Share Your Feelings

[Flachbau]

People f*cking suck. I hate trying to make friends. They're either self obsessed assholes, or just people that aren't interested in anything besides school. I don't fit into any of this at all. I just can't wait to buy my first used car in like two years so I could talk to that instead.

[BS_BlackScout]

I'm feeling sh*t and listening to some downtempo/chillstep/whateverdepressingsh*t/mrsuicidesheep musictype.

Sometimes I feel things are getting better. No, it ain't, it's the same crap, or it's just getting worse.

And my mind turning into a crazy psychotic angry, sad, idkwhat and socially awkward crap...

Not and never been genuinely happy anymore. f*ck it.

[Richard Power Colt]

Same problem pls halp

Edited June 9, 2015 by GTAandStuff

[HeavyDuke]

Well guess i'll have some more time the upcoming weeks to play GTA:O, ruptured something while benchpressing 140kg today. Wasn't even going all out because thats a normal weight i train with and i felt something go horribly wrong deep inside my right side chest muscle and it felt like cracking which indicated something got torn. Horrible pains right now.

[johnny_zoo]

Was sent home from work today as there was no work available. Feel depressed as that warehouse was a place where I felt like a self respecting member of society and didnt feel like I was a lazy person sponging off society. Now I feel like that again. It sucks.

[*MURDOC*]

 

 

Tried to Talk this girl out of self harm. She's not listening even though I've offered a ton of ways to make her feel better about herself.

smack her on the ass, treat her like its the 80s. some girls still like that

 

This is genuinely awful advice tbh

 

 

 

 

Ssshhhhhhhhhhh......

 

 

 

Seriously though you're right.

 

I wouldn't put it past some people on here to actually take that advice seriously.

Edited June 9, 2015 by *MURDOC*

[drifter.]

Apparently there other guys besides me talking to her about it. Maybe she likes the attention, but at least she has some sort of support out there besides me.

 

OT: my coworker gets all up in my space sometimes. I end up getting a dizzy feeling when she does that and it's p cool.

[Richard Power Colt]

Was sent home from work today as there was no work available. Feel depressed as that warehouse was a place where I felt like a self respecting member of society and didnt feel like I was a lazy person sponging off society. Now I feel like that again. It sucks.

Try to do something creative on your free time?

[tokyocean]

I've started to really dislike Walmart. Why did I even choose to work here? Well, first impressions are often deceiving. I thought this would be a wonderful and positive experience for me, but it's not. Seems like people who work here don't really care about me. I was told I'd be the employee who gives customers their items when they come to pick up items they ordered. Well, it turned out this isn't what I'd be doing at all. I'm assigned to be an unloader now. I'd be unloading trucks, lifting and pushing heavy packages all the time. That's not worth the $9.00 per hour. That's not worth the hustle or the hassle. I'm still going to take college classes in the summer, and I prioritize school a lot more than this. I could do better things with my time.

 

I did make a great friend, though. He's someone I went to the Walmart job orientation with. He might still work there, but I know I won't. This summer is about to be a good one; it's not going to consist of working around unappreciative people who give off negative vibes. Walmart's a pretty bad place in general.

 

I was thinking of hanging in there for two more weeks before quitting, but I'll just say that my schedule for school will interfere with my work schedule. That's the truth, too. My classes start next week, and it'd be difficult, if not impossible, to excel in these classes if I'm working this job. Working at Walmart surely is a stressful experience. It's so disorganized for me. I didn't even know what I was supposed to do.

[Homicidal Hipster]

I'm feeling pretty excited right now. just got the house we applied for. whoop whoop. I had a feeling we were going to get it.

[Femme Fatale]

These dumb c*nts(my co workers) are threatining to kick my ass , kill me or chop my balls off simply because I call their music lame...I can honestly say that I want to kill them, not just because of this, but because of all the sh*t I have to support...It's the night shift, the worthless manager isn't here, and the tool shed is open, so I can grab the machete, or whatever, and easily kill them...They're not worth it though...

