Share Your Feelings

[mr quick]

Had to ditch the birthday party of a dear friend for the second time today. Gotta be @ the church @ 10AM tomorrow. I hate listening to this drivel =(

[Gay Tony]

Feeling nostalgic. Lately I've fantasizing about changing my identity completely, flying and starting a new life in another state or country. And no, I don't have a criminal history or any warrant out for an arrest.

 

Only thing stopping me is my close friends, family, how devistated they would be. I know some people have done it but sounds hella complicated and I'd most likely end up regreting it anways

Edited November 9, 2014 by mr toasterbutt

[AceThaCreator]

Feeling nostalgic. Lately I've fantasizing about changing my identity completely, flying and starting a new life in another state or country. And no, I don't have a criminal history or any warrant out for an arrest.

 

Only thing stopping me is my close friends, family, how devistated they would be. I know some people have done it but sounds hella complicated and I'd most likely end up regreting it anways

This same thought has always been on my mind too. Im just bored with where i live & would love to move either down south(SC or FLORIDA) or even somewhere in Cali. I say if you are financially secure & can get a job/career in the city/state of your choosing, then i would go for it. Yeah i will suck being seperated from close ones but you can always make new friends & start a family where staying in touch via social network, facetime & phone.

[Alexander]

Had to ditch the birthday party of a dear friend for the second time today. Gotta be @ the church @ 10AM tomorrow. I hate listening to this drivel =(

Church? I though you were atheist.

 

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I'm happy today. I'm finally getting my schedule for this semester and looks like I'll have all my mornings free.

[Xavierr]

I've been thinking...people need outlets. I'm proud of them for utilizing whatever their outlets may be instead of bottling their emotions inside of themselves and doing something stupid.q

 

Also, I ran a lot today and gained a pound? I've been asking around online and a lot of people tell me I should just go back to college instead of trying to join the military.

 

I'm so unsure.

But aside from that I'm super stoked for ac:unity, far cry 4, and xb1 gta 5

[Gay Tony]

I've been thinking...people need outlets. I'm proud of them for utilizing whatever their outlets may be instead of bottling their emotions inside of themselves and doing something stupid.q

 

Also, I ran a lot today and gained a pound? I've been asking around online and a lot of people tell me I should just go back to college instead of trying to join the military.

 

I'm so unsure.

But aside from that I'm super stoked for ac:unity, far cry 4, and xb1 gta 5

 

Couldn't you do both or start college and try to get into the mililtary at the same time?

 

And I agree people need outlets. Whether though ranting, sleeping, exercising, hobby.

 

Bitching on this thread like journal and getting advice is probably better than exposing it to people in your every day life

[Drill Sergeant]

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[Sombra]

I feel as if I'm the only guy left that is innocent (in my school) . I'm not a homosexual. I believe in that whole, 'one true love' I be nice to people, reject alcohol, smoking, but I feel like I am being treated like crap and feel like using my mma skills to bash up any motherf*cker who says something behind my back. I'm starting to believe everyone's a slut, guys and girls, and no one is loyal or shows any respect.

 

you sound like one boring f*ck

[Xavierr]

 

 

I've been thinking...people need outlets. I'm proud of them for utilizing whatever their outlets may be instead of bottling their emotions inside of themselves and doing something stupid.q

 

Also, I ran a lot today and gained a pounpd? I've been asking around online and a lot of people tell me I should just go back to college instead of trying to join the military.

 

I'm so unsure.

But aside from that I'm super stoked for ac:unity, far cry 4, and xb1 gta 5

Couldn't you do both or start college and try to get into the mililtary at the same time?

 

And I agree people need outlets. Whether though ranting, sleeping, exercising, hobby.

 

Bitching on this thread like journal and getting advice is probably better than exposing it to people in your every day life

I don't qailify for ROTC anymore. But I was planning on continuing college during my four years active.

 

I think I'll still try to join though, if this weight will ever come off >.<

[The Harwood Bitcher]

They kicked me out of my job this morning

So.....something....

