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kmlwin.1996

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Tfw people are having a Modest Mouse train and I'm not included. :(

Looking kind of anxious in your cross armed stance, like a bad tempered prom queen at a homecoming dance.

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And I claim I'm not excited with my life any more so I blame this town, this job, these friends. The truth is it's myself. And I'm trying to understand myself and pinpoint where i am. By the time I get things figured out I've change the whole damn plan.

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make total destroy

Oh, noose. Tied myself in. tied myself in too tight.

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Talking sh*t about a pretty sunset.

Blanketing opinions that I'll probably regret soon.

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I've changed my mind so much I cant even trust it. My mind changed me so much I cant even trust myself.

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Not A Nice Person
I had a dream about the Moon, it was wierd, all I know is that I was living on the moon, my house was utopian style with a vegetable garden with an glass roof to provide sun. It reminded me of the house I made while playing hide and seek in Minecraft. Then my mom told me to go to school, I obviously had no idea where to go to so I just opened the door, saw a window, and h o l y s h i t the view was astonishing, Earth was covered in white clouds and the water seemed polluted (it was grey in some areas, greenish brownish in some) It ended there since I woke up terrified since I have astrophobia. Now I'm really shook because I have no idea what this means, is it just a random dream or am I a prophet that is predicting human life in a few years?
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You should totally try that.

Got a legoland ticket?

 

 

Steal one Mr. Theftring.

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If she's not feeling it, she's not feeling it. All you can do is share what's in your heart and leave it at that. If she doesn't reciprocate in her feelings, which it seems like she doesn't, you just have to call it off and be out of complete contact with her until you can heal and eventually move on. Otherwise, you'll just continue to hurt yourself by holding onto a hope that may never be fulfilled--a hope that you'll constantly be reminded of when you're around her--and in some small way, you'll hurt her because you can't give her a real friendship as long as you hold onto that hope.

Exactly this, I have experience with it. This honestly may be the best thing you can do, Chrille. Otherwise if you still have feelings you'll feel very akward around her. So when you move on, thats the best chance to try and be-friend her again.

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Whenever I shut the blinds on the windows in the kitchen, my neighbor is always outside doing yard work or sitting on his deck. The thing is, it seems like he's always staring in my direction as I shut the blinds, and naturally our eyes connect, so it makes me feel like a rude c*nt. I wouldn't care at all if he was an asshole, but he's actually a really nice, laidback old dude.

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Talking sh*t about a pretty sunset.

Sunsets are one of those simple things that make life worth living.

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Whenever I shut the blinds on the windows in the kitchen, my neighbor is always outside doing yard work or sitting on his deck. The thing is, it seems like he's always staring in my direction as I shut the blinds, and naturally our eyes connect, so it makes me feel like a rude c*nt. I wouldn't care at all if he was an asshole, but he's actually a really nice, laidback old dude.

I just smile an wave/head nod in those situations.

 

@Atchoomatchew the psychedelic trauma thing seems a bit serious. Never heard of the tremor thing. If u can see a Dr, be honest. Might be serotonin syndrome Or something worse. Think positive and smoke bud? Positive vibes you're way.

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For the past three years, after a traumatic psychedelic experience, I've been afraid that some of the neuro-psychological tics I've developed are signs that I'm in a prodromal phase for schizophrenia. Right now, I'm twenty-six, which is the peak age for onset of the active phase in men, and after partying too hard at a joint birthday party this year, I developed a discernible tremor almost immediately the day after that I never had before. Three months later, the tremor remains. I have yet to seek a doctor's opinion.

Go to the shrink, he'll probably diagnose you with something banal.

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Thinking on it some more, nevermind.

Drawing a blank to this situation now.

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Withdrew from school a year ago due to depression and other mental problems.

 

I start again in four weeks, although I don't look forward to dealing the headache of commuting around without my own vehicle, im glad to be in school again. I've recovered from the depression and It feels likes im beginning a new phase in mylife.

I'm quite jealous you were able to recover from your depression and head back to school. Happy for you.

