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A wild writing contest has appeared.

 

I really want to enter something this time. A contest will probably be a good motivation for me to actually write something. I'm always talking about how I want to write, but never actually do it.

Hopefully having to pull up my sh*tty grades for the end of the year won't get too much in the way.

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I feel like coming out of my Capricorn shell and just start rapping :), but of course that's probably not going to happen

Please don't, we've already had our fair share of middle class, whiter than bread rap today.

 

That was hours and hours ago. I'd love to see a knock2000/T_O_P_H_A_T rap battle....Oh god. I can't even sing well
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Awesome, no worries then... there's no singing in rap. Accept the challenge, earn the respect of your peers!

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Awesome, no worries then... there's no singing in rap. Accept the challenge, earn the respect of your peers!

I'm good.
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So this girl has been after me for the past 3 weeks. She's fairly attractive, yet I want someone else. Someone I really love.

 

I've told her so many times that I don't want her as a girlfriend. She finally seemed to have gotten the message, yet she's preaching about sex. Like she really wants to be a friend with benefits at least.

 

Though I'm not interested in her, having a sort of erotic relationship with her for some time, is just too damn tempting.

 

Ughh. I don't know wtf to do.

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So this girl has been after me for the past 3 weeks. She's fairly attractive, yet I want someone else. Someone I really love.

 

I've told her so many times that I don't want her as a girlfriend. She finally seemed to have gotten the message, yet she's preaching about sex. Like she really wants to be a friend with benefits at least.

 

Though I'm not interested in her, having a sort of erotic relationship with her for some time, is just too damn tempting.

 

Ughh. I don't know wtf to do.

If you find her attractive and she wants to wang give it to her. You'll regret not taking the opportunity later. She might end up knocked or committed to someone else and you'll feel like that was a good opportunity you snoozed on. Just don't let her think that's the begining of something more.

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So this girl has been after me for the past 3 weeks. She's fairly attractive, yet I want someone else. Someone I really love.

 

I've told her so many times that I don't want her as a girlfriend. She finally seemed to have gotten the message, yet she's preaching about sex. Like she really wants to be a friend with benefits at least.

 

Though I'm not interested in her, having a sort of erotic relationship with her for some time, is just too damn tempting.

 

Ughh. I don't know wtf to do.

If you find her attractive and she wants to wang give it to her. You'll regret not taking the opportunity later. She might end up knocked or committed to someone else and you'll feel like that was a good opportunity you snoozed on. Just don't let her think that's the begining of something more.

 

I hear ya'.

 

There's just this little problem though. She's not considered an outcast, yet many of my mates doesn't like her. If they know I've been with her, I'll get into some serious trouble for what comes to my reputation. I can't let that happen.

 

Yet the temptation...

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Yet the temptation...

Apply the 'moped rule'; Fun to ride but you wouldn't want your friends to see you on it.

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Are you actually catering your sex life to your friends tastes?

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Are you actually catering your sex life to your friends tastes?

By mates, I meant schoolmates. My bad.

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I was gonna post about how much of a bummer it is having all this time to waste before work but then I got mesmerized by dice's microwave gif.

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I hear ya'.

 

There's just this little problem though. She's not considered an outcast, yet many of my mates doesn't like her. If they know I've been with her, I'll get into some serious trouble for what comes to my reputation. I can't let that happen.

 

Yet the temptation...

Dude... care less about your "reputation" and just enjoy your life.
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paperbagdude

 

I hear ya'.

 

There's just this little problem though. She's not considered an outcast, yet many of my mates doesn't like her. If they know I've been with her, I'll get into some serious trouble for what comes to my reputation. I can't let that happen.

 

Yet the temptation...

Dude... care less about your "reputation" and just enjoy your life.

 

I really want to, yet I don't think I will be able to enjoy myself if I ''hang out'' with her.

 

I just wanna save myself for someone I truly love. Though sex is something many men are craving for, I want to have it in the sake of love, not lust.

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I hear ya'.

 

There's just this little problem though. She's not considered an outcast, yet many of my mates doesn't like her. If they know I've been with her, I'll get into some serious trouble for what comes to my reputation. I can't let that happen.

 

Yet the temptation...

Dude... care less about your "reputation" and just enjoy your life.

 

I really want to, yet I don't think I will be able to enjoy myself if I ''hang out'' with her.

 

I just wanna save myself for someone I truly love. Though sex is something many men are craving for, I want to have it in the sake of love, not lust.

 

To each their own for sure, but sex doesn't have to be this formal "love" oriented thing. It feels good and can be enjoyed, with precautions, no strings attached.

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I just joined. Used to be a lurker. Didn't see the point in making an account until I felt the need to express my heresy on certain topics. I'm a bit of a hot head but I hope I last long on these forums. I'm glad to be part of the family

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KarimNTerr

I was gonna post about how much of a bummer it is having all this time to waste before work but then I got mesmerized by dice's microwave gif.

Actually, that microwave GIF is a little Easter Egg present in the very first level of Half-Life.

 

@dice: Very cool signature, by the way!

 

On-topic: I feel like I don't know what I really want anymore. When life gives me a chance to get something I always wanted to have, I just don't take it. I don't know, I just feel confused.

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Mr. Scratch

That's kind of typical when you're in your 20's.

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That's kind of typical when you're in your 20's.

