Share Your Feelings

[bodyparts]

Ain't no lonely time with Jackie and chocolate, pappie.

 

Seriously though, self pity never helped anyone. Rock on and f*ck the world. Start writing on walls, start doing horse or whatever man. Live your life, it's too late for me.

Edited December 18, 2015 by HipsterHillbilly

[Flachbau]

I also wish I knew a woman that would appreciate me sexually, in other words a girlfriend. I've ''accidently'' fallen in love with several girls simultaneously, and it's hard for me to decide which of these individuals I should target as a potential suiter. Thing is; judging by the status quo, I don't even think I would be able to maintain a relationship, though I desire one more than anything nowadays.

 

Jesus Christ, I really hope you're not serious. You don't want a girlfriend, you want a f*ck toy. I can see why no woman wants to appreciate you sexually.

[dudclub55]

 

I also wish I knew a woman that would appreciate me sexually, in other words a girlfriend. I've ''accidently'' fallen in love with several girls simultaneously, and it's hard for me to decide which of these individuals I should target as a potential suiter. Thing is; judging by the status quo, I don't even think I would be able to maintain a relationship, though I desire one more than anything nowadays.

Jesus Christ, I really hope you're not serious. You don't want a girlfriend, you want a f*ck toy. I can see why no woman wants to appreciate you sexually.

He wants a mistress.

[gooeyhole]

It's nice to be off of work for awhile.

Edited December 18, 2015 by Canadian Badass

[paperbagdude]

 

I also wish I knew a woman that would appreciate me sexually, in other words a girlfriend. I've ''accidently'' fallen in love with several girls simultaneously, and it's hard for me to decide which of these individuals I should target as a potential suiter. Thing is; judging by the status quo, I don't even think I would be able to maintain a relationship, though I desire one more than anything nowadays.

 

Jesus Christ, I really hope you're not serious. You don't want a girlfriend, you want a f*ck toy. I can see why no woman wants to appreciate you sexually.

 

Well maybe I expressed myself wrong or maybe you have misunderstood me.

 

No, I'm not some kind of f*ckboy looking for the next voluntary victim to f*ck as my personal f*cktoy. No, I'm just a nowaday lonely guy who's searching for love, intimate love from a girl that suits me and vice versa. Stating that I have fall in love with serveral women at the same time was maybe the wrong way of defining status quo, but the truth is that I do have certain feelings for a close friend, yet I have caught my eyes upon someone else too, yet I don't believe it's worth putting in any effort since it seems hopeless to share a relationship with any of them.

[The Dedito Gae]

I just pulled off a ten inch hair from my forehead and now my belly button got tucked inside my stomach.

[ShadowPerson]

I hate those annying so called "christians" that "used to be" criminals now rehab thanks to the religion. Asking for money or forcing you but sh*tty material with Jesus Christ image to support a very questionable "religious group" with a f*cking weird name that doesnt have any sense!

 

I wish run over them.

[ShadowPerson]

 

 

 

I wish run over them.

That'll learn 'em.

 

 

As much I wish a 2.8 tons SUV could potentially crush them to death and well could have some side effects like going to jail

[Jolly Swagman]

I hate those annying so called "christians" that "used to be" criminals now rehab thanks to the religion. Asking for money or forcing you but sh*tty material with Jesus Christ image to support a very questionable "religious group" with a f*cking weird name that doesnt have any sense!

 

I wish run over them.

I know right. Rehabilitated criminals are absolute scum. f*cking quitters.

[ShadowPerson]

 

I hate those annying so called "christians" that "used to be" criminals now rehab thanks to the religion. Asking for money or forcing you but sh*tty material with Jesus Christ image to support a very questionable "religious group" with a f*cking weird name that doesnt have any sense!

 

I wish run over them.

I know right. Rehabilitated criminals are absolute scum. f*cking quitters.

 

 

This scumbags arent rehab criminals just amateur scammers using Christianity as excuse to get some money. They deserve a slow painful death.

[theGTAking101]

Does anyone have experience being a cart pusher at a grocery store? I'm starting that job on Monday and not exactly sure what to expect.

