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the f*ck is the attraction to her she looks like a schoolkid

 

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I wanna fast forward in my life to where I'm "living life to the fullest". Right now, all it seems like I'm doing is chasing money around.

 

I'd rather see the Himalayas , not satisfied customers.

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the f*ck is the attraction to her she looks like a schoolkid

 

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You would first have to ask yourself "What is beauty?", which would fall within the purview of your conundrums on philosophy.

 

Also, dat ass.

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But seriously Hardwood, you haven't seen her before?

I gonna take a wild guess and say she's a pornstar or the host of a children's show at discovery kids

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hngggggggg :inlove:

 

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But seriously Hardwood, you haven't seen her before?

I gonna take a wild guess and say she's a pornstar or the host of a children's show at discovery kids

She was an actress on some boring show on Disney or Nickelodeon. So yes, the first one is correct

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Ah, it's that time again. The time I have to go back to school. Just a few hours. I don't want to go back. And no, it's not because I'm some lazy fatass. Or something along those lines. I can't stand the sh*t that happens there. I'm tired of the ignorant students. How they are as people. They only care about some of the silliest things. Don't hate me because I have different beliefs than you. Also, just because if I try to be nice to a girl, doesn't mean I'm some sexist animal who only cares about sex. Get it through your sick and stupid skull that I'm a nice person. Just because I don't play sports doesn't mean I hate everything. I just don't play them because my physical state doesn't meet the standards of athletes. Just because I don't spend most of my time on social media doesn't mean I'm some freak who hates humanity. The sites don't interest me. And again, if I'm being nice to a girl, it's just my nature. It's not because I want sex. I'm tired of people seeing me as some crazy person who only wants sex. If I don't want a cigarette or alcohol, it's because I don't like it. I hate the smell of cigarette smoke, and I don't want to drink alcohol. And If I don't eat Chipotle, it's because I DON'T F**KING LIKE IT. STOP TELLING ME I SHOULD HAVE NO FRIENDS, STOP TELLING ME I AM A WASTE OF SPACE. STOP TELLING ME I SHOULD KILL MYSELF. STOP TELLING ME ALL THAT BECAUSE I DON'T EAT CHEAP BURRITOS. AND THIS ISN'T EVEN EVERYTHING I HAVE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT. I HAVE MORE. The classes aren't any better. Nearly all elective class are gone. One of them was my computer class. Why is the only class I like gone? BUT NOOOOO, ALL THE DAMN SPORTS CLASSES ARE STILL THERE. SCIENCE CLASS EXPECTS ME TO BE A DAMN PROFESSOR, MATH IS DRIVING ME MAD. DOING THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AND OVER AN OVER AND OVER AND OVER AN OVER AGAIN. HISTORY CLASS IS JUST REPEATS OF THINGS I DID IN Gr. 5 AND Gr.8. AND ENGLISH CLASS? OH, YOU KNOW, HAVING TO DO MULTIPLE PAGE PAPERS ON HOW I THINK ON A SMALL TEXT. I DON'T THINK MUCH ABOUT IT BECAUSE IT DOESN'T INTEREST ME. AND I DON'T WANT TO WRITE A MULTIPLE PAGE STORY THAT HAS A LOT OF EMOTIONAL STUFF OR WHATEVER. WHY? BECAUSE I AM AN AWFUL WRITER. I'M NOT FIT FOR THOSE CLASSES. BUT I HAVE TO DO THEM. BUT THE CLASS I AM FIT FOR, COMPUTER CLASS, NOOOOOO, THEY STOP THAT CLASS. GONE. NO LONGER IN MY SCHOOL...all of this makes me super stressed out. It messes with my mind a little. Ends up making my emotions messed up...I can't think straight. I feel like it's too much...and you know what? I can't express how I feel in my personal life. Why? Because my school staff doesn't want to hear it. I nearly got suspended for doing so. I can't say anything to my parents because they get tired of it and get angry at me. They don't want to deal with any of my personal issues. They only care about how I look and how my grades are. They just want me to make them look good. They want to go around saying I'm some smart ass who got good grades in school. Never do they want to bother with my personal issues. I don't have friends outside the Internet to talk to. I'm forced to keep it all in. The only place I can express any of that is here. I feel safe here. From all the crazy stuff...I don't like the feeling I get from all of it...depression...loneliness...it makes me cry. I feel like I'm this caged animal who is only allowed to do what I'm told. Nothing less. Nothing more...I mean...(sigh)...I just want people to know that I'm not a bad person...I'm not some anti social freak...I'm not some crazy sex begging person...I'm not a selfish, cold, insane maniac...I'm a nice person. If I'm feeling ok, I'm fun to be around. I'm funny. I'm caring. I'm a good person.....but people don't believe me...at all.......not one bit. I've manged to deal with it for so long...I don't know if I can take it anymore...and no, I'm not killing myself. I'm just...I don't even know....I'm going to cry myself to sleep.....

