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Could this morning have started off any worse?

 

-Only got two hours of sleep

- No hot water in the shower had to light the pilot

- Took 45 minutes before i got hot water

- Finally get in the shower only to realize i don't have any of my soap left so i have to use my daughter soap & shampoo that smells like cookies and coconuts

- Drop the full soap bottle on my right foot

- Go to grab the shampoo bottle it falls off the side when i reach down to grab it i do a half split

- Finally grab the full bottle only to drop that on my left foot

- Now my hair smells like coconuts and my body like cookies

- Buster won't stop licking my leg, He doesn't see a leg he smells cookies.

- To top it off my coffee marker broke yesterday

 

&

 

It's only 6:25am

Dude, that sucks. Hope your day gets better.
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Alpha Demigod

The only thing in my life that even remotely resembled a relationship has just...dissolved. Not sure how. I haven't texted for for weeks and niether has she texted me.

 

So I guess it's over. No "lets break up" or anyting. Just "hey let's stop interacting without officially communicating this fact...so we just don't text each other for a few weeks and let it die out"

 

I want a new, legit, gf. I feel so f*cking lonely.

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Firefly8000

I feel so f*cking worthless right now. My depression has gotten worse. My girlfriend's depression has returned as a result and now she wants us to go our separate ways. "Take time off to think about ourselves", she says. I'm all for it tbh. But then I ask her if we'll ever go back to how we are and she says "No promises" and tells me to stop thinking about her so much. She kept me going, And now she's gone. And I really don't know what to do. I seriously thought I was going to kill myself last night. I came so close. It's so difficult. Alls I want to do is hold out hope that we can get better and go back to normal but too much damage is already done. My meds aren't working. I won't see the doctor or my counselor for at least a week. And I have no friends that I can effectively turn to. I dropped out of college. I have no clear future. I have no motivation to do things that I enjoy. Just watching TV is a chore for me. I spend my time counting down the hours and hoping some miracle happens. But it won't will it? It's just going to get worse and worse and spiral out of control. sh*t f*cking sucks so hard.

So I made this post yesterday and afterwards I turned to the people closest to me. I asked them honestly and sincerely. And they made me realise where I've been going wrong. This morning I woke up with a completely different mindset. It's time to change, I thought. And so I have. I've reached out to people. Old friends and acquaintances. Asked them to help me become the person I was a few months ago again. And they've accepted me with open arms. Even my girlfriend's family. They all believe that in time, with big changes, we can go back to our old and loving selves together. It's funny. Really funny. How much just knowing you have people who care helps. I felt like all was lost just yesterday. And now I'm ready to seize the day and become a better person. I've already outlined it all. I'm gonna start exercising again. Gonna spend time out with friends. Look for career opportunities. And try my best to keep things going. If I manage to overcome the depression, fix my friendships, and my relationships, I'll come out of the other side a changed and better man. Let's kick depression's ass.

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I feel so f*cking worthless right now. My depression has gotten worse. My girlfriend's depression has returned as a result and now she wants us to go our separate ways. "Take time off to think about ourselves", she says. I'm all for it tbh. But then I ask her if we'll ever go back to how we are and she says "No promises" and tells me to stop thinking about her so much. She kept me going, And now she's gone. And I really don't know what to do. I seriously thought I was going to kill myself last night. I came so close. It's so difficult. Alls I want to do is hold out hope that we can get better and go back to normal but too much damage is already done. My meds aren't working. I won't see the doctor or my counselor for at least a week. And I have no friends that I can effectively turn to. I dropped out of college. I have no clear future. I have no motivation to do things that I enjoy. Just watching TV is a chore for me. I spend my time counting down the hours and hoping some miracle happens. But it won't will it? It's just going to get worse and worse and spiral out of control. sh*t f*cking sucks so hard.

So I made this post yesterday and afterwards I turned to the people closest to me. I asked them honestly and sincerely. And they made me realise where I've been going wrong. This morning I woke up with a completely different mindset. It's time to change, I thought. And so I have. I've reached out to people. Old friends and acquaintances. Asked them to help me become the person I was a few months ago again. And they've accepted me with open arms. Even my girlfriend's family. They all believe that in time, with big changes, we can go back to our old and loving selves together. It's funny. Really funny. How much just knowing you have people who care helps. I felt like all was lost just yesterday. And now I'm ready to seize the day and become a better person. I've already outlined it all. I'm gonna start exercising again. Gonna spend time out with friends. Look for career opportunities. And try my best to keep things going. If I manage to overcome the depression, fix my friendships, and my relationships, I'll come out of the other side a changed and better man. Let's kick depression's ass.

