Share Your Feelings

[OverTheBelow]

Feeling so upset.

She won't let me......... Not before marrying me.

I'm okay with it but f*ck! Its upsetting me.

You're ok with it but it's upsetting you? So.. you're not ok with it?

 

Why does it upset you?

[Mr.Mordecai]

Well i lost one of my best friends cuz i told my other best friend (His ex who he dumped after 1months ) that we chilled with two girls last weekend (they did stuff with him, but i didnt tell her that) so i feel fantastic. And i also feel stupid for liking a girl for 3.5 years and she knows that i do. ( She doesnt know i liked her for that long)

 

[GTA36362355]

Feeling so upset.

She won't let me......... Not before marrying me.

I'm okay with it but f*ck! Its upsetting me.

You're ok with it but it's upsetting you? So.. you're not ok with it?

 

Why does it upset you?

Cause I want her.

[Exxon]

 

Cause I want her.

You're not the only one who wants another girl.

Feel bad for you because I know how it feels.

 

Though, I've been past such a situation yes, I know I'm 15, so? and it'll go away.

Seriously, go back (quite a) few pages and you'll see how depressed I was, but also that I've now let it behind me.

You can do the same, it just takes some time (don't get it the wrong way)

[Mr.Mordecai]

Feeling so upset.

She won't let me......... Not before marrying me.

I'm okay with it but f*ck! Its upsetting me.

You're ok with it but it's upsetting you? So.. you're not ok with it?

 

Why does it upset you?

Cause I want her.

Jack off.

 

[Luna Fortuna]

Cause I want her.

You're not the only one who wants another girl.

Feel bad for you because I know how it feels.

 

Though, I've been past such a situation yes, I know I'm 15, so? and it'll go away.

Seriously, go back (quite a) few pages and you'll see how depressed I was, but also that I've now let it behind me.

You can do the same, it just takes some time (don't get it the wrong way)

I don't think he can't have her I think it's he can't f*ck her till they are married.

 

[Exxon]

 

I don't think he can't have her I think it's he can't f*ck her till they are married.

 

Well that's out of my expertise

[DEALUX]

Cause I want her.

If it is any consolation to you, that's pretty much the way things go around here (the place I live) as well, at least with the nice girls (read that as "the ones that aren't sluts"). Only difference I guess is that I could probably reason with some of the girls that don't seem to want to do it, if I show them that I really love them.

 

Yeah, it sucks that girls have to be that way. It's like parents don't really give two f*cks if their son does it but with daughters it's a different story. I guess it's also a good thing because girls can be abused of more easily?!

 

By the way, did she just propose to you or something? Or did you discuss marrying before? Would you marry her? If so, and if she would do the same thing you should wait for it. I would feel amazingly lucky to have a chick want to marry me right now, not that I would do it because I don't feel ready for that yet (financially or otherwise), but it's the thought that counts.

 

 

@Mr.Mordecai Was that like a continuous crush\limerence for that long? Or did you like her on and off (discontinuously)?

[Mr.Mordecai]

Cause I want her.

If it is any consolation to you, that's pretty much the way things go around here (the place I live) as well, at least with the nice girls (read that as "the ones that aren't sluts"). Only difference I guess is that I could probably reason with some of the girls that don't seem to want to do it, if I show them that I really love them.

 

Yeah, it sucks that girls have to be that way. It's like parents don't really give two f*cks if their son does it but with daughters it's a different story. I guess it's also a good thing because girls can be abused of more easily?!

 

By the way, did she just propose to you or something? Or did you discuss marrying before? Would you marry her? If so, and if she would do the same thing you should wait for it. I would feel amazingly lucky to have a chick want to marry me right now, not that I would do it because I don't feel ready for that yet (financially or otherwise), but it's the thought that counts.

 

 

@Mr.Mordecai Was that like a continuous crush\limerence for that long? Or did you like her on and off (discontinuously)?

Well in a way both. I tricked my self into not likeing her this summer then i saw her and i jus liked her instanly. It sucks. And ironic cuz her best friend is my best friend to and said she was a bitch

[DEALUX]

I think the best way to get over a girl is to find another one. That's what I've done basically and I have forgotten about the other one I had a crush on for like a year, though it's not working very well with the new girl. I have yet to talk to her properly, I haven't seen her around lately.

 

School starts tomorrow here. My chances are kind of diminishing because of that. School = competition. I'll have to do something soon.

[Tyler]

I think the best way to get over a girl is to find another one.