 

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>not all guys.....

 

sounds like u need to make like my name and blaze it

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Part of me feels like I have accomplished everything I can in life. Like I've reached my pinnacle. It's kind of a weird feeling. It's not like I'm sad or anything I just kind of feel like I've gone as far as I can in life and accomplished everything that's possible for me to accomplish. Like I've reached my ceiling as a human being and there is nowhere else to go and no more upward progress to be made.

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I've come to the conclusion, that I have a great anxiety disorder, not 100%, but 60%, y'know?
I would like to know how to fix that sh*t but without taking pills or etc...

It wrecks my life in many points.

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I just have the feeling that I don't give a damn about people outside of my family and companion circle anymore. Other people's problems, the deaths of celebrities or people I don't personally know... I'm not easily attached to anything. I guess I'm stuck-up, but caring about other people won't get me anywhere in life.

 

Might be my inner humanity appealing to me, or a sign of me growing up, but hey, this lack of attachment could be beneficial. At least I can stop and think about what makes me happy, and focus on the priorities in my life.

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Long post in spoiler tag.

 

 

 

Ah, it's that time again. The time I have to go back to school. Just a few hours. I don't want to go back. And no, it's not because I'm some lazy fatass. Or something along those lines. I can't stand the sh*t that happens there. I'm tired of the ignorant students. How they are as people. They only care about some of the silliest things. Don't hate me because I have different beliefs than you. Also, just because if I try to be nice to a girl, doesn't mean I'm some sexist animal who only cares about sex. Get it through your sick and stupid skull that I'm a nice person. Just because I don't play sports doesn't mean I hate everything. I just don't play them because my physical state doesn't meet the standards of athletes. Just because I don't spend most of my time on social media doesn't mean I'm some freak who hates humanity. The sites don't interest me. And again, if I'm being nice to a girl, it's just my nature. It's not because I want sex. I'm tired of people seeing me as some crazy person who only wants sex. If I don't want a cigarette or alcohol, it's because I don't like it. I hate the smell of cigarette smoke, and I don't want to drink alcohol. And If I don't eat Chipotle, it's because I DON'T F**KING LIKE IT. STOP TELLING ME I SHOULD HAVE NO FRIENDS, STOP TELLING ME I AM A WASTE OF SPACE. STOP TELLING ME I SHOULD KILL MYSELF. STOP TELLING ME ALL THAT BECAUSE I DON'T EAT CHEAP BURRITOS. AND THIS ISN'T EVEN EVERYTHING I HAVE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT. I HAVE MORE. The classes aren't any better. Nearly all elective class are gone. One of them was my computer class. Why is the only class I like gone? BUT NOOOOO, ALL THE DAMN SPORTS CLASSES ARE STILL THERE. SCIENCE CLASS EXPECTS ME TO BE A DAMN PROFESSOR, MATH IS DRIVING ME MAD. DOING THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AND OVER AN OVER AND OVER AND OVER AN OVER AGAIN. HISTORY CLASS IS JUST REPEATS OF THINGS I DID IN Gr. 5 AND Gr.8. AND ENGLISH CLASS? OH, YOU KNOW, HAVING TO DO MULTIPLE PAGE PAPERS ON HOW I THINK ON A SMALL TEXT. I DON'T THINK MUCH ABOUT IT BECAUSE IT DOESN'T INTEREST ME. AND I DON'T WANT TO WRITE A MULTIPLE PAGE STORY THAT HAS A LOT OF EMOTIONAL STUFF OR WHATEVER. WHY? BECAUSE I AM AN AWFUL WRITER. I'M NOT FIT FOR THOSE CLASSES. BUT I HAVE TO DO THEM. BUT THE CLASS I AM FIT FOR, COMPUTER CLASS, NOOOOOO, THEY STOP THAT CLASS. GONE. NO LONGER IN MY SCHOOL...all of this makes me super stressed out. It messes with my mind a little. Ends up making my emotions messed up...I can't think straight. I feel like it's too much...and you know what? I can't express how I feel in my personal life. Why? Because my school staff doesn't want to hear it. I nearly got suspended for doing so. I can't say anything to my parents because they get tired of it and get angry at me. They don't want to deal with any of my personal issues. They only care about how I look and how my grades are. They just want me to make them look good. They want to go around saying I'm some smart ass who got good grades in school. Never do they want to bother with my personal issues. I don't have friends outside the Internet to talk to. I'm forced to keep it all in. The only place I can express any of that is here. I feel safe here. From all the crazy stuff...I don't like the feeling I get from all of it...depression...loneliness...it makes me cry. I feel like I'm this caged animal who is only allowed to do what I'm told. Nothing less. Nothing more...I mean...(sigh)...I just want people to know that I'm not a bad person...I'm not some anti social freak...I'm not some crazy sex begging person...I'm not a selfish, cold, insane maniac...I'm a nice person. If I'm feeling ok, I'm fun to be around. I'm funny. I'm caring. I'm a good person.....but people don't believe me...at all.......not one bit. I've manged to deal with it for so long...I don't know if I can take it anymore...and no, I'm not killing myself. I'm just...I don't even know....I'm going to cry myself to sleep.....

