Share Your Feelings

[Blue]

Hi everyone i am on my way to Chelsea's house, for my final talk to her wish me luck.

http://gtaforums.com/topic/807548-having-a-childbalancing-gtaand-college/page-1

 

Here's my story incase you're confused

Get to her m8!

[TECHN9CiAN]

I feel like Juan 16 should change his name to Juan Too Tree

[TeamAssist]

Ok everyone I'm at my parents house i made it here safe. I just got settled in and they're buying internet tomorrow

[Static]

Ok everyone I'm at my parents house i made it here safe. I just got settled in and they're buying internet tomorrow

 

Just because your thread got locked, doesn't mean you can go spamming your "story" in unrelated topics.

[johnny_zoo]

Ok everyone I'm at my parents house i made it here safe. I just got settled in and they're buying internet tomorrow

You cant buy internet. Your parents can buy internet access.

 

I feel not that great in general. Feel like a loser, I'm not one but its hard to feel like a winner when you haven't done anything that makes people respect you.

Edited July 12, 2015 by johnny_zoo

[drifter.]

Listening to some reggae music and Jimi Hendrix. Kinda want a smoke. Really miss those nights when I wasn't dry and wondered why I was staying up all night after smoking Sativa and listening to music. I also thought about life too, something about toking just like revamps life for me. Like I just sit there thinking to myself "I'm gonna get so much accomplished once I'm sober again"

 

Maybe I should invest in a medical card.

 

And some grammar lessons..lol. I'm too tired to care or fix it though.

Edited July 13, 2015 by Majesticnug420

[NeuralFailiure]

F*cking hell I miss shooting up. Not sure if it's addiction, needle fixation or reverence for the process but I just can't seem to think about anything else.

Edited July 13, 2015 by NeuralFailiure

[TheFlareEntercounter]

It's my birthday so I'm feeling pretty fine.

[Ezekiel]

It's my birthday so I'm feeling pretty fine.

Sretan Rođendan,......I feel like sh*t

[TeamAssist]

 

Ok everyone I'm at my parents house i made it here safe. I just got settled in and they're buying internet tomorrow

Just because your thread got locked, doesn't mean you can go spamming your "story" in unrelated topics.

Actually yea I can, sivi gave me permission.

[NeuralFailiure]

This is easily the most powerful work of art I think I've ever seen. It really hit me and made me think about my own mortality. I won't go into details on a public forum but I was diagnosed something life threatening and inoperable a few months back; basically a ticking time bomb inside me. I'm 24 but at the time I just kinda shrugged it off. I've always had a bit of a death obsession and the thought of me popping my clogs didn't really bother me - if anything I was intrigued and felt a slight sense of anticipation about finding out what happens at the end. After going through that exhibit though things just... clicked? I'm no way near as ill as those people were then; but there's a large chance that's how I will end up. I got a good few years in me, I'll hit my 30s easily. But it's there, lurking, and no one can 100% tell me what my fate will be. One of the participants mention how you notice all the little details about life - and it's true - think it's why I've been feeling so odd emotionally lately. f*ck...

 

(sorry for dropping such a huge emotional dump - don't really have anywhere else to vent or people I can talk to like this)

[Gnocchi Flip Flops]

This is easily the most powerful work of art I think I've ever seen. It really hit me and made me think about my own mortality. I won't go into details on a public forum but I was diagnosed something life threatening and inoperable a few months back; basically a ticking time bomb inside me. I'm 24 but at the time I just kinda shrugged it off. I've always had a bit of a death obsession and the thought of me popping my clogs didn't really bother me - if anything I was intrigued and felt a slight sense of anticipation about finding out what happens at the end. After going through that exhibit though things just... clicked? I'm no way near as ill as those people were then; but there's a large chance that's how I will end up. I got a good few years in me, I'll hit my 30s easily. But it's there, lurking, and no one can 100% tell me what my fate will be. One of the participants mention how you notice all the little details about life - and it's true - think it's why I've been feeling so odd emotionally lately. f*ck...

 

(sorry for dropping such a huge emotional dump - don't really have anywhere else to vent or people I can talk to like this)

I'm sorry but in that link, I couldn't help noticing one of the responses towards a likely depressed commenter:

If it's all so bad, why don't you just f*cking kill yourself already ? Just blow your brains out or swallow some pills. No suffering, no nothing. Also, eat sh*t you first world whiner. You go all "oh woe is me, all the death and suffering..." while wearing slutty tank tops and living life. You're not in Africa getting shat on by flies on your eyeballs. You should be grateful and enjoy life becauuse you can, you f*cking prick. Many people in the world never have this chance. So instead of focusing on death, wanting to sound like some edgy second hand philosopher, maybe go f*ck yourself. Idiot.

