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I cucked Alex Jones

I don't think non virgins post an essay on Internet forum debating if a girl is "worthy" of being their first time. As if f*cking Danz is holy task that few women are capable of.

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Just f*ck them both. Threesome ftw.

Take this guy's advise. :lol:

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I don't think non virgins post an essay on Internet forum debating if a girl is "worthy" of being their first time. As if f*cking Danz is holy task that few women are capable of.

That's because I want anonymous help on something that I'm not used to deal with, instead of being called a sexist by a random fool.

 

If I really wanted to be trolled I would have posted this on Reddit, MAL or 4chan instead.

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I don't think non virgins post an essay on Internet forum debating if a girl is "worthy" of being their first time. As if f*cking Danz is holy task that few women are capable of.

And why is that a problem for you?

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I never got very far with that. Couldn't get past day three, even got to where I planned my schedule around that day 3. :/ That said, good luck! What matters more than whether you relapse is whether you get something out of it. :)

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I can't tell if i'm angry or upset...

 

I was doing some cleaning earlier today and i came across my Dad old Guitar and Pool Cues he had especially made for him and i since we played in Pool/Billiards every Tuesday from when i was 16 until he died when i was 21 that was back in 2007,

 

I still haven't cried over his death i still find myself angry over his death.'

 

Not because he died but because he died and how his death could've been prevented by the Gas Company but finding his guitar also make me remember the good times we had and than i get angry again.

 

I've talked to several doctors about this but none of them know really what to do because they don't deem me as depressed or anything but angry and they want me to let his death go and finally grieve but i can't.

 

I want to blame so many people but i know none of it was their fault the Firefighters got there within 6 minutes of the 9-1-1 call they did the best they cool but i can still picture it as vivid as it was yesterday just watching the house burn knowing they couldn't get inside.

 

Do i put these items up for sale, for i give em away or do a i keep em?

 

But i feel if i keep em they will keep bringing back the memories that nobody could do anything to help him.

Our circumstances are very different, but I lost my dad when I was 14 suddenly as well, in a plane crash. I still come across items from time to time, and time itself is a reminder... 15 years was the hardest for me, it meant he had officially been dead for longer than he had been alive (during my life)... but these objects, while the bring back memory and often times pain with it, they are a part of the person and they can represent the best things about that person.

 

It's not true what they say, "Time heals all wounds", time only allows the injury to become fainter in memory and these items bring back the hurt, but they also bring back the good. My mom gave my my dad's class ring about 6 years ago, and I wear it every day. Seeing it made me cry, but I draw strength from the memory, from the weight of the thing. Same with my wedding band, it was my dads. I hate to remember his loss, we used to do a memorial hike on his death day (also my wife's birthday and the day we lost our first child) so I made a point to move it to his birthday so we could focus on the good things, rather than the bad.

 

But all the objects will hurt from time to time... I fully believe in the saying "Time wounds all heals", but each newly opened wound is an opportunity to remember the good.

 

TL;DR, don't toss them. They might hurt a lot now, but one day they could provide comfort. You and your son could play with those cues, you could write great music on that axe.

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I read this topic a lot but I very rarely actually post. I just see what other people are going through and realise that my problems are nothing by comparison.... but the fact that others have it worse doesn't mean that I don't feel sh*tty.

 

I know the topic is called share your feelings and so I have every right to post, whether I'm being a whiny bitch or not, but I also think the fact that I feel sh*tty even though others have it a lot worse makes my situation worse too?

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I read this topic a lot but I very rarely actually post. I just see what other people are going through and realise that my problems are nothing by comparison.... but the fact that others have it worse doesn't mean that I don't feel sh*tty.

 

I know the topic is called share your feelings and so I have every right to post, whether I'm being a whiny bitch or not, but I also think the fact that I feel sh*tty even though others have it a lot worse makes my situation worse too?

No. There is no limit or barrier or measurement of what makes your post 'valid' or not. The fact of the matter is that if you feel sh*tty and you want to share it and get some support you can come here and people will have your back no matter how petty or pointless you think your problems are in comparison to everyone else's.

 

I have bipolar and that makes life pretty hard to handle at times but I've mostly had a sweet-ass life with loving parents and a great family with some truly wonderful friends. Does that mean I'm not allowed to say that I'm having a hard time? Sure as hell doesn't, because whatever is in my head - or in yours - is causing enough damage that I feel like sh*t. Others that suffer more than me I genuinely feel for and I'll support them every step of the way, but it doesn't make how I feel any less valid.

 

Same goes to you. Tell us what's on your mind, okay?

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I read this topic a lot but I very rarely actually post. I just see what other people are going through and realise that my problems are nothing by comparison.... but the fact that others have it worse doesn't mean that I don't feel sh*tty.