 

I can really relate to that. Basically high school-college for me. I couldn't really find somewhere I felt I really fit in. I usually had two extremes of friends and it made me really feel like I was weird and it made me question whether or not I should drop my way of carrying myself and just go with the flow of either. One of the big groups of friends were the stereotypical geeks who wanted to get laid and party and all that stuff but they didn't feel they could because of low self esteem, among other things. The other big group was the type of guys who party every night, screw like a bunch of teenage rabbits, and were arrogant as f*ck.

 

It always felt off. Whenever I'd go to the first group's parties, I just wanted to leave because it was just a bunch of grown men playing card games in someone's basement and it just felt so childish and uninteresting. Whenever I'd go to the second group's parties, I'd feel out of place because I never drank, smoked, and have never been the type of person who f*cks around; I also felt uncomfortable with some of the sh*t they'd say, like talking about their girlfriends like they were horses. It was either a room with a used condom in the corner or a room with $150 anime dolls, neither of which made me feel comfortable.

 

It wasn't until I completely fell in love with a girl I really respected that I stopped giving much of a sh*t about that kind of stuff. She made me feel like I was an actual person and that my thoughts, my motives, my actions, etc. mattered and weren't supposed to be fitting one way or another. We'd be on the phone for hours upon hours making fun of each other and talking about what we did, what we were going to do, etc. I realized that if this amazing person thought I was great, then why the f*ck would I want to change? So I stopped being so uncomfortable and stopped seeing people as one thing or another, and rather saw them as people who truly are much more than just condoms and pokemon cards. I stopped trying to tow the line when I was with either one of my friends. That has really helped me out.

 

Unfortunately, we ended up growing apart and she stopped talking to me. Man, did that f*ck me over. But, I'll always appreciate the things she made me realize. I really miss her.

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the f*ck is the attraction to her she looks like a schoolkid

 

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You would first have to ask yourself "What is beauty?", which would fall within the purview of your conundrums on philosophy.

 

Also, dat ass.

 

She has no ass either though. She has nothing. Plus she has a weird looking head, like an overgrown five year old.

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So I woke up sick today. I felt weak, had cramps, stomach aches, felt like I had to vomit, it feels awful. And since school is back, I knew today was going to be a bad day. And you know what my father tells me? That there's no school today. That put a smile on my face. Now I can recover from my small sickness in the comfort of my own home. Going to get a drink and relax in bed.

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So I woke up sick today. I felt weak, had cramps, stomach aches, felt like I had to vomit, it feels awful. And since school is back, I knew today was going to be a bad day. And you know what my father tells me? That there's no school today. That put a smile on my face. Now I can recover from my small sickness in the comfort of my own home. Going to get a drink and relax in bed.

