Share Your Feelings

[Affalterbach]

I think that i deserve to be happier than i am. Wish i could be happy forever, nothing else actually matters anymore, only happiness matters.

[Share Sharqi]

What makes you happy though? Or unhappy as the case may be?

[Coin]

This story* makes me feel rather angry.

 

*If it is true.

[S0lo]

I got in to it with my mother again yesterday after I had been to the hospital because i suddenly got some weird rashes, my hands were swelling up, all my joints got stiff and hurt, my tongue was swelling too, i got a cough and my mucous membranes got inflamed. her immediate reaction to this was to blame me because of the medications i take. When i told her that this was the first thing i asked the doctors and that they were sure it wasn't, she basically would not believe me.

 

Having been fed up with her behavior towards me i directly asked her if she couldn't, just for once, react with a bit of empathy, to which she replied that empathy is the last thing i needed. At that point i was just so taken aback by her coldness and ended the phone call. I mean, i get the tough love approach, but for it to be that there needed to be love in the first place. And even if, how could that help with a sudden outburst of sickness i have no influence on?

[Share Sharqi]

This story* makes me feel rather angry.

 

*If it is true.

Although it is possible that the case is more complex than it appears initially, some shared confidence in person perhaps that would influence her decision to nurture the guy towards his eventual demise, but if not then I too am quite saddened by this vindication the moral depravity of some people.

[9i OTD]

I've got my eyes on this one girl at school. She looks like a lighter Aaliyah, and it seems that she frequently sits at the same area around noon. I really want to talk to her, but she looks out of my league. She's extremely cute. Her style's simple, but she stands out so much to me. I need a wingman to help me out with this once I feel I'm ready.

Man, I don't know about that. You can't really measure the lightness of decayed flesh with getting into a lot of trouble.

[Ducard]

Even though it's the weekend, I feel bored. I don't know but I am not feeling happy at all at the moment. Usually, weekends are something that I really wait for and something which I really enjoy but so far this weekend has been lousy. I just feel cold and empty and not happy at all atm.

 

Here's to hoping that Sunday is a bit better.

[Fonz]

 

I feel weird and sad. I just wish I could get a small boat and go on a solitary, tranquil fishing trip. Damn, I need some sleep. Lots of it...

U need this. Lots of it...

 

 

After reading that last night, I actually fell asleep. Slept for about 10 hours and now I feel much better!

[Share Sharqi]

Sign me up for some of that. I was awake from Wednesday morning to Friday night and I am struggling to stay awake or asleep for more than 5 hours at a time.

[9i OTD]

Sometimes, I wish I could always feel genuine good emotions. I get by my day by mimicking the laughter and happiness of people around me so I don't get called out for having no soul. I never find things funny (I can understand they're witty or get the joke, by I don't find joy in it), and I rarely feel surprised or grateful. I can have fun playing video games and I enjoy listening to music that I like, but for the most part that's about it. Sometimes I overdo it, so people will point out how happy and surprised I am about something that I actually can't feel anything for. I struggled picking the classes I enjoy at school. Why? Because I DON'T ENJOY ANY OF THEM. It doesn't help that I don't really have anyone to enjoy stuff with besides my family, considering I am very disliked and all my 'friends' would sell each other for a block of chocolate. I can feel embarrassment, anger, regret, sadness and jealousy. It means most of my creative processing is very grim and dark, the kinda stuff that would get me taken to a psychiatrist. I once got reported for writing a three page narrative in English about a man who breaks into his old workplace to kill himself at his former workstation. The teacher who reported me was a cheery women who probably thought I was suicidal or some sh*t. My usual lack of positive emotions makes me really f*cking frustrated sometimes, as it reminds me how I probably won't get anywhere life, or won't make friends, or get a girlfriend or get laid or anything and how when I die I'll probably be remembered as that lonely prick who couldn't feel or make anything out of life. I can imagine those people laughing at the news of my death and not stopping to give me a break even when I've passed to the other side. It makes me wonder if I'm a psychopath or not, and if eventually I'll be completely devoid of any emotions. Am I depressed? No. I just usually am not happy.

 

There's my two cents, since the past few pages of this have been kinda... you know, negative.

[TECHN9CiAN]

So i just noticed that the ad banners on mobile seem to try and relate to key words in threads and posts... Whenever im reading a thread where "RavingWithJesus" has been, i see a banner trying to get me to accept Jesus

 

God damn it, dude.

