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PhillBellic

Shh, don't question his logic. He's smarter than all of us, so smart in fact that he broke the Stanford-Binet scale as well as the Wechsler.

And will certainly break the Forums soon. :O

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AboveAndBeyoncé

I feel anxious my friend wants to ask me a "serious" question.... I'm sure it is something along the lines of "are you gay"... Its ok I'm a step ahead of him so now I'm preparing How and what I'm going to answer with when he asks or avoid the question completely either I'm anxious/nervous about it

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I feel anxious my friend wants to ask me a "serious" question.... I'm sure it is something along the lines of "are you gay"... Its ok I'm a step ahead of him so now I'm preparing How and what I'm going to answer with when he asks or avoid the question completely either I'm anxious/nervous about it

ask him if he wants a taste

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I feel anxious my friend wants to ask me a "serious" question.... I'm sure it is something along the lines of "are you gay"... Its ok I'm a step ahead of him so now I'm preparing How and what I'm going to answer with when he asks or avoid the question completely either I'm anxious/nervous about it

ask him if he wants a tasteHe might hit me in the face :D
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johnny_zoo

I have mixed emotions. I feel happy but I also feel melancholic. The first part of work today was awful but it ended well. Thats why Im happy. I felt great on the way home and still do but while walking I felt far away this inner loneliness was following me all the time. Like it was waiting for me to get out of my happy mood and then pounce and make me feel bad.

 

Yeah that's how I feel right now. :dontgetit:

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paperbagdude

So I've started to text a girl again after a long break. She is indeed a nice girl. Fine body, common opinions, great humor, intelligent and common interests - including gaming, oh my oh my.

 

Everytime since August 2014, we have had these breaks and then we start texting again, it's all akward, but it always turns into an open hearted conversation about love, sex, out interests and what's happening lately. Thankfully, the akward phase is over for now, and we are just having a good time, virtually.

 

See, the problem is that she lives like 200 km from me. I've never been a fan of long distance relationships, and I would prefer to have a partner that lives in my local area. Yet I do love her.

 

You might be thinking; Then take a bus and go to her place (or vice versa). Thing is I don't wanna be at her place, nor at mine. I don't want her to meet my family, and I don't want to meet hers either. I want our first psysical date to be somewhere subtle, somewhere for ourselves.

 

My god, I don't know what to do.

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BS_BlackScout

I have mixed emotions. I feel happy but I also feel melancholic. The first part of work today was awful but it ended well. Thats why Im happy. I felt great on the way home and still do but while walking I felt far away this inner loneliness was following me all the time. Like it was waiting for me to get out of my happy mood and then pounce and make me feel bad.

 

Yeah that's how I feel right now. :dontgetit:

I feel the same, it's weird as f*ck and it's very random.

Sometimes I feel sh*tty and mad the whole day because of a stressful morning, then later a few to none happy moments.

 

Sometimes I feel like the most day is great, things go well and etc..

But there comes some random sadness/loneliness feelings which sucks :S

Basically what happened Today.

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I have mixed emotions. I feel happy but I also feel melancholic. The first part of work today was awful but it ended well. Thats why Im happy. I felt great on the way home and still do but while walking I felt far away this inner loneliness was following me all the time. Like it was waiting for me to get out of my happy mood and then pounce and make me feel bad.

 

Yeah that's how I feel right now. :dontgetit:

 

Where are you going? Who are you? Do you feel confident enough in yourself that you know those questions? If not, why not?

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Femme Fatale

The new guy has a tattoo of Lady Gaga on his back...I had to excuse myself so I wouldn't laugh in front of him...

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Reformed Squid

>checks Vinesauce Joel's channel, sees new Facade corruptions stream

 

Well, I know what I'll be doing this evening.

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I just want an IS300. Don't care if it's automatic or manual. I'm having trouble convincing my parents that Lexus are super reliable even on high mileage even though they were the ones to tell me to check out the IS300 on Kelly Blue Book.

 

 

 

 

*sigh*

 

Priveleged f*cks..

 

Still Nice That My Parents Are Getting Me A Car Though.