[AceThaCreator]

 

 

 

I've been thinking...people need outlets. I'm proud of them for utilizing whatever their outlets may be instead of bottling their emotions inside of themselves and doing something stupid.q

 

Also, I ran a lot today and gained a pounpd? I've been asking around online and a lot of people tell me I should just go back to college instead of trying to join the military.

 

I'm so unsure.

But aside from that I'm super stoked for ac:unity, far cry 4, and xb1 gta 5

Couldn't you do both or start college and try to get into the mililtary at the same time?

 

And I agree people need outlets. Whether though ranting, sleeping, exercising, hobby.

 

Bitching on this thread like journal and getting advice is probably better than exposing it to people in your every day life

I don't qailify for ROTC anymore. But I was planning on continuing college during my four years active.

 

I think I'll still try to join though, if this weight will ever come off >.<

How much longer do you got to lose weight?

[Xavierr]

12 extremely stubborn pounds.

[Alexander]

They kicked me out of my job this morning

So.....something....

Maybe your boss saw what you post here and though "WTF?!"

Next thing you know you're unemployed.

 

E: DEAR LORD I HATE MY CONNECTION! THANKS MADURO!

Edited November 9, 2014 by AlexanderS4

[AceThaCreator]

12 extremely stubborn pounds.

In two months?

[Xavierr]

As soon as possible. Was originally aiming to get to target weight the Saturday after next

[Alexander]

As soon as possible. Was originally aiming to get to target weight the Saturday after next

12 pounds is like 6 kilos, right? Two weeks?

 

Good luck with that.

[LanaDelRey888]

I don't really socialise on forums, but I don't write a diary IRL and so I thought I'll occasionally pour some stuff here - so if something happens to me someday, at least the truth is here waiting to be found. Everyone's anonymous here, so we can bare it all without much thought.

 

I'm nervous. I'm getting stuff I shouldn't be. But my predecessor got the same perks, why can't I? No, that was him, not me. They say, don't ask don't tell.

My wife keeps questioning me where I get all this from, and I'm no liar so it's extremely tough to avoid or change the subject. I have a slight feeling she has a rough idea, but she had learned to not ask too many questions regarding my job. My ex girlfriend is also in this net and still my partner at the office, but when my wife asked back then who my partner was, told her it was a close male friend (which is true, but has been transferred following misconduct with me). I dare not think about the time she asks about my partner again. I'm a person who was brought up to be honest, which I am - to everyone - but myself. This is not what I saw my career would end up looking like, but I've made 'great' ties and it helped me support my family.

 

All I want, every morning before I leave - or before I sleep - is to make life easier for my family and parents. That's all. I don't care about myself. What makes my heart content is seeing my family happy and comfortable, and my parents well taken care of.

 

It's just that, I never wanted to be in a state like this to make all that happen. Like I said, I feel like I'm a two faced snitch to myself. I'm a family loving man at home, honesty and integrity. To my colleagues at work I am the same. But it's just - what I'm actually doing at work but outside the office - is not who I am. I get brutal, have a short fuse, disrespectful and arrogant. Everyone who works outside in my office is like that, though. Everyone joins with the greater good in heart, but things change and not all stood true to themselves. My ex, who I have known for longer than my wife, wants me to take her back. While that is an issue that can be ignored, her unstable mentality and anger issues cannot be! She was my partner before that male who I spoke of earlier. I know damn well how reckless she is and how capable she is. And being in charge of an investigative research unit today, she literally has access to everything she needs should I get on her wrong side.

 

I do wonder, when I stare at my wife.. about that woman.. if there's any way I can talk her into some sort of agreement that satisfies her demands. Then my mind floats back to my wife and deep down I'm telling her that whatever I do, it's for our family.

 

No, this isn't some love dilemma. It's about the fact I'm not who I am any more and my level of self hatred is beyond explanation.

Edited November 9, 2014 by LanaDelRey888

[AlienTwo]

They kicked me out of my job this morning

So.....something....

Ahh, man. That sucks, I'm sorry to hear it. I'm sure you'll turn this crisis into an opportunity, though. You're just one of those guys.

[The Harwood Bitcher]

Ahh, man. That sucks, I'm sorry to hear it. I'm sure you'll turn this crisis into an opportunity, though. You're just one of those guys.