Or realize that girls aren't the only source of happiness. Relationships are more like an extension of your happiness and someone else's happiness combining into one legit amalgamation of happiness. If you're not happy or 'over it' before you move onto the next girl, you'll never have a chance.

[Exxon]

Girls are indeed not the only source of happiness.

Though how much I'd like to have girl, I realized that, for me, music and drumming are two other and very good sources too

[DEALUX]

 

Or realize that girls aren't the only source of happiness. Relationships are more like an extension of your happiness and someone else's happiness combining into one legit amalgamation of happiness.

 

If you're not happy or 'over it' before you move onto the next girl, you'll never have a chance.

Realizing that is not enough, I don't think so. You have to accept that. Acceptance isn't always easy.

 

I guess I wasn't very clear in my previous post. What I meant was to find a girl you like, and as you like her more an more you will forget about the other one. It worked for me but I guess I was pretty much over the last one.

[Mr.Mordecai]

Or realize that girls aren't the only source of happiness. Relationships are more like an extension of your happiness and someone else's happiness combining into one legit amalgamation of happiness.

 

If you're not happy or 'over it' before you move onto the next girl, you'll never have a chance.

Realizing that is not enough, I don't think so. You have to accept that. Acceptance isn't always easy.

 

I guess I wasn't very clear in my previous post. What I meant was to find a girl you like, and as you like her more an more you will forget about the other one. It worked for me but I guess I was pretty much over the last one.

Ok this is gonna sound cliche'\corny af, but honestly no other girls interest me, at my school, interest me. I liked other girls after liking her that long, but they just faded away after noticing they dont like me/ or in a relationship, except for her, and i feel pathetic and dumb for it.

 

[DEALUX]

I think I misread your post. The girl you have liked for 3.5 years is now single? She knows that you liked her? How do you know and how did she react?

[Mr.Mordecai]

I think I misread your post. The girl you have liked for 3.5 years is now single? She knows that you liked her? How do you know and how did she react?

Well she been single for a couple months, and I was f*ckin around with her a couple weeks ago, and she asked if i hated her, I said no, she asked if i liked her, i said ya, then she asked if i "liked" her so i said ya. She smiled and said aww.

 

I jus feel dumb.

 

[Mr. Reaper.]

I'm not sure if this is welcome here, if not please report the post and have it edited or message me and I'll edit it myself.

 

Anywho,

 

 

I've become overwhelmed with depression since the passing of my dear friend, detailed here.

 

With the final note you can see I blame myself for the incident.

That feelings of guilt and blame has only grown since then.

 

I've suffered from major depression for the past four years, five if you include a self diagnosis.

I have been on and off anti-depressants during these years.

 

At the time of my friends passing everything was going well and despite being mildly depressed,

I had been off my anti-depressants for almost four months.

 

Now, I awake every morning look over to my bedside table and see my Hardballer laying there, taunting me.

I want to grab it and blow my brains out, but something always stops me, that something is unknown.

 

But I'm glad it's there.

 

 

I don't exactly want to die, but I don't want to live this way.

 

I refuse to take my meds and no longer have any friends, hence my turn to the advice of you guys.

 

I usually wake up, stare down my gun, snap out of it and go about my day, only to do the same before sleeping of a night.

 

I'm glad I'm a gamer, as I'll play til I'm about to pass out, which is good because of a night I'm worse, much worse.

And during the night I don't think I could stare down the gun and win.

 

I really don't know what to do, nor where to turn.

[GTA36362355]

 

Cause I want her.

By the way, did she just propose to you or something? Or did you discuss marrying before? Would you marry her? If so, and if she would do the same thing you should wait for it. I would feel amazingly lucky to have a chick want to marry me right now, not that I would do it because I don't feel ready for that yet (financially or otherwise), but it's the thought that counts.

We're in a relationship since last four years and it's not like that we haven't ever got physically close. We've never had an intercourse though which was a mutual decision. Yes, we both want to marry each other.

 

Since two or three months, she has started thinking differently. She used to get uncomfortable due to these thoughts when we got intimate. We stopped getting close, thinking that it'll pass. I myself felt mood-less when she didn't enjoy it. The situation is still the same.

 

Jacking off will get you more depressed if you were in my shoes.

 

I understand her situation and I am okay with it if she wants to wait till getting married. It's just depressing.

 

When you said you'll feel lucky by the thought that someone is ready to marry you, I felt better. Thanks.