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gtamann123

I just can't find the motivation to keep looking for a girl anymore. After that wench from okcupid broke my heart I just got so depressed I can't stand to live with myself. I just wish I could be asexual but I can't :/ it just depressing because the thought of my future without a girl and with no kids is very depressing because I could see myself as a family man and want my own kids someday. It makes me want to go and commit a serious crime and get a life sentance in jail so I can just sit in a cell all day and stare at the ceiling and not have to fave the real world but my dad depends on me financially so I can't go to jail :/ suicide isn't an option for pretty much the same reason. So I'm basically stuck in my mind numbing existence until my parents pass away in like 20 years. Then I will be free of supporting them and can end it :/

 

My friend keeps telling me to not put so much of my self worth and happiness into other people and just worry about myself but it's tough. Because so much of our social structure and biological urges revolve around romantic companionship it's a very tough to accept the fact I will be alone forever. It's like a piece of me died the moment I gave up hope and it will never come back. I will never be as happy again as I was when I still had hope of one day finding love.

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No offense or anything, maybe it's something I'm not getting the idea of, but why are you so upset about not finding a girl? Sure, it sucks to be lonely and all. I'm lonely every day, practically.. but you should totally focus more on what you want to be in life. If you're working, maybe try to be a better employee and work harder and add a bit more effort and what not :) Actually, f*ck all of that, just try to be a better you. Nobody else can do that job. :^:

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No offense or anything, maybe it's something I'm not getting the idea of, but why are you so upset about not finding a girl? Sure, it sucks to be lonely and all. I'm lonely every day, practically.. but you should totally focus more on what you want to be in life. If you're working, maybe try to be a better employee and work harder and add a bit more effort and what not :) Actually, f*ck all of that, just try to be a better you. Nobody else can do that job. :^:

I have been at my job for only about 9 months and I'm already one of the top employees on the crew of about 50 guys. I'm peaking at the age of 20 and it's distressing. Like seriously at this rate in 3 years I will probably be the top guy on the crew. So at the age of 23 I reached the top. And the only way to go once you reach the top is down :/

 

oh yeah and because my dad is so dumb with his money I have had to bail him out a lot and I haven't been able to save money at the pace I wanted. My goal was to be at $10k in saving by the end of this year and I'm at $4.4k now but I know I will have some major expenses coming up so the goal probably won't be met. In my original plan I would have had about $7500 by this time of the year. I'm just dissapointing myself in that regard.

 

It just all makes me really depressed :(

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BS_BlackScout

I feel I'm the most retarded person in this planet, I just did the craziest chat possible with a friend, we both, acting like, IDK 12y old? xD

>checks Vinesauce Joel's channel, sees new Facade corruptions stream

 

Well, I know what I'll be doing this evening.

Thank god, someone here knows Vinesauce :DDD

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Mr. Scratch

 

No offense or anything, maybe it's something I'm not getting the idea of, but why are you so upset about not finding a girl? Sure, it sucks to be lonely and all. I'm lonely every day, practically.. but you should totally focus more on what you want to be in life. If you're working, maybe try to be a better employee and work harder and add a bit more effort and what not :) Actually, f*ck all of that, just try to be a better you. Nobody else can do that job. :^:

I have been at my job for only about 9 months and I'm already one of the top employees on the crew of about 50 guys. I'm peaking at the age of 20 and it's distressing. Like seriously at this rate in 3 years I will probably be the top guy on the crew. So at the age of 23 I reached the top. And the only way to go once you reach the top is down :/

 

oh yeah and because my dad is so dumb with his money I have had to bail him out a lot and I haven't been able to save money at the pace I wanted. My goal was to be at $10k in saving by the end of this year and I'm at $4.4k now but I know I will have some major expenses coming up so the goal probably won't be met. In my original plan I would have had about $7500 by this time of the year. I'm just dissapointing myself in that regard.

 

It just all makes me really depressed :(

So find another work place. And you're 20, who the f*ck thinks about marriage and kids at that age? This isn't the 18th century.

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No offense or anything, maybe it's something I'm not getting the idea of, but why are you so upset about not finding a girl? Sure, it sucks to be lonely and all. I'm lonely every day, practically.. but you should totally focus more on what you want to be in life. If you're working, maybe try to be a better employee and work harder and add a bit more effort and what not :) Actually, f*ck all of that, just try to be a better you. Nobody else can do that job. :^:

I have been at my job for only about 9 months and I'm already one of the top employees on the crew of about 50 guys. I'm peaking at the age of 20 and it's distressing. Like seriously at this rate in 3 years I will probably be the top guy on the crew. So at the age of 23 I reached the top. And the only way to go once you reach the top is down :/

 

oh yeah and because my dad is so dumb with his money I have had to bail him out a lot and I haven't been able to save money at the pace I wanted. My goal was to be at $10k in saving by the end of this year and I'm at $4.4k now but I know I will have some major expenses coming up so the goal probably won't be met. In my original plan I would have had about $7500 by this time of the year. I'm just dissapointing myself in that regard.

