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Reformed Squid

Idiot, an administrator changed his name to Bae then Coin. Now he used his legit name change that is only allowed once a year.

 

I'm an idiot because I didn't know his name was changed against his will by an administrator, which only one who had direct contact with said administrator or Coin about the issue would know.

 

You're making a lot of sense today.

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Idiot, an administrator changed his name to Bae then Coin. Now he used his legit name change that is only allowed once a year.

 

I'm an idiot because I didn't know his name was changed against his will by an administrator, which only one who had direct contact with said administrator or Coin about the issue would know.

 

You're making a lot of sense today.

 

 

No, but because of this.

 

 

Has been registered for barely more than a year

 

 

Has had four name changes: Insert-Coin-To-Continue --> Bae ---> Coin --> Yen

 

"Once a year"

 

I'm not trying to validate me creating multiaccounts, but cmon, at least be honest about yourself too.

 

 

Not wanting to start anything here, but just stating this.

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RavingWithJesus

I have to give a speech this morning...haven't prepared much and I f*cking hate public speaking...

 

But, I'm 21 as of today :beerhat:

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I have to give a speech this morning...haven't prepared much and I f*cking hate public speaking...

 

But, I'm 21 as of today :beerhat:

Happy birthday, you crazy drugged messiah!

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RavingWithJesus

 

I have to give a speech this morning...haven't prepared much and I f*cking hate public speaking...

 

But, I'm 21 as of today :beerhat:

Happy birthday, you crazy drugged messiah!

 

 

Thank you, my extraterrestrial friend :alien:

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t3h PeNgU1N oF d00m

Pink Mentos are the only true Mentos. All of the other flavors should be abolished.

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R.I.P laugh-at-bitchers-about-gta-heists Tuesdays :(

 

 

....but bandana masks :)

 

P.S This scene ain't that long. It's been edited to be longer. Feckin hilarious.

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Reformed Squid

Pissed off, about news that GTA V PC has been delayed further!

"We need some more time to polish it"

 

inb4 it runs at 30 FPS and 720p on a GTX 980.

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First time posting in here. Might do me some good idk.

So last week I went to the doctors at the behest of my girlfriend because I've been very depressive and somewhat suicidal lately. She almost died in my arms on Halloween because she's a Type 1 diabetic and suffered a pod failure (long story with too many details). Been diagnosed with depression, possibly due to PTSD. Got put on Sertraline, an anti-depressant/anti-anxiety/anti-PTSD. Also have to go see a counselor on the 13th of March.

 

Basically, sh*t sucks. Tonight she's had to go into hospital again because of high ketones due to another pod failure and I feel so sh*tty. Sat and cried for a good hour and contemplated self-harm. I hope some counseling and these damn drugs do something for me soon because I'm getting pretty f*cking tired of living like this.

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I have to give a speech this morning... prepared much and I f*cking hate public speaking...

 

But, I'm 21 as of today :beerhat:

Congrats you weird Jesus, have a good time :cookie:

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IveGotNoValues

I always befriend girls really easily over text. Like there's this new girl that recently started spamming all my Instagram posts with comments and likes and she asked if I had a Kik so now we've been texting almost nonstop since Friday night. Honestly she's a really cool friend and I like that. We talk about anything with each other and it's only been a few days since we started talking. She lives in Vegas though. I don't think we like each other or anything, we just click really well as friends and nothing more, which I like. I don't think i'm really attracted to her, but she's extremely fun to talk to.

 

I just wish it was as easy to make friends IRL as it is through social media. I'm a social butterfly when i'm texting, but in person i'm so awkward and it pisses me off.

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I probably automatically apply for senior citizen benefits along with this question, but how does that work? How does your generation fet past the initial contact to texttown? I never got that. Then again, it's been only a short couple of years that text.relationships became a thing amonhst the youth in my country.

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I'm feeling a little nervous. Earlier today, my class went to this college for a tour to see if we were interested in taking any college courses. There was this automotive class that I found interest in. The person who was in charge of the course explained what we would do in the course. Needless to say, I was certain I wanted to take the course. After the tour was over, we got applications to apply for the courses at the college. I got it filled out. Tomorrow is the earliest we can turn it in. The amount of people that'll get accepted will be small because the college courses have small limits of students in each class. I hope I get accepted.

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I have to give a speech this morning...haven't prepared much and I f*cking hate public speaking...

 

But, I'm 21 as of today :beerhat:

Little late but, happy birthday! :catloaf:
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make total destroy

life is pain lol

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First time posting in here. Might do me some good idk.

So last week I went to the doctors at the behest of my girlfriend because I've been very depressive and somewhat suicidal lately. She almost died in my arms on Halloween because she's a Type 1 diabetic and suffered a pod failure (long story with too many details). Been diagnosed with depression, possibly due to PTSD. Got put on Sertraline, an anti-depressant/anti-anxiety/anti-PTSD. Also have to go see a counselor on the 13th of March.

 

Basically, sh*t sucks. Tonight she's had to go into hospital again because of high ketones due to another pod failure and I feel so sh*tty. Sat and cried for a good hour and contemplated self-harm. I hope some counseling and these damn drugs do something for me soon because I'm getting pretty f*cking tired of living like this.