Edited September 17, 2012 by deepthroatgta6

[DEALUX]

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Your writing style kinda makes it hard to believe. Assuming you are telling the truth you should seek some professional help.

[Finn 7 five 11]

I think I misread your post. The girl you have liked for 3.5 years is now single? She knows that you liked her? How do you know and how did she react?

Well she been single for a couple months, and I was f*ckin around with her a couple weeks ago, and she asked if i hated her, I said no, she asked if i liked her, i said ya, then she asked if i "liked" her so i said ya. She smiled and said aww.

 

I jus feel dumb.

And at the time it didn't occur to ask if she "Liked" you back? Man! That would have been a prime opportunity, now you're going to have to either ask her out and risk rejection, or ask her how she feels towards you.

Leaving these things in the air is a bad idea, guaranteed you will regret the f*ck out of it, especially when you see her go off and marry some great dude and you're still a good friend and you sit by and probably end up mates with the guy she married and end up hearing stories from him about how great sex is and how you should find a girl. You will probably hate yourself if this happens.

[Mr. Reaper.]

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Your writing style kinda makes it hard to believe. Assuming you are telling the truth you should seek some professional help.

Well, I don't see how it makes it hard to believe.

I'd like to hear how it does though.

 

I'm not one to lie or bullsh*t, but I am new to this section,

So I really don't expect you or others to even know me.

 

But that's your opinion.

 

 

I don't want to seek professional help for two reasons:

 

1) There is no way I'm going back into a f*cking hospital on lock down.

 

2) My preferred Psych is out of state.

 

 

I really hate this state of mind, it's became a constant loop.

[EscoLehGo]

I read the post you linked to and it sounds like fanfic, what are you some kind of biker drug runner?

[Mr. Reaper.]

I read the post you linked to and it sounds like fanfic, what are you some kind of biker drug runner?

I work with an OMC.

 

Yes.

 

If you don't wish to maintain and open mind, I'll gladly keep it to myself.

 

But with the topic title, I was expecting some sort of help or advice.

[Greenline]

Nah, nevermind. Sorry about this post.

Edited September 17, 2012 by Greenline

[EscoLehGo]

I read the post you linked to and it sounds like fanfic, what are you some kind of biker drug runner?

I work with an OMC.

 

Yes.

 

If you don't wish to maintain and open mind, I'll gladly keep it to myself.

 

But with the topic title, I was expecting some sort of help or advice.

How old are you?

[trip]

 

Nah, nevermind. Sorry about this post.

Well since this is'share your feelings'...

 

I have a hard time believing that Mr. Reaper. is in a motorcycle club. I have no club affiliation, but I have been riding for a sh*t ton of years and happen to hang out with some [known] clubs a few times a years. I just can't see anyone from a club(doesn't even have to be 1%er) forming a video game biker gang. Just doesn't jive.

 

Mr. Reaper. My advice to you is to lead a more honest life...less to worry and stress over that way.

[Mr. Reaper.]

I read the post you linked to and it sounds like fanfic, what are you some kind of biker drug runner?

I work with an OMC.

 

Yes.

 

If you don't wish to maintain and open mind, I'll gladly keep it to myself.

 

But with the topic title, I was expecting some sort of help or advice.

How old are you?

I'm not hear to explain my life story.

 

I'll lay some facts for you, but I'm seeking help.

 

Not an interrogation.

 

- I'm 18,

- I've been with the MC, since I was 14.

- I live in Tasmania, Australia.

- We sometimes do less than civil things, hence my friends passing.

- I'm filled with guilt from his death.

 

Anything else you want officer?

[coin-god]

I'm sorry, but this is too hilarious. A real biker leader of an Internet clan full of kids.

[Greenline]

 

- I'm 18,

 

6 February 1977

 

Yeah... I'm with trip on this one. I think you're just trying that biker gang leader on a bit too tight, and got stuck in it in Gen Chat. That stuff only works in the Gangs forum.

 

Anyways, I've been having some 'feelings' myself. I've just been anxious right now because of some changes, and I've been really missing a person (the person's my age, btw) at the moment, I won't go into details, because it could be passed up as petty. But the feelings about the person I'm missing definitely overshadows the fear for what the change is going to bring.

 

Oh, and yeah, I'm pissed off at Iran, but I'll elaborate later. I've drafted a few paragraphs before, but I just deleted them thinking 'nah, this doesn't sound right', ugh.

Edited September 17, 2012 by Greenline

[trip]

- I'm 18

Your profile has you as 35...????

 

 

 

 

 

 

"Just be yourself, man"