 

It just all makes me really depressed :(

So find another work place. And you're 20, who the f*ck thinks about marriage and kids at that age? This isn't the 18th century.

I just look at my longterm life plan and when I was younger I based it around marriage and children starting in my mid 20s. And I'm already 20 with no hope of female companionship because I'm so pathetic. It's got me horrendously depressed.

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Mr. Scratch

Nah, don't sweat it. If you do you'll just come across as a bundle of anxiety and depression which definitely won't attract anyone.

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I am lonely every day....

 

I work as a cab driver, and damn I am loney and depressed....

 

 

I just wanna get myself some guns and kill pimps! Doesn't everyone feel like that sometimes?

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PhillBellic

I am lonely every day....

 

I work as a cab driver, and damn I am loney and depressed....

 

 

I just wanna get myself some guns and kill pimps! Doesn't everyone feel like that sometimes?

Have you been watching that Taxi film recently?

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I am lonely every day....

 

I work as a cab driver, and damn I am loney and depressed....

 

 

I just wanna get myself some guns and kill pimps! Doesn't everyone feel like that sometimes?

Have you been watching that Taxi film recently?

 

 

Listen, you f*cker, you screwhead. Here is a man who would not take it anymore. A man who stood up against the scum, the c*nts, the dogs, the filth, the sh*t. Here is a man who stood up.

 

 

But seriously though, just thank God for the rain to wash the trash off the sidewalk.

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Richard Power Colt

I am lonely every day....

 

I work as a cab driver, and damn I am loney and depressed....

 

 

I just wanna get myself some guns and kill pimps! Doesn't everyone feel like that sometimes?

I'm lonely too and maybe a little autistic. Sometimes I feel like I wanna stomp a guy's head in while wearing my favorite jacket with a scorpion on the back.

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Mr. Scratch

 

 

I am lonely every day....

 

I work as a cab driver, and damn I am loney and depressed....

 

 

I just wanna get myself some guns and kill pimps! Doesn't everyone feel like that sometimes?

Have you been watching that Taxi film recently?

 

 

Listen, you f*cker, you screwhead. Here is a man who would not take it anymore. A man who stood up against the scum, the c*nts, the dogs, the filth, the sh*t. Here is a man who stood up.

 

 

But seriously though, just thank God for the rain to wash the trash off the sidewalk.

 

 

You talkin' to me?

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No offense or anything, maybe it's something I'm not getting the idea of, but why are you so upset about not finding a girl? Sure, it sucks to be lonely and all. I'm lonely every day, practically.. but you should totally focus more on what you want to be in life. If you're working, maybe try to be a better employee and work harder and add a bit more effort and what not :) Actually, f*ck all of that, just try to be a better you. Nobody else can do that job. :^:

I have been at my job for only about 9 months and I'm already one of the top employees on the crew of about 50 guys. I'm peaking at the age of 20 and it's distressing. Like seriously at this rate in 3 years I will probably be the top guy on the crew. So at the age of 23 I reached the top. And the only way to go once you reach the top is down :/

 

oh yeah and because my dad is so dumb with his money I have had to bail him out a lot and I haven't been able to save money at the pace I wanted. My goal was to be at $10k in saving by the end of this year and I'm at $4.4k now but I know I will have some major expenses coming up so the goal probably won't be met. In my original plan I would have had about $7500 by this time of the year. I'm just dissapointing myself in that regard.

 

It just all makes me really depressed :(

 

Ah yes... the gtamann I remember from when I first joined. Where have you been, son?

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Mr. Scratch

Jesus H f*ck, somebody ban this guy already.

 

 

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PhillBellic

Jesus H f*ck, somebody ban this guy already.

 

 

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Ahh, our friend is back. ;)

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Feeling kinda bummed out. Got all my assignments done ahead of time so I can see this annual car show that was three hours away from me. But after working a 9 hour shift and spending the rest of my time cleaning the house to prepare for my grandparents visit I was just too tired to wake up early and go ;_;

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