 

Wow I wish it was that easy for everyone. My problem is that I'm too lazy to change my life.

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I have a homework to summarize a topic in chemistry, I'm not even sure what I'm even writing anymore.

I f*cked up Chemistry, good and proper, I still don't understand the last few subjects, and to move on, you need to understand those. I failed the Chemistry midterms because of that, and I didn't join the remedial either.

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Feel like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. No longer feeling that sense dread and I shouldn't have waited so long to get on tops of things.

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This was found in our high school's bathroom this morning.

 

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Our school increased its police presence today in case something actually did happen, but luckily the day went by without incident, though a lot of people went home because they were scared or their parents were scared. It was pretty tense and we kept the classroom's doors locked just to be safe.

 

I'm just glad that whoever wrote this thing wasn't for real and everyone's okay. Hopefully they find out who did it and teach them a lesson or two.

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RavingWithJesus

Sh*t, glad nothing happened. I hope they catch the f*cker who wrote that.

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Reformed Squid

My cousin, who I'm really close with and go to the same school with, has a friend who was just reported dead from a brain aneurysm. It had nothing to do with the shooting threat, but instead happened in her sleep last night. I didn't know her, but my cousin sure did and his x-girlfriend, whom I know somewhat, was best friends with her.

 

All in all this has been a really f*cked up day.

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Femme Fatale

I honestly don't care if people think that I'm fully Gay...If someone asks, I say yes...Even though I'm technically Bisexual...The funny thing is that it's always women who ask if I'm Gay...

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I honestly don't care if people think that I'm fully Gay...If someone asks, I say yes...Even though I'm technically Bisexual...The funny thing is that it's always women who ask if I'm Gay...

 

Not that it's any of their business, but what's wrong with saying bi anywho?

 

It sounds like it does bother you.

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Femme Fatale

 

 

I honestly don't care if people think that I'm fully Gay...If someone asks, I say yes...Even though I'm technically Bisexual...The funny thing is that it's always women who ask if I'm Gay...

Not that it's any of their business, but what's wrong with saying bi anywho?

 

It sounds like it does bother you.

It doesn't...I'm not even trying to get a GF anyway, just a BF...And Bisexuals have a bad reputation anyway, so yeah...
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Been working out, finding new hobbies, learning as much as I can and lookin for better jobs than working at Wendy's.

 

I feel like for once in my life , I actually like myself.

 

A big improvement from my former self who was Stars in his eyes hopeless romantic depressed slob who did nothing but played videogames all day and wonder why he was still single.

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Wolf of Badenoch

@MotelGuy: You ain't the only one trying to find a BF, man. This loneliness is slowly killing me...

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How much can a parent f*ck up to make their child like this?

Like what?

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How much can a parent f*ck up to make their child like this?

Like what?

 

A dumb asshole who does nothing but annoy people, Insult them, has problems with EVERYTHING, smokes when he's not supposed to, has bad grades, and much more.

I swear if you know this guy in real life, You'd want to smash his face and break his legs too.

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Hell yeah! I just found out that some 3 ounces of herb i had used to make iso-hash a while ago still packs some punch. I must've not soaked it long enough or something... so now i have another 3 ounces to shmoke :lol: . Yay!

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A few days without gta online sucks but I guess I needed it. Apparently when my cousins came over one of them took it. It was on top of my ps4 but got swapped when me and my brother wasn't looking. One of them even tried doing some slick stuff and put another cd there. I know they did it but my family is known for taking forever. Tried going to my aunt's to pick it up but no one was there. Ugh 😡😡😡

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How much can a parent f*ck up to make their child like this?

Like what?

 

A dumb asshole who does nothing but annoy people, Insult them, has problems with EVERYTHING, smokes when he's not supposed to, has bad grades, and much more.

I swear if you know this guy in real life, You'd want to smash his face and break his legs too.

 

 

Once again, nothing is your fault. It never is. It's your parents who raised you wrong. It's terrible that you assume that we'd resort to violence for mere annoyances, like troglodytes. That's not a healthy way to think of things, but I guess it's society and the media's fault for pushing violence on you?

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How much can a parent f*ck up to make their child like this?

Like what?

 

A dumb asshole who does nothing but annoy people, Insult them, has problems with EVERYTHING, smokes when he's not supposed to, has bad grades, and much more.

I swear if you know this guy in real life, You'd want to smash his face and break his legs too.

 

 

Once again, nothing is your fault. It never is. It's your parents who raised you wrong. It's terrible that you assume that we'd resort to violence for mere annoyances, like troglodytes. That's not a healthy way to think of things, but I guess it's society and the media's fault for pushing violence on you?

