but there just words, and most of the time, words do jack all. Ugghhhhhh....

 

well, I'm needed to get all that off my chest...

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Pretty f*cking annoyed that I can't post in the Custom Rides thread in the GTAO section. Trying to load the last page keeps crashing Safari on me. :/

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f*ckKKK!!

 

This is bullsh*t, god is so lucky to be next to this bastard right now, RIP Lemmy Killmister, badassery incarnated.

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These strawberry cream pies at McDonald's are bomb. Ain't ate here in days.

 

Gonna get my passport an go to Cambodia with my buddy whose getting cheap dental work there. Kholes for all!

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The right side of my headphones stopped working...

 

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Long time since I posted so hi everyone but I feel sick can't get to sleep, it's 4am, feeling nauseous, and generally icky. If I die tonight someone play GTAV for me and really enjoy it on my behalf. Thanks.

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I used this new shampoo with conditioner and now my hair looks so much better than before, and it feels softer too. Pretty happy about that.

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