[Dr Labuschagne]

I'm actually thinking about putting on the most torn-up clothes I could find, taking a train ride and going to this affluent neighbourhood called Sandton to watch rich folks do Christmas Shopping at Mandela square...

[AlienTwo]

 

 

I hate those annying so called "christians" that "used to be" criminals now rehab thanks to the religion. Asking for money or forcing you but sh*tty material with Jesus Christ image to support a very questionable "religious group" with a f*cking weird name that doesnt have any sense!

 

I wish run over them.

I know right. Rehabilitated criminals are absolute scum. f*cking quitters.

 

 

This scumbags arent rehab criminals just amateur scammers using Christianity as excuse to get some money. They deserve a slow painful death.

 

So you're just going to assume they are liars hiding behind religion instead of think maybe... possibly they have changed? I hope for your sakes you make it to death's door without making any serious mistakes, because it sounds like you don't believe in redemption at all.

 

Damn.... wishing death on them too.... what a nice fella you seem to be.

[Mr. Scratch]

 

 

I hate those annying so called "christians" that "used to be" criminals now rehab thanks to the religion. Asking for money or forcing you but sh*tty material with Jesus Christ image to support a very questionable "religious group" with a f*cking weird name that doesnt have any sense!

 

I wish run over them.

I know right. Rehabilitated criminals are absolute scum. f*cking quitters.

 

This scumbags arent rehab criminals just amateur scammers using Christianity as excuse to get some money. They deserve a slow painful death.

Stop. Just stop talking, please.

[Affalterbach]

Does anyone have experience being a cart pusher at a grocery store? I'm starting that job on Monday and not exactly sure what to expect.

To be honest i never knew that such a job existed .

[Jolly Swagman]

It does kind of make sense.

Why waste your time selling kilograms of cocaine and lopping off rivals heads when you could be making real money selling religious themed Christmas decorations? It's what all the big cartels are moving into these days.

[ShadowPerson]

 

 

 

I hate those annying so called "christians" that "used to be" criminals now rehab thanks to the religion. Asking for money or forcing you but sh*tty material with Jesus Christ image to support a very questionable "religious group" with a f*cking weird name that doesnt have any sense!

 

I wish run over them.

I know right. Rehabilitated criminals are absolute scum. f*cking quitters.

 

 

This scumbags arent rehab criminals just amateur scammers using Christianity as excuse to get some money. They deserve a slow painful death.

 

So you're just going to assume they are liars hiding behind religion instead of think maybe... possibly they have changed? I hope for your sakes you make it to death's door without making any serious mistakes, because it sounds like you don't believe in redemption at all.

 

Damn.... wishing death on them too.... what a nice fella you seem to be.

 

 

Dont worry I´ll be fine. Salvation its always available via the power of the money! Some millions to the right people and God will forgive me with a nice place in Heaven close to him lol

 

Meanwhile you will rot in Hell.

[Flachbau]

Does anyone have experience being a cart pusher at a grocery store? I'm starting that job on Monday and not exactly sure what to expect.

 

You're just collecting carts and everything, right? There's really not much to expect.. if you're gathering carts in a parking lot then just be careful. Bad drivers are everywhere.

[RedDagger]

Dont worry I´ll be fine. Salvation its always available via the power of the money! Some millions to the right people and God will forgive me with a nice place in Heaven close to him lol

 

Meanwhile you will rot in Hell.

Preferring rehabilitation obviously means one will "rot in Hell"...?

 

well aren't you a nice chap.

Edited December 19, 2015 by RedDagger

[dice]

Does anyone have experience being a cart pusher at a grocery store? I'm starting that job on Monday and not exactly sure what to expect.

m8, just grab an ushanka while yelling

http://picosong.com/cdn/24dd1f3022e9130eb9c71f06563ea043.mp3

[theGTAking101]

 

Does anyone have experience being a cart pusher at a grocery store? I'm starting that job on Monday and not exactly sure what to expect.

 

You're just collecting carts and everything, right? There's really not much to expect.. if you're gathering carts in a parking lot then just be careful. Bad drivers are everywhere.