[Th3MaN1]

These dumb c*nts(my co workers) are threatining to kick my ass , kill me or chop my balls off simply because I call their music lame...I can honestly say that I want to kill them, not just because of this, but because of all the sh*t I have to support...It's the night shift, the worthless manager isn't here, and the tool shed is open, so I can grab the machete, or whatever, and easily kill them...They're not worth it though...

Umm... mom?

[ClaudeSpeed1911]

These dumb c*nts(my co workers) are threatining to kick my ass , kill me or chop my balls off simply because I call their music lame...I can honestly say that I want to kill them, not just because of this, but because of all the sh*t I have to support...It's the night shift, the worthless manager isn't here, and the tool shed is open, so I can grab the machete, or whatever, and easily kill them...They're not worth it though...

Edited June 10, 2015 by ClaudeSpeed1911

[johnny_zoo]

 

Was sent home from work today as there was no work available. Feel depressed as that warehouse was a place where I felt like a self respecting member of society and didnt feel like I was a lazy person sponging off society. Now I feel like that again. It sucks.

Try to do something creative on your free time?

 

Im not creative thats the problem. I have no outside talents apart from being able to eat junk food without shame.

 

I'm feeling pretty excited right now. just got the house we applied for. whoop whoop. I had a feeling we were going to get it.

 

Congrats is it a mortgage?

[drifter.]

So I'm walking around a mall looking for new shoes and somehow I let this chick from Columbia rub lotion all over my hands. She asked i had a spouse, what I did for a living, and told me where she was from and what not.

 

Probably sales tactic, although I'm still tempted to ask for her number.

[Reformed Squid]

Okay, before anyone jumps on me, I am not against people who are fighting for equal rights for both men and women.

 

But sometimes it seems like some feminists portray nearly everything, even things that are neutral or beneficial towards them, into some some sort of inequality or objectification towards themselves. It becomes frustrating.

Edited June 10, 2015 by Cloudee

[mr quick]

Remember to hate the people, not the cause for which they (think they) are fighting.

[reiniat]

People f*cking suck. I hate trying to make friends. They're either self obsessed assholes, or just people that aren't interested in anything besides school. I don't fit into any of this at all. I just can't wait to buy my first used car in like two years so I could talk to that instead.

Congratulations on reaching this first important step on life.

The next step is finding that youre no different from the bulk of people you hate.

The next step is realizing that if everyone is special, then no one is.

The next step is.... Post here when you find the next step

 

 

These dumb c*nts(my co workers) are threatining to kick my ass , kill me or chop my balls off simply because I call their music lame...I can honestly say that I want to kill them, not just because of this, but because of all the sh*t I have to support...It's the night shift, the worthless manager isn't here, and the tool shed is open, so I can grab the machete, or whatever, and easily kill them...They're not worth it though...

Make sure to sharp that machete a lot or otherwise it wont cut sh*t. Also search for youtube videos for slashing with swords, a machete is not a blunt weapon, you cant just whack people with it, slashing is the key.

[Drill Sergeant]

Every time I'm driving with a passenger and I'm about to pass by a car I think about shouting "ALLAHU AKBAR!!" and going into a head on collision with the car on the other side of the road.

 

I have f*cked up thoughts

[Tyler]

 

 

Was sent home from work today as there was no work available. Feel depressed as that warehouse was a place where I felt like a self respecting member of society and didnt feel like I was a lazy person sponging off society. Now I feel like that again. It sucks.

Try to do something creative on your free time?

 

Im not creative thats the problem. I have no outside talents apart from being able to eat junk food without shame.

 

Creativity and talent are different things. You cultivate talent by working on creative endeavors with a critical mind. Look around at popular hobbies. Find one that remotely interests you and is within your means to practice. Then, do it. It can be difficult to adjust to, but you should try to seriously apply yourself to something and see what comes out of it. Ignore the voice that tells you you're awful at it, or that your work is bad, or that someone has already done something better-- it's all just a sign that your mind is attuned to a higher ideal of what a certain craft is capable of being: you're not bad at is so much as you're good at recognizing how great the results of some people's work can be. And either way it's a hobby, not your job: don't worry about failing at your drawing or woodworking or whatever.