Stop scaring me guys.

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Mr. Scratch

Oh, be afraid. Be very afraid, the only thing worse is a midlife crisis, which you'll experience in your 20's if you're unlucky.

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I feel frustrated with everything. Most of the people I love are far away, there's almost nobody with whom I can have a nice, rich dialogue about any fascinating subjects in this town. I'm nearly 18, one month away from graduating high school, and still have doubts about what to study; all these years I feel like I've done nothing valuable. The only person I know who can cheer me up just by saying hello lives far away too, and she's the one who encourages me to keep writing music, even though I know it has got no commercial appeal and only a specific circle of jazzers or classical players will care about it.
My great-uncle died the other day and I never got to say a proper goodbye to him. The last time I saw him, over a year ago, he was walking through the streets and I was on a bus—I waved and tapped on the window trying to call his attention, but he didn't notice. It bugs me so much that that is my last memory about him and I can hardly believe he's gone.

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I wish the University system in the UK was more like US Colleges, where you can study various subjects and then choose your 'major'.

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KarimNTerr

That's kind of typical when you're in your 20's.

Yeah, that's right. However, everything's cool now, and I'm satisfied with the choice I made.

 

I feel frustrated with everything. Most of the people I love are far away, there's almost nobody with whom I can have a nice, rich dialogue about any fascinating subjects in this town. I'm nearly 18, one month away from graduating high school, and still have doubts about what to study; all these years I feel like I've done nothing valuable. The only person I know who can cheer me up just by saying hello lives far away too, and she's the one who encourages me to keep writing music, even though I know it has got no commercial appeal and only a specific circle of jazzers or classical players will care about it.

My great-uncle died the other day and I never got to say a proper goodbye to him. The last time I saw him, over a year ago, he was walking through the streets and I was on a bus—I waved and tapped on the window trying to call his attention, but he didn't notice. It bugs me so much that that is my last memory about him and I can hardly believe he's gone.

Remember: it's just momentary, everything passes. You're a very cool guy, and I'm sure a lot of persons would enjoy your company. However, look at the positive side: staying alone is the best way to know yourself, and consequently other people. I perfectly know that feel, especially when you have no choice about it. On the other hand, loneliness can also be very inspiring, especially for an artist. It seems like you take music very seriously, and passionately, so just keep on going, man, the hard work will pay off!

 

May your granduncle rest in peace.

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Thank you so much for the support, man. You're one of the people I enjoy talking to the most and your words mean a lot to me. Seriously, thanks for everything! :)
Yeah, loneliness is pretty inspiring and it's quite a nice challenge to capture that type of feeling in instrumental pieces. Music really is the most incredible thing.

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Ai®a©ob®a

 

Are you actually catering your sex life to your friends tastes?

By mates, I meant schoolmates. My bad.

 

Just remember this the minute you graduate your reputation graduated with you, It's not going to follow you for the rest of your life unless you'll be one of those people who can't let go and want to relive their high school days everyday.

 

I know a few of those and they're lives consist of living with their parents and working a low income job.

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KarimNTerr

Thank you so much for the support, man. You're one of the people I enjoy talking to the most and your words mean a lot to me. Seriously, thanks for everything! :)

Yeah, loneliness is pretty inspiring and it's quite a nice challenge to capture that type of feeling in instrumental pieces. Music really is the most incredible thing.

You're welcome, my friend, it's a pleasure. This means a lot to me, too; and I'm very happy about the fact that my words can make someone else's day. Muito obrigado!

 

Absolutely! Music is the most powerful thing to express your emotions in a way words could never explain. Best of luck on your future projects!

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Payne Killer

Thank you so much for the support, man. You're one of the people I enjoy talking to the most and your words mean a lot to me. Seriously, thanks for everything! :)

Yeah, loneliness is pretty inspiring and it's quite a nice challenge to capture that type of feeling in instrumental pieces. Music really is the most incredible thing.

If you need someone to chat with, feel free to PM me.
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I was gonna post about how much of a bummer it is having all this time to waste before work but then I got mesmerized by dice's microwave gif.

One of my favorite gif signatures so far.

Although I love HL, I can't play it for more than 30-45min, for some reason I experience nausea and headaches sometimes :p

 

 

 

I feel frustrated with everything. Most of the people I love are far away, there's almost nobody with whom I can have a nice, rich dialogue about any fascinating subjects in this town. I'm nearly 18, one month away from graduating high school, and still have doubts about what to study; all these years I feel like I've done nothing valuable. The only person I know who can cheer me up just by saying hello lives far away too, and she's the one who encourages me to keep writing music, even though I know it has got no commercial appeal and only a specific circle of jazzers or classical players will care about it.

My great-uncle died the other day and I never got to say a proper goodbye to him. The last time I saw him, over a year ago, he was walking through the streets and I was on a busI waved and tapped on the window trying to call his attention, but he didn't notice. It bugs me so much that that is my last memory about him and I can hardly believe he's gone.

 

 

I'm so sorry to hear that Black_MiD, I know how tough can it be sometimes. You should talk with people about this.

 

And in my opinion, you should keep writing songs, at least as a hobby. I know nothing about these kind of stuff (music), but I wouldn't like to stop doing what I like. Hope you feel better bro :):cookie:

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I'm somehow feeling sick, relieved, disgusted, and upset all at the same time! It's Grand!

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