 

I may be wrong here, but I don't think he was talking about himself.

 

And if I'm right, my apologies.

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A few days without gta online sucks but I guess I needed it. Apparently when my cousins came over one of them took it. It was on top of my ps4 but got swapped when me and my brother wasn't looking. One of them even tried doing some slick stuff and put another cd there. I know they did it but my family is known for taking forever. Tried going to my aunt's to pick it up but no one was there. Ugh

people get shot for less

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Wolf of Badenoch

Had an interview for a Photography course at my local college yesterday. They should contact me by the end of this week to let me know if I got in or not.

 

At last, I finally feel like my life is actually headed in the direction I want it to instead of drifting with no cause.....

I did it. I got in. Not that I'm outwardly showing it, but I'm f*cking pumped.

 

Finally, something has gone right for me....

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Had an interview for a Photography course at my local college yesterday. They should contact me by the end of this week to let me know if I got in or not.

 

At last, I finally feel like my life is actually headed in the direction I want it to instead of drifting with no cause.....

I did it. I got in. Not that I'm outwardly showing it, but I'm f*cking pumped.

 

Finally, something has gone right for me....

 

Congrats, dude! Best of luck! :)

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Richard Power Colt

 

 

 

How much can a parent f*ck up to make their child like this?

Like what?

 

A dumb asshole who does nothing but annoy people, Insult them, has problems with EVERYTHING, smokes when he's not supposed to, has bad grades, and much more.

I swear if you know this guy in real life, You'd want to smash his face and break his legs too.

 

 

Once again, nothing is your fault. It never is. It's your parents who raised you wrong. It's terrible that you assume that we'd resort to violence for mere annoyances, like troglodytes. That's not a healthy way to think of things, but I guess it's society and the media's fault for pushing violence on you?

 

We could also say that a person inherited bad behavior from their parents so it's not their fault. Everything is created from something else so who's to blame?

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How much can a parent f*ck up to make their child like this?

Like what?

 

A dumb asshole who does nothing but annoy people, Insult them, has problems with EVERYTHING, smokes when he's not supposed to, has bad grades, and much more.

I swear if you know this guy in real life, You'd want to smash his face and break his legs too.

 

 

Once again, nothing is your fault. It never is. It's your parents who raised you wrong. It's terrible that you assume that we'd resort to violence for mere annoyances, like troglodytes. That's not a healthy way to think of things, but I guess it's society and the media's fault for pushing violence on you?

 

We could also say that a person inherited bad behavior from their parents so it's not their fault. Everything is created from something else so who's to blame?

 

The guy has a long history of victimizing himself.

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So already stuff is looking up. Got together with bunch of family today that I haven't seen for a while. Talked about my issues and how I want to get better. Went and jogged for a good bit and managed to eat a proper meal. One of my girlfriend's 'friends' was being a real bitch and telling me how I won't ever change and I can never fix things. Well f*ck her and her hypocrisy. I've heard nothing but sh*t about her from both my girlfriend and her mother. Speaking of my girlfriend's mum, god she's been a real help. She's supporting me through all of this, even after how sh*tty I've been to her daughter and such. Just gotta keep on building up on this stuff. Get back in line with all my friends and family and THEN focus on my relationship. I've been a real dick and blamed everyone around me for months for how I was feeling, and now that I've had the bricks dropped on me I'm realising how heavy they were. It's all been my fault. And I've been an asshole. And part of me hates myself. But f*ck all that. Worry about hindsight once you fix the problem at hand is what I say. Hopefully before long everything will be put right and I'll be able to turn around, laugh, and say "Wow, I was a f*cking moron." I'll keep posting in here I think. It's nice just getting stuff out there even if no one reads it.

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A dumb asshole who does nothing but annoy people, Insult them, has problems with EVERYTHING, smokes when he's not supposed to, has bad grades, and much more.

I swear if you know this guy in real life, You'd want to smash his face and break his legs too.

Once again, nothing is your fault. It never is. It's your parents who raised you wrong. It's terrible that you assume that we'd resort to violence for mere annoyances, like troglodytes. That's not a healthy way to think of things, but I guess it's society and the media's fault for pushing violence on you?

 

We could also say that a person inherited bad behavior from their parents so it's not their fault. Everything is created from something else so who's to blame?

 

You are. You're the one pushing good and bad onto certain behaviors that are really just mental images acting under the established laws of physics. If you fascists just left your judgements at the door for once we'd all be better off. Edited by puffy
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