[Reformed Squid]

It's kind of crazy to think in just one year, I'll be free from these chains and able to do whatever I want with my life. I have the idea of leaving this town and instead going to community college in the mountains, I think it would be a great experience to live somewhere different considering I've been living in the same town all my life. Plus, skiing and hiking every day. My mom has similar aspirations too, but more grandiose; with me out of high school next year, she'll be free to go wherever she wants as well. Her company is international, so she has the idea of working for her company in Europe and living there for a year or two, which is technically feasible with lots of hard work. Wouldn't that be incredible? I could come along with her and also live in the culture of a completely new country.

 

The possibilities are looking beautiful right now, and I can't wait. Things are going to be big after graduation.

Edited June 11, 2015 by Cloudee

[donnits]

nvm

Edited June 11, 2015 by TheKillerDonuts

[Murdick]

My phone fell off the bed and now the bloody screen is cracked wonderful. I can drop it down stairs, bounce it across the floor, drop it god knows how many times, but oh no, it falls not even a foot and it breaks! Wtf.

[Taylor]

I feel like gen chat is getting un-active.

[lolznc]

It's kind of crazy to think in just one year, I'll be free from these chains and able to do whatever I want with my life. I have the idea of leaving this town and instead going to community college in the mountains, I think it would be a great experience to live somewhere different considering I've been living in the same town all my life. Plus, skiing and hiking every day. My mom has similar aspirations too, but more grandiose; with me out of high school next year, she'll be free to go wherever she wants as well. Her company is international, so she has the idea of working for her company in Europe and living there for a year or two, which is technically feasible with lots of hard work. Wouldn't that be incredible? I could come along with her and also live in the culture of a completely new country.

 

The possibilities are looking beautiful right now, and I can't wait. Things are going to be big after graduation.

I hope you go for it, mate.

 

I often dream of one day (once I have gone through college) of just saying "ah f*ck it", buy an old 80's VW Campervan and leaving abruptly one day with no fixed destination, and just tour around the UK, visiting all the Scottish Islands living on the road in the 'camper. I'd deck it out so I can get internet and is more comfortable. Maybe I'll hop on a ferry to Dunkirk (avoid all the immigrants at Calais) and tour Europe, end up paying £5 for a can of Coca Cola in Norway of something. I have that thing people call 'wanderlust', although I absolutely hate flying.

[Ducard]

I'm happy because tomorrow's a holiday for me. Gonna be a great 3 days.

[RedDagger]

Gonna be a great 3 days.

Look at this guy and his pitiful holidays. A week's where it's at.

in unrelated news, I've been playing tf2 more lately

[BS_BlackScout]

Sad and somehow with an urge to cry.

Unknown reason, maybe I am missing someone, maybe hormones //teenage is the sh*t//, maybe I have depression and I don't even know about it...

:S

Edited June 11, 2015 by TrustedInstaller

[Ducard]

 

Gonna be a great 3 days.

Look at this guy and his pitiful holidays. A week's where it's at.

in unrelated news, I've been playing tf2 more lately

Digger pls.

[Richard Power Colt]

 

 

 

Was sent home from work today as there was no work available. Feel depressed as that warehouse was a place where I felt like a self respecting member of society and didnt feel like I was a lazy person sponging off society. Now I feel like that again. It sucks.

Try to do something creative on your free time?

 

Im not creative thats the problem. I have no outside talents apart from being able to eat junk food without shame.

 

Creativity and talent are different things. You cultivate talent by working on creative endeavors with a critical mind. Look around at popular hobbies. Find one that remotely interests you and is within your means to practice. Then, do it. It can be difficult to adjust to, but you should try to seriously apply yourself to something and see what comes out of it. Ignore the voice that tells you you're awful at it, or that your work is bad, or that someone has already done something better-- it's all just a sign that your mind is attuned to a higher ideal of what a certain craft is capable of being: you're not bad at is so much as you're good at recognizing how great the results of some people's work can be. And either way it's a hobby, not your job: don't worry about failing at your drawing or woodworking or whatever.

 

SO JUST.. DO IT! MAKE.. YOUR DREAMS.. COME TRUE!