 

's called food poisoning. Got poisoned once after eating some KFC back in Egy. Disgusting sh*t.

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So I woke up sick today. I felt weak, had cramps, stomach aches, felt like I had to vomit, it feels awful. And since school is back, I knew today was going to be a bad day. And you know what my father tells me? That there's no school today. That put a smile on my face. Now I can recover from my small sickness in the comfort of my own home. Going to get a drink and relax in bed.

's called food poisoning. Got poisoned once after eating some KFC back in Egy. Disgusting sh*t.

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I just want to announce that I am in love with my Ariana avatar and wish I could make passionate love to it in the bed of a pickup truck behind the bleachers of the football field after a homecoming victory.

 

That is all, Please carry on.

 

Is she half-asian?

 

She's.....pretty.

 

she is 100% guido

 

Since some months ago GTA bores me, slowly I become old playing only old games.

This is the worst feeling, can't even remember when was the last time I fell into a game. Nothing really excites me anymore

 

sadly i been like this since i got my ps4, every game ive gotten for it. i just can't seem to finish, they all just end up sucking. hopefully that will change with DA3 and V in a couple weeks

So I woke up sick today. I felt weak, had cramps, stomach aches, felt like I had to vomit, it feels awful. And since school is back, I knew today was going to be a bad day. And you know what my father tells me? That there's no school today. That put a smile on my face. Now I can recover from my small sickness in the comfort of my own home. Going to get a drink and relax in bed.

sounds like you have morning sickness lol

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So I woke up sick today. I felt weak, had cramps, stomach aches, felt like I had to vomit, it feels awful. And since school is back, I knew today was going to be a bad day. And you know what my father tells me? That there's no school today. That put a smile on my face. Now I can recover from my small sickness in the comfort of my own home. Going to get a drink and relax in bed.

 

's called food poisoning. Got poisoned once after eating some KFC back in Egy. Disgusting sh*t.

 

 

Actually, that can just be a sick bug not from food. Depending how serious the food poisoning was depends on how much you get sick from it (obviously) Normally it can take 1-3 days for it to set in, depending on what you ate and what was wrong with it. But it can be hard to pin point really bad cases of food poisoning. Personally, just sounds like a sickness bug either that will last 24 hours or so. You know when you got bad food poisoning because it comes out both ends at the same time....alot

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the f*ck is the attraction to her she looks like a schoolkid

 

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You would first have to ask yourself "What is beauty?", which would fall within the purview of your conundrums on philosophy.

 

Also, dat ass.

 

She has no ass either though. She has nothing. Plus she has a weird looking head, like an overgrown five year old.

I guess I'm a pedophile then

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Anyone else TIRED of having to ALWAYS be the aggressor when it comes to interacting with people? It's like part of me loves interacting with people & part of me is just fed up with how self absorbed & flakey that people can be. I by no means clingy or needy but it just pisses me off sometimes when people act all distant at times & almost NEVER make the first move & come off as passive aggresive. Im close to just saying f*ck it & start just living life solo without friends or peoplr because most don't seem to appreciate a good friendship or person and take it for granted.

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I finally jailbroken my iPhone after months of hesitation, I'm glad it worked. Time for some customization...

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^nice. I'm jailbroken too. Might get some moving screensavers later.

 

 

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OT: ever since I've gotten my paycheck I've been constantly debating on whether or not I should I go splurge or save for Christmas.

 

My extended family says they don't want much for Christmas. But there's also a lot of things I want to buy.

 

GTA 5, AC:Unity, Far Cry 4, dry herb vaporizer pen, and another hookah would probably run me about $200.

 

I plan on making around $500+ between my next few paychecks.

 

So it doesn't seem that bad, since I'm mainly Christmas shopping for my nieces and they like kid stuff.

 

But then again, I feel like I should lay of the hookah and alternative smoking herbs until I pass MEPS.

 

But then again I also like being high :/

 

I think I'll just buy the videogames. Even though I could buy everything and still have some more money coming in...