Some people just have serious f*cking issues.

Edited July 13, 2015 by Scaglietti

[Claptrap NL]

I feel good

[Aqua97]

Never have milk then orange juice afterwords because you will be sick.

[NeuralFailiure]

@Scaglietti

Yup... some f*cking people. I get the general point of that comment but most people seem to forget that pain is relative and we all react differently, etc etc etc...

I try to avoid comment sections on pretty much everything. Unless I want an ego boost then I'll look at YouTube comments so I can feel like a f*cking genius.

 

Never have milk then orange juice afterwords because you will be sick.

 

Unfortunately I can confirm this.

Edited July 13, 2015 by NeuralFailiure

[M22]

Never have milk then orange juice afterwords because you will be sick.

 

Maybe i should try this, so i get out of trials hahaha. I have trials today, its like the semi finals then in another month, i have my final exam, then no more school yay! still unsure on what to be in life though.

[drifter.]

I'm not sure how I feel about monogamy anymore. I know there are some animals in the wild who choose to stay monogamous, yet so many humans seem to cheat. I sometimes want to be the cheater just to avoid being the one getting cheated on, but it'd be a lot cooler just to have a relationship built on trust and loyalty.

Edited July 14, 2015 by Majesticnug420

[Reformed Squid]

So yeah, I'm still feeling a bit sore and stuff because over the weekend we went horseback riding up into the mountains and the next day I went hiking at Senora pass. It was f*cking incredible though, I might post pictures later in the "pictures that are simply awesome" thread

 

Also catching a plane for Washington tomorrow to spend a month up there, possibly my favourite place in the whole world.

Edited July 14, 2015 by Cloudee

[mr quick]

I'm not sure how I feel about monogamy anymore. I know there are some animals in the wild who choose to stay monogamous, yet so many humans seem to cheat. I sometimes want to be the cheater just to avoid being the one getting cheated on, but it'd be a lot cooler just to have a relationship built on trust and loyalty.

 

This is stupid. It's not that common, get over whatever it is you need to get over.

 

 

 

Also catching a plane for Washington tomorrow to spend a month up there, possibly my favourite place in the whole world.

 

Where in Washington?

[Aqua97]

Just thinking back to when I was on holiday in England. We where staying at a holiday cottage and I was only about 10 and every night I would have dreams and get a feeling that a old man with a cap on would be sitting in the corner of my room looking at me, and down stairs there was a small window in the front door and I would always close the door near it because I kept thinking that I would see a clown with a very evil face and black and white stripes down its face and I thought I'd see it in the window that's why I kept closing the door.

 

After the holiday had finished I was talking to my dad and he said he saw and thought the same thing. And the owner of the cottage said that guests had reported an old man in my room sitting in the corner and there was also reports of a very tall clown that had a black and white striped face with black and white spiky hair and black and white striped clothes that would run up and down in front of the cottages at great speed and look though the upstairs and downstairs windows of the cottages and scaring guests. The place was haunted, Ever since that I have been petrified of clowns.

Edited July 14, 2015 by Aqua97

[AboveAndBeyoncé]

Someone on this page failed at trying to be a back seat mod lol anyway I feel ok today just wish I could do something today instead of being in the house

[Reformed Squid]

 

 

 

Also catching a plane for Washington tomorrow to spend a month up there, possibly my favourite place in the whole world.

 

Where in Washington?

 

Several places around the Puget Sound. I'm visiting relatives.

[TeamAssist]

Thanks to ryan i remember to update you guys.

 

So I'm here with my parents and o plan to apply for martins next week. Even though i really don't want to work but i have to support my family

[make total destroy]

Thanks to ryan i remember to update you guys.

 

So I'm here with my parents and o plan to apply for martins next week. Even though i really don't want to work but i have to support my family

You're such a lousy troll.

[drifter.]

In The mood for cantaloupe.

[JON22]

I f*cking love microwaves.....f*ck yes!

[feckyerlife]

I f*cking love microwaves.....f*ck yes!

too bad we dont get instant indian or arabic food here like that.

[JON22]

@Feckyerlife- Come to the UK. 89p a box where I go. I can die happy after every one

[RavingWithJesus]

I feel really out of shape...2nd day in a row where it took me 30 mins to run 3 miles.

Edited July 15, 2015 by RavingWithJesus

[98 in 1]

I feel really out of shape...2nd day in a row where it took me 30 mins to run 3 miles.

10 minutes per mile isn't that bad, you're doing better than most (or just better than I, which in that case that's not much of an accomplishment).