 

That's basically what it is. I see people saying that it's easier to turn the carts when you're pushing them backwards, do you think it would be easier that way?

 

I also see people saying that after a few days their body, especially feet get really sore. Is it just from walking back and forth for 5 hours or is it because you're pushing things?

[ShadowPerson]

 

Dont worry I´ll be fine. Salvation its always available via the power of the money! Some millions to the right people and God will forgive me with a nice place in Heaven close to him lol

 

Meanwhile you will rot in Hell.

Preferring rehabilitation obviously means one will "rot in Hell"...?

 

well aren't you a nice chap.

 

 

I´ll explain you later.

[MikeMyth]

Just had the best day of my life, I keep smirking like a madman, lol.

[ShadowPerson]

Just had the best day of my life, I keep smirking like a madman, lol.

 

You about to conquer the US west coast like Hank Scorpio did back in the 90s?

[drifter.]

I really hate being bipolar, things seem to have gotten worse, It seems I've switched moods like 8 times in the past two days. I only ever feel mellow and lazy, or really f*cking cynical and depressed. Very rarely do I feel happy and inspired.

[ShadowPerson]

I really hate being bipolar, things seem to have gotten worse, It seems I've switched moods like 8 times in the past two days. I only ever feel mellow and lazy, or really f*cking cynical and depressed. Very rarely do I feel happy and inspired.

 

You dont take meds or do therapy?

[drifter.]

 

I really hate being bipolar, things seem to have gotten worse, It seems I've switched moods like 8 times in the past two days. I only ever feel mellow and lazy, or really f*cking cynical and depressed. Very rarely do I feel happy and inspired.

You dont take meds or do therapy?

I tried meds. They only watered down my feelings but never really got rid of them. Plus I felt like I was beginning to develop physiological dependency on meds as well.

 

I also don't like therapy. Hate to sound like a special snowflake , but I don't think absolutely anyone is able to sympathize with me and make me feel better when they have no idea what I've been through and how I came to view the world in the way I do.

Edited December 19, 2015 by Majesticnug420

[Tyler]

Therapy isn't about sympathy, it's about acquiring the tools to deal with the disorders by which you are afflicted. You go to therapy as a part of a lifestyle change, either because a) you need cognitive restructuring, or b) you need emotive assistance through directive or non-directive means. The more you reinforce the idea in your head that therapy isn't something that will work on you, the less effective it will be. The mind is a powerful thing, but don't discount the effect your emotions and language has on it; you will be surprised by how often you trick yourself into thinking you're rational when the opposite is true.

 

Medication is supplementary to the lifestyle change, as well. If your current medication or any in the past weren't working, there is still reason to believe you can find one that will work for you. Medications require some specification based on the person, and not all medications work the same on everyone, but don't discount the utility of them altogether because of one psychiatric fumble. Are you diagnosed as bipolar? If so, what type? What stabilizers do you take? Or are the medications you were prescribed given for something comorbid?

 

If you are truly "switching moods" up to four times in two days, then you need to consider hospitalization: rapid cycling is the point at which most bipolar patients who have attempted suicide do so. The irritability and euphoria of the manic stage rapidly shifting between the suicidal ideation and hopelessness of depressive episodes is of considerable danger. If this isn't what you're experiencing, then you're not in a rapid cycle, nor are you "switching moods." If it is, I would again advise you to seek medical attention for treatment in the short-term, as a benefit to you and anyone around you.

 

 

Then again, your admission of feeling only, "mellow and lazy, or really f*cking cynical and depressed," sounds more like a case of a depressive episode--the feelings of "mellow and lazy" and "cynical and depressed" are all typical to this. I'm not a doctor, but I am interested in hearing more if you want to share. In any case, you should consider therapy and lifestyle change for this, as well. Depressed moods are a blight on the mind, and all too often people medicate themselves with ill methods that end up hurting them more in the long run. Ignoring it or acting as though you can shoulder it forever is one such ill method.