 

I know the topic is called share your feelings and so I have every right to post, whether I'm being a whiny bitch or not, but I also think the fact that I feel sh*tty even though others have it a lot worse makes my situation worse too?

I wouldn't say "worse" but you are 100% right otherwise. Just because "people in Africa are starving" doesn't mean whatever you are going through is less important to the success of your life. We all fight our own battles, some may fight to keep the cable and internet on, others the heat and food on the table. Cable and internet guy shouldn't be forced to feel like he doesn't deserve to stress and to worry, to go through his own minefield of emotions.

 

Your situation sucks as much as it does, don't feel like it doesn't, but don't add the extra "I don't deserve to feel sh*tty" layer to this cake of crap. You have enough on your plate.

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Thanks. I guess I will share, because when I lay it all out I feel better. I used to keep it all to myself and now that I layed it all out to one person in my life a few weeks back I just can't keep stuff in anymore.

 

So where do I begin?

 

I have very good reason to believe that my father is hiding information from me but I can't exactly ask him about it.

 

My mother doesn't believe in mental health issues.

 

I look like sh*t.

 

I'm failing English at school and I really want to drop it especially as I'm succeeding in my other subjects but schoolwork has always been one of my few strengths and now I'm failing.... I don't want to let down my parents.

 

I've got no clue what I want to do with my life for the most part.

 

Time to sound cliche as f*ck, but here goes. All I want from life is to fall in love and be loved. I've been single my entire life but I've read a lot of books and watched a lot of films and it's what I want. It's just I have no idea how to pursue relationships. There's one girl who I really like and that's something considering there's only been three girls in real life (there's plenty of them in books) ever that I'd want a relationship with. I've reformed myself over the past few months, I made a new group of friends and I've got a lovely facade of confidence going, and a couple of weeks back I talked to this girl because the opportunity presented itself. We talked for a good ten minutes before she had to be going somewhere but we have a lot in common, but we share no classes at school and I have no idea how to advance a friendship... I think that's most of it.

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Thanks. I guess I will share, because when I lay it all out I feel better. I used to keep it all to myself and now that I layed it all out to one person in my life a few weeks back I just can't keep stuff in anymore.

 

So where do I begin?

 

I have very good reason to believe that my father is hiding information from me but I can't exactly ask him about it.

 

My mother doesn't believe in mental health issues.

 

I look like sh*t.

 

I'm failing English at school and I really want to drop it especially as I'm succeeding in my other subjects but schoolwork has always been one of my few strengths and now I'm failing.... I don't want to let down my parents.

 

I've got no clue what I want to do with my life for the most part.

 

Time to sound cliche as f*ck, but here goes. All I want from life is to fall in love and be loved. I've been single my entire life but I've read a lot of books and watched a lot of films and it's what I want. It's just I have no idea how to pursue relationships. There's one girl who I really like and that's something considering there's only been three girls in real life (there's plenty of them in books) ever that I'd want a relationship with. I've reformed myself over the past few months, I made a new group of friends and I've got a lovely facade of confidence going, and a couple of weeks back I talked to this girl because the opportunity presented itself. We talked for a good ten minutes before she had to be going somewhere but we have a lot in common, but we share no classes at school and I have no idea how to advance a friendship... I think that's most of it.

 

What are you, my brother?

BOTH my parents believe that depression/mental illnesses don't exist.

I look worse.

and I've been loveless for a while.

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Any help? :/

What's your point though? I feel like you just wanted to brag about *cough* minors wanting to do the dirty with you. We can't help you. If you only want to do it with someone for whom you have the feels, just wait it out.

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I haven't slept in over a day...people are working on my house still...all day long, different shifts. :bored: my landlord is the most inconsiderate person I've ever had to deal with. I'm out of it...and I have exams tomorrow :sui:

 

 

Ambien is a miracle drug. :D

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t3h PeNgU1N oF d00m

That pretzel pizza at Little Seizures is pretty good until you hit the salty crust. Then you just feel like less of a human being.

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I'm so angry all the time. I haven't ever been like this.

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I don't know. Stress?? I've never been this broke for this long before.... f*ck, poor is more where I am... broke is a temporary place, poor is more permanent.

 

I was rude to a bartender last week, and freaked out at people here on Tuesday... I've lost it on the phone with people (the were LIARS though, and deserved it... still it's not how I usually behave) and I've actually wanted to smack my son. Never did it, but that was the first time I felt that in his/my life. I went downstairs and got high to chill out.

 

I'm just always on edge and I keep feeling very happy that I've had a lot of conversations online, so I can read what I wrote and change it. I'm always just a hair's width from a major freakout and it's a bit frightening.

 

F*ck it. I'm honestly scared...

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Why'd you call yourself poor? If it's unemployment then that's something that can be remedied.

Do your best to not do something the normal you wouldn't do - regret'll make things worse.