 

I dropped out due to anxiety which lead to depression and it's been going on since 2nd grade. It's gotten to the point where I think I'm almost traumatized by school and just unable to finish :/

For the past three years, after a traumatic psychedelic experience, I've been afraid that some of the neuro-psychological tics I've developed are signs that I'm in a prodromal phase for schizophrenia. Right now, I'm twenty-six, which is the peak age for onset of the active phase in men, and after partying too hard at a joint birthday party this year, I developed a discernible tremor almost immediately the day after that I never had before. Three months later, the tremor remains. I have yet to seek a doctor's opinion.

I would see a doctor ASAP to get a diagnosis and find the right medication before it gets too out of hand.

I hope everything goes well for you.

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The case manager at my doctors office and my insurance company is really starting to piss me off.

 

I've been on this medication at various levels over the last two years and never needed to have a "Prior Authorization" done before.

 

So my medication which was due Sunday and because my doctor wasn't in on Sunday i couldn't contact them about it so i had to pay $67 for ONE pain patch and i called the Doctors first thing monday morning and told them about the issues and the case manager promised me she'd get on it right away and even when i went into my apt i talked to her before i left and she assured me everything would be okie doke for me to pick up my medication this morning well guess what?

 

It wasn't so i had to pain another $67 for a second pain patch so i called the insurance company to yell at them about the prior authorization and come to find out the lady didn't submit it yesterday like she said but this morning and then she submitted the wrong medication so now i'm in limbo unsure if i'm going to have to pay $67 for a THIRD time because she hasn't called me back it's 1:30 and the office closes @ 2pm on Tuseday.

 

I know I'll get reimbursed by my insurance company but I'm out of work right now due to my surgery so my funds are limited and $120 in less than a week is a lot especially since i won't get the money back from the insurance company for at least 2-3 weeks.

 

It takes a lot to make me angry but right now i am livid.

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From what you're saying, some neutral place might work better for her, ie a walk on a park.

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Feeling pretty content, for once.

 

Upgraded my old sh*te 350W power supply to a Corsair CX750M on Sunday. Today my GTX 960 2GB SSC came. Installed that, too. All seems well. Tried GTAV and Witcher 3....it was glorious.

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Intel i5-4590 3.3GHz | EVGA GTX 1080 SC 8GB | 16GB Corsair Vengeance RAM | MSI Z97 G-45
Samsung 850 EVO 250GB SSD and Samsung 850 EVO 500GB SSD | Audioengine A2 Speakers
Corsair K70 RGB Rapidfire | Corsair M65 Mouse | Fractal Design R5 Case | EVGA G2 850W
Audio-Technica M50x Headphones and Sennheiser HD 558 | LG 34UC88 1440p Ultrawide Curved Monitor

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I can't buy a PS4 until November. I hate being in debt this young.

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Affalterbach

My back hurst af, just out of nowhere. Especially when i take deep breaths...

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theGTAking101

My life is going great for once. I got a girlfriend last month, our 1 month anniversary is tomorrow actually and I also might end up getting my first job in the next few weeks.

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Sasuke Uzumaki

Had a leg day yesterday, it f*cking sucks to even try to sit on the toilet...

Going in for a second one this week on Friday....

fml

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My dog just gave me rope burn pulling the lead because she saw a policeman and I forgot to lock the lead (one of those stretch type leads). :(

 

Think myself lucky this is the U.K and not the U.S where I'd be asked what I'm doing out at 3 in the morning with my dog on a patch of grass just outside my flat. Then they'd say my over-friendly dog is getting aggressive and shoot her before accusing me of endangering an officer's life.

 

World is f*cked.

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Having the hiccups makes me want to commit genocide.

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Reformed Squid

I was starting to become really popular (in the sims) but then my laptop blue screened, it hadn't saved in forever and now my progress is gone :( I was about to be a level two celebrity too :( my whole life is ruined I hope my sim isnt mad at me :sadface: :sadface :sa dface:

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Some users here make me laugh/smile with their posts. :)

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Ermacs' avatar gives me a lot of feelings.

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OverTheBelow

Had a leg day yesterday, it f*cking sucks to even try to sit on the toilet...

Going in for a second one this week on Friday....

fml

Feel your pain bro. Good thing is gains look sick on quads, so once you get into the routine it gets much easier.

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Gnocchi Flip Flops

Thinking about all of the events that happened in my life between the start of this year and June can very easily put me into a depressed mood. Short story: really bad anxiety and going to ridiculous lengths to try and avoid it.

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