Yes, thanks bud, i must say the fact they fired me was fault of both sides, mine and employer, the lack of comunication between two guys that worked 19 years together is appaling, both guys were polar opposites in work ethic.

And i am a irresposable f*ck so...

 

Maybe your boss saw what you post here and though "WTF?!"

Next thing you know you're unemployed.

 

E: DEAR LORD I HATE MY CONNECTION! THANKS MADURO!

Nah dude, when working, middle of a conversation or in a social gathering, ZERO cellphone

And yes, your president is a dumbsh*t, can't decide who i hate more , chavez or maduro.

 

Really rich the dumb f*ck it's called "Maduro"

Edited November 9, 2014 by The Harwood Bitcher

[Gummy]

Lately I've been fantasizing about living in a beautiful and peaceful place alone with another girl, But she lives in the other side of the world, she understands me most.

[Alexander]

Nah dude, when working, middle of a conversation or in a social gathering, ZERO cellphone

 

Well that's good. I hate when you're with friends or family and most people are with their faces in their f*cking phones. Socialize like normal people ffs.

 

And yes, your president is a dumbsh*t, can't decide who i hate more , chavez or maduro.

 

Really rich the dumb f*ck it's called "Maduro"

Well he is dumb. Lo de la multiplicación de penes aun me da risa.

[The Harwood Bitcher]

Well he is dumb. The penis multiplication still makes me laugh

Wat

Edited November 9, 2014 by The Harwood Bitcher

[mr quick]

 

Had to ditch the birthday party of a dear friend for the second time today. Gotta be @ the church @ 10AM tomorrow. I hate listening to this drivel =(

Church? I though you were atheist.

 

 

 

 

Not only an atheist, but an anti-theist. I despise any sort of organized religion.

 

But, they pay very well, the workload is alright, and the church is literally my next-door neighbor. I pretend that I'm a devout christian because I need that $22/hr FIXED salary, meaning if I don't work, I still get paid for 7 hrs of work =)

[Alexander]

@Hardwood: You never saw it? He in national TV said "Tenemos que multiplicarnos, asi como Cristo multiplicó los penes"

 

He was trying to say "peces y panes" lol

 

@Marvin: So you only work at a church. Interesting. But hey it's next door. Listening sh*t you don't believe sounds like a small price to pay.

Edited November 9, 2014 by AlexanderS4

[t3h PeNgU1N oF d00m]

 

I just found this huge glob of cheese in my Combos. Today's going to be a good day.

[Gay Tony]

 

Nah dude, when working, middle of a conversation or in a social gathering, ZERO cellphone

Well that's good. I hate when you're with friends or family and most people are with their faces in their f*cking phones. Socialize like normal people ffs.

 

I hate it when I'm trying to talk to someone and everyone around isn't socializing and on their phones.

 

It makes it seem like they're all listening!

[mr quick]

@Marvin: So you only work at a church. Interesting. But hey it's next door. Listening sh*t you don't believe sounds like a small price to pay.

Both yes and no.. The propaganda element of it absolutely makes my blood boil, but hey; my integrity is always for sale

[Alpha Demigod]

edited out the long rant of depressing sh*t

Edited November 9, 2014 by Dark Bordeus

[Payne Killer]

Everyone hates me, both in real life and online. Even those who I once considered to be "friends" have turned out to hate me. The only place I can seem to get along with people is on reddit, and that's only because I see them for a total of 10 minutes before we head our different ways and never cross paths again.

 

I feel so alone. I need to buy a dog. Or a pair of birds. Some form of companionship. This feeling is so damning.

 

I'm looking back on my life and realize that who I am is miles away from who I should be or want to be. I want to push a "restart" button and rewrite my life entirely. I'm considering meditation or yoga or one of those "religious cleansing" services. I just want to start fresh with a clean slate. But unlike Mr. Toasterbutt I don't have the luxury of flying to a new country or moving.

 

/endrant

If you wanna talk, PM me.

[Gay Tony]

edited out the long rant of depressing sh*t

 

I don't hate you.

 

Feel free to PM!