Dont be like that, you must be strong specially for her. I know its hard, but if you dont do it its only going to get worse and when its done youll regret it for the rest of your life. Also if they just give you antidepressants, dont get too used to them or youll hate the numbness later; its not funny to feel depressed about taking meds to prevent depression.

Im sorry, i can only give you advice of what happens if you fail.... MakeTotalDestroy is right:

 

life is pain lol

But then again, happiness is tasteless if you've never experienced sorrow.

 

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Got a whole two hours of sleep in the last almost two days. Also just went through half a bottle of bourbon, so much for cutting back....

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t3h PeNgU1N oF d00m

I LOVES MY PORTIA!!

Which model do you own? I'm particularly fond of the 911 and 918 Spyder.

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LMAO! No. Not the automobile. *points to her avatar and signature*

 

I don't own a car or drive.

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First time posting in here. Might do me some good idk.

 

So last week I went to the doctors at the behest of my girlfriend because I've been very depressive and somewhat suicidal lately. She almost died in my arms on Halloween because she's a Type 1 diabetic and suffered a pod failure (long story with too many details). Been diagnosed with depression, possibly due to PTSD. Got put on Sertraline, an anti-depressant/anti-anxiety/anti-PTSD. Also have to go see a counselor on the 13th of March.

 

Basically, sh*t sucks. Tonight she's had to go into hospital again because of high ketones due to another pod failure and I feel so sh*tty. Sat and cried for a good hour and contemplated self-harm. I hope some counseling and these damn drugs do something for me soon because I'm getting pretty f*cking tired of living like this.

I understand your struggle. It's difficult to be battling a mental illness and support a loved one at the same time - what a lot of people don't seem to understand about mental illnesses is that you don't always have the choice to put your own sh*t to one side to help other people. What you'll find that most psychiatrists and counsellors advise is to take time to focus on yourself, to not worry about being selfish; it's necessary in order to survive at some points.

 

Equally, focusing your attention on others and helping them through whatever they're going through can be extremely cathartic and an escape from whatever it is that plagues your thoughts on the days you can't find the strength to make it through. At the same time as supporting someone and therefore helping them, you'll also be focusing so hard on doing the right thing for them that you're not thinking about the awful things going through your mind in regards to yourself. I go through swings and roundabouts with this; at times I'm selfish as hell, focusing on myself and ignoring pretty much all and any friends because I can't face social contact, but other times I'm out there supporting and helping and focusing every inch of my attention on them because it's better than sitting and dwelling on how difficult I find it surviving in a world which revolves around my failing mental health.

 

Unfortunately a lot of the time helping others can become somewhat of a coping mechanism, a way of escaping... and you can't escape from depression. You need to face it, deal with it head-on. But we all need a break sometimes and helping your girlfriend through a very difficult time could be a very rewarding escape.

 

Don't hold back in your counselling sessions. I found that counselling was infinitely helpful, and even if some weeks I couldn't face leaving my home to go to the appointments I can promise you that the days I went and was honest to the point of ripping feelings from the depths of me and throwing them out in front of a stranger... well, those days were the best days. Because I wasn't judged. She didn't expect anything of me. She wasn't going to change her view on me because of the things I was saying. I couldn't disappoint her. And that's a big thing.

 

Medication is great. A lot of people wouldn't agree with me, but the point of antidepressants is that they give you a chance to have your mind stop beating you up quite so harshly; it gives you a little breathing space, a little more clarity and a window in which to finally see outside of your mental health problems and into a world which isn't perhaps quite so frightening as it was before. They don't solve anything, but they give you a bit of wiggle-room to figure out how to help yourself. Keep going with your meds and don't be afraid to tell your doctor if they're not doing anything for you. It's a learning process, figuring out what works for you and what doesn't. I have Bipolar II, Avoidant Personality Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder and figuring out the right meds for them is still a work in progress after months of trying. It can be difficult, but it is doable. You just have to keep on going, as I am.

 

I admire that you're still trying and that you're being proactive in helping yourself. Don't count the times you self-harm or cry or break down as failure; the fact is that you're still here and you're still trying to live your life. That makes you strong as all hell, believe me! It won't always feel like you're strong, in fact most of the time you'll feel like a failure and a f*ck-up and like you're the weakest piece of sh*t ever to have lived but trust me on this: you're none of those things. The time you spend breathing and forcing yourself forward only further proves that you're far stronger than you give yourself credit for.

 

Keep on going and keep posting here. We - or certainly I - have got your back.

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Be Strong. http://imgur.com/gallery/1kiW5ck

 

I dunno, loved reading that, it made me smile. And choke up a bit.

:(

 

Wow... now I'm going to go cry in a corner.

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I just placed a few bets online and I lost every one of them :( horses and dogs, I suck at both it seems

never bet on dogs and horses without being at the track. there is a trick to dog tracks. which ever dog takes a dump before the race is going to be the winner.

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AboveAndBeyoncé

 

 

 

 

I just bought my iPhone 6

I'm so sorry.

 

:p

WhY? It's not going bend or anything

 

its made in china, how would you know lolWe can trust them lol we trust them with all our other products :D
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