 

Eeeh, I do kind of feel like I'm telling you what to do here.

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Is it just me or does it feel like most high school relationships are pretty pointless. It feels like everyone that I know who's in a relationship is up in dream world, heck I don't think most of them understand what love is or what true relationships are.They think it's about kissing, holding hands, buying stuff, etc. I think it's about having a real connection. This is why I'm indifferent toward relationships in this current situation.I don't care for relationships at the moment and my days of having crushes or girl chasing are over. I'm a loner anyway, been that way for most of my life, I'll survive without relationships. Besides I can focus what really matters to me, school, family, video games, anime, and music.

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Why'd you call yourself poor? If it's unemployment then that's something that can be remedied.

Do your best to not do something the normal you wouldn't do - regret'll make things worse.

I call myself poor because we struggle just to pay the bills. No fun, no entertainment. I work, I make decent money but I spend almost all of it on insurance, day care and rent alone. My wife works in a sh*tty job, she had been unemployed for almost 2 years before finding this, so it doesn't feel like it'll get remedied soon.

 

I try, oh believe me I do. But when you hit that point with the adrenaline and your mind takes a break... things go bad fast.

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I just sent someone a threatening message because they owe me money

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Today, I met a friend of mine I didn't see for more than two years, and I'm very happy about this. I also talked about him on here not so long ago, and the experiences we've been through all these years have reinforced our friendship! It's amazing how seeing people that, in a way or another, had a positive impact in our life makes us feel better.

 

However, we've played some pool together, and I'm pretty surprised by how good I am at it!

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Crazyeighties

I'm actually crying.

 

I just came out came out to everyone as gay and people's reactions have been amazing. They've all been so compassionate and heartfelt. Makes me glad I did it

 

 

I honestly couldn't have hoped for anything else in this. This is pretty much what I least expected, like I knew a few people would be happy for me but the outpour of love from all my friends is just amazing.

This is seriously the first time I've been so happy that I've cried.

Good for you, that takes a lot of courage. May you find the person you want and have a happy healthy relationship

 

 

Why'd you call yourself poor? If it's unemployment then that's something that can be remedied.

Do your best to not do something the normal you wouldn't do - regret'll make things worse.

I call myself poor because we struggle just to pay the bills. No fun, no entertainment. I work, I make decent money but I spend almost all of it on insurance, day care and rent alone. My wife works in a sh*tty job, she had been unemployed for almost 2 years before finding this, so it doesn't feel like it'll get remedied soon.

 

I try, oh believe me I do. But when you hit that point with the adrenaline and your mind takes a break... things go bad fast.

I don't mean to pry but have you written down every purchase you make in a month? Have you locked up credit cards where you can not get to them (If you have any) you would be surprised on what you can cut out of a budget (eg soda, coffe at your favorite bisto)

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I don't think non virgins post an essay on Internet forum debating if a girl is "worthy" of being their first time. As if f*cking Danz is holy task that few women are capable of.

 

An unholy task, mayhaps.

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Gnocchi Flip Flops

I'm disappointed. In N Out Burger was not all that. Whataburger is better.

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I'm disappointed. In N Out Burger was not all that. Whataburger is better.

 

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You's a goddamn blasphemer. In-N-Out is God's glorious gift to fast food made exclusive to the southwest United States.

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Y'know what I hate? When I lose interest in things. One of my coping mechanisms with this whole bipolar business is finding something I can latch onto and obsess about, enjoy, revel in and make the most of and the moment I start to feel it slip from my fingers I need to find something quickly to grab a hold of before I find myself too stuck in my own head.

 

Distraction tactics, essentially. Not entirely healthy, but until my psychiatrist arranges my counselling I'm kinda stuck in a rut with my coping mechanisms.

 

GTA has pretty much been my crutch for the last few months and finally it's starting to lose its escapist hold on me. A good thing, maybe, as my last crutch was writing and at least that was something productive (not that GTA isn't awesome, it just doesn't make me feel as good or productive as writing did) but the motivation for that has disappeared too, so... yeah. Need to find me a new distraction.

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GTA has pretty much been my crutch for the last few months and finally it's starting to lose its escapist hold on me. A good thing, maybe, as my last crutch was writing and at least that was something productive (not that GTA isn't awesome, it just doesn't make me feel as good or productive as writing did) but the motivation for that has disappeared too, so... yeah. Need to find me a new distraction.

GTA has pretty much been a massive escape for me for a while now. Same as you, like a drug it is not "working" as well anymore. I am dealing with some really challenging sh*t that I am trying to avoid and pretend does not exist. I hear you, movies are boring, music, my art, everything really has a grey effect lately. I am trying some meditation. But f*ck that can be frustrating. lol. Trying to sit still and peaceful when you want to escape.

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