[Drill Sergeant]

i'm so frucking weird dude. I listen to a Alternative Rock radio station every time I'm driving somewhere. After a few days of listening I decided to call them to request some songs because after you listened to the radio for awhile it starts to get boring. Now I'm calling in so much that the radio DJ knows my voice and name. Me and the DJ became buddies and we will sing the song that's playing on radio to eachother over the phone. Then a week later a concert was going to be held in the radio station. I went to the concert, met the band, bought there new album and now i'm stalking them on facebook(on their personal profiles). I sent a friend request to them because I thought if they become famous like JB, katy perry, etc I would have something to brag about. Then I searched up my DJ friend's name and found her profile too.....And now i'm sitting here stalking their profiles.

 

At least we like the some type of music.

[Old Dinosaur]

I really hate being bipolar, things seem to have gotten worse, It seems I've switched moods like 8 times in the past two days. I only ever feel mellow and lazy, or really f*cking cynical and depressed. Very rarely do I feel happy and inspired.

 

 

 

 

I really hate being bipolar, things seem to have gotten worse, It seems I've switched moods like 8 times in the past two days. I only ever feel mellow and lazy, or really f*cking cynical and depressed. Very rarely do I feel happy and inspired.

You dont take meds or do therapy?

I tried meds. They only watered down my feelings but never really got rid of them. Plus I felt like I was beginning to develop physiological dependency on meds as well.

 

I also don't like therapy. Hate to sound like a special snowflake , but I don't think absolutely anyone is able to sympathize with me and make me feel better when they have no idea what I've been through and how I came to view the world in the way I do.

 

 

This post is tldr: i don't expect you or anyone else to read it, i'm mostly talking to myself like this is a diary XD

 

 

 

 

I'm suffering right now myself !

 

It's Saturday night normally i don't care because i'm not the party type, but seeing everyone in town having fun and knowing i'm going home to nothing really sucks,

 

i know people will ask... so lets just say i have weird mannerisms and being a loner i'm an easy target for ''alpha males'', just last week someone was talking sh*t to me while i was walking home... and i was only in town for all of 5 minutes.... so....even if i just said ''f*ck it'' im going out... i still gotta deal with that sh*t... and i'm not a fighter,..... so.... it's especially f*cked for me,......

 

It's not just the lack of friends part, it's having no direction, nothing to aspire too, I don't care about anything outside of travelling, If i wanted to be a lawyer or a cop or whatever i could work towards that and know even if now sucks tomorrow will be better, but i don't have that, and human corruption seems to ruin alot of the interesting jobs anyway....

 

the thing that's going to help me the most is getting out of this town, logically that's the next step, that's what i need to do, however.... like with all my other problems i have nowhere to go.... you know ? if i was given a million now i'd head to Alaska simply because it's never mentioned on the news and it's completely different to where i'm living now but people still speak English... so... it seems like a logical choice...

 

but in reality, i dunno where i'd move too, I doubt i could afford to leave australia now though... so i'm kinda stuck here....

 

i just need a totally different life to the one i'm living now.....i'm so over feeling empty....

 

with that said i feel alot better not only because i wrote all this and it helped clear my head, but now i've had time to recover from the walk home and work, so naturally that helps also

 

as for what i'm going to do now ? i'm thinking play gta tlad, i was half thinking about maybe having a shot or two and heading to the pub, but honestly now i'm home and in a better mood i don't want to mess with it, plus walking is not something i wanna do right now even if i'm tispy plus drinking will just make me feel worse

 

another more sane idea i had was ringing up the airport and seeing if they'll take me skydiving sometime before christmas, i probably wont bother because it's 95% unlikely they'll be able too, but i'm feeling the urge i blame the amazing race, that's been really helping me, reminding me of all the crazy sh*t i can do in this world if i'm brave enough, I had to same urge in april and i actually did it, It's the best gift depression ever gave me because i don't think i would of done it otherwise, i was just in a ''f*ck it '' mood, you know ? i need to bring that side of my personality out more, not in a dangerous way, but in a ''get sh*t done'' kinda way,

Edited December 19, 2015 by Old Dinosaur