Edited February 28, 2015 by TECHN9CiAN

[Share Sharqi]

Probably a Chrome thing, search tailoring and all that jazz

[TECHN9CiAN]

Im on mobile, safari.

[mr quick]

So i just noticed that the ad banners on mobile seem to try and relate to key words in threads and posts... Whenever im reading a thread where "RavingWithJesus" has been, i see a banner trying to get me to accept Jesus

-snip-

 

God damn it, dude.

 

*blood boils*

[Alexander]

So i just noticed that the ad banners on mobile seem to try and relate to key words in threads and posts... Whenever im reading a thread where "RavingWithJesus" has been, i see a banner trying to get me to accept Jesus

 

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God damn it, dude.

Me too! Now makes sense, I didn't noticed the relation between the banner and RavingWithJesus. All this time I was like "WTF Google? What does Jesus has to do with GTAF besides UT's hair? "

[Zook]

This geek subculture is annoying me.. They have used the death of Nimoy to display their geek credentials on facebook, it's disgusting. The whole geek subculutre is just consumerism at its worse. Oooo look at my big bang theory posters, look at my batman hoody, look at these comics I'll probably never read. I haven't slept in 20 hours and I'm at the stage were I hate that people like things that I don't like.

[Share Sharqi]

I like your profile pic. What is that painting called?

[Zook]

I like your profile pic. What is that painting called?

American Gothic

[Murdick]

 

 

I've got my eyes on this one girl at school. She looks like a lighter Aaliyah, and it seems that she frequently sits at the same area around noon. I really want to talk to her, but she looks out of my league. She's extremely cute. Her style's simple, but she stands out so much to me. I need a wingman to help me out with this once I feel I'm ready.

Man, I don't know about that. You can't really measure the lightness of decayed flesh with getting into a lot of trouble.

 

Probably shouldn't have laughed at that but oh well lol

[Share Sharqi]

 

I like your profile pic. What is that painting called?

American Gothic

 

Cheers

[Murdick]

So i just noticed that the ad banners on mobile seem to try and relate to key words in threads and posts... Whenever im reading a thread where "RavingWithJesus" has been, i see a banner trying to get me to accept Jesus

 

God damn it, dude.

 

I once had a banner on here that said 'wtf days' idk..

[t3h PeNgU1N oF d00m]

This geek subculture is annoying me.. They have used the death of Nimoy to display their geek credentials on facebook, it's disgusting. The whole geek subculutre is just consumerism at its worse. Oooo look at my big bang theory posters, look at my batman hoody, look at these comics I'll probably never read. I haven't slept in 20 hours and I'm at the stage were I hate that people like things that I don't like.

I'm pretty sure the people you are talking about are pseudo-nerds, not actual nerds.

[Share Sharqi]

Well the distinction between geek and nerd would be in their commitment or preoccupation with a particular interest, so in many ways to say that they are geeks is equivocal to pseudo-nerds as they are vaguely interested but not committed to that interest.

[drifter.]

Got a job interview at Wendy's. Not that excited tbh idk why.

[TECHN9CiAN]

 

 

This geek subculture is annoying me.. They have used the death of Nimoy to display their geek credentials on facebook, it's disgusting. The whole geek subculutre is just consumerism at its worse. Oooo look at my big bang theory posters, look at my batman hoody, look at these comics I'll probably never read. I haven't slept in 20 hours and I'm at the stage were I hate that people like things that I don't like.

I'm pretty sure the people you are talking about are pseudo-nerds, not actual nerds.

Their just "geeks". "Nerds" are anti-social versions of geeks.

[mr quick]

This is a dumb-ass discussion. Pseudo-nerds? Distinctive differences between the synonyms "geek" and "nerd"? Get a grip, people.

[Fonz]

^This. What's wrong with having a passion for certain things? Geek, nerd, whatever... just do your thing.

Edited February 28, 2015 by Black_MiD

[Coin]

Didn't you guys get the memo? It's the 21st century, you're not supposed to care about or be passionate for things!

[RavingWithJesus]

So i just noticed that the ad banners on mobile seem to try and relate to key words in threads and posts... Whenever im reading a thread where "RavingWithJesus" has been, i see a banner trying to get me to accept Jesus

 

God damn it, dude.

 

LOL, that's f*cking weird, sorry dude.

[drifter.]

I just got hired. Still not excited. No clue why.