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Ah, it's that time again. The time I have to go back to school. Just a few hours. I don't want to go back. And no, it's not because I'm some lazy fatass. Or something along those lines. I can't stand the sh*t that happens there. I'm tired of the ignorant students. How they are as people. They only care about some of the silliest things. Don't hate me because I have different beliefs than you. Also, just because if I try to be nice to a girl, doesn't mean I'm some sexist animal who only cares about sex. Get it through your sick and stupid skull that I'm a nice person. Just because I don't play sports doesn't mean I hate everything. I just don't play them because my physical state doesn't meet the standards of athletes. Just because I don't spend most of my time on social media doesn't mean I'm some freak who hates humanity. The sites don't interest me. And again, if I'm being nice to a girl, it's just my nature. It's not because I want sex. I'm tired of people seeing me as some crazy person who only wants sex. If I don't want a cigarette or alcohol, it's because I don't like it. I hate the smell of cigarette smoke, and I don't want to drink alcohol. And If I don't eat Chipotle, it's because I DON'T F**KING LIKE IT. STOP TELLING ME I SHOULD HAVE NO FRIENDS, STOP TELLING ME I AM A WASTE OF SPACE. STOP TELLING ME I SHOULD KILL MYSELF. STOP TELLING ME ALL THAT BECAUSE I DON'T EAT CHEAP BURRITOS. AND THIS ISN'T EVEN EVERYTHING I HAVE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT. I HAVE MORE. The classes aren't any better. Nearly all elective class are gone. One of them was my computer class. Why is the only class I like gone? BUT NOOOOO, ALL THE DAMN SPORTS CLASSES ARE STILL THERE. SCIENCE CLASS EXPECTS ME TO BE A DAMN PROFESSOR, MATH IS DRIVING ME MAD. DOING THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AND OVER AN OVER AND OVER AND OVER AN OVER AGAIN. HISTORY CLASS IS JUST REPEATS OF THINGS I DID IN Gr. 5 AND Gr.8. AND ENGLISH CLASS? OH, YOU KNOW, HAVING TO DO MULTIPLE PAGE PAPERS ON HOW I THINK ON A SMALL TEXT. I DON'T THINK MUCH ABOUT IT BECAUSE IT DOESN'T INTEREST ME. AND I DON'T WANT TO WRITE A MULTIPLE PAGE STORY THAT HAS A LOT OF EMOTIONAL STUFF OR WHATEVER. WHY? BECAUSE I AM AN AWFUL WRITER. I'M NOT FIT FOR THOSE CLASSES. BUT I HAVE TO DO THEM. BUT THE CLASS I AM FIT FOR, COMPUTER CLASS, NOOOOOO, THEY STOP THAT CLASS. GONE. NO LONGER IN MY SCHOOL...all of this makes me super stressed out. It messes with my mind a little. Ends up making my emotions messed up...I can't think straight. I feel like it's too much...and you know what? I can't express how I feel in my personal life. Why? Because my school staff doesn't want to hear it. I nearly got suspended for doing so. I can't say anything to my parents because they get tired of it and get angry at me. They don't want to deal with any of my personal issues. They only care about how I look and how my grades are. They just want me to make them look good. They want to go around saying I'm some smart ass who got good grades in school. Never do they want to bother with my personal issues. I don't have friends outside the Internet to talk to. I'm forced to keep it all in. The only place I can express any of that is here. I feel safe here. From all the crazy stuff...I don't like the feeling I get from all of it...depression...loneliness...it makes me cry. I feel like I'm this caged animal who is only allowed to do what I'm told. Nothing less. Nothing more...I mean...(sigh)...I just want people to know that I'm not a bad person...I'm not some anti social freak...I'm not some crazy sex begging person...I'm not a selfish, cold, insane maniac...I'm a nice person. If I'm feeling ok, I'm fun to be around. I'm funny. I'm caring. I'm a good person.....but people don't believe me...at all.......not one bit. I've manged to deal with it for so long...I don't know if I can take it anymore...and no, I'm not killing myself. I'm just...I don't even know....I'm going to cry myself to sleep.....

 

I can really relate to that. Basically high school-college for me. I couldn't really find somewhere I felt I really fit in. I usually had two extremes of friends and it made me really feel like I was weird and it made me question whether or not I should drop my way of carrying myself and just go with the flow of either. One of the big groups of friends were the stereotypical geeks who wanted to get laid and party and all that stuff but they didn't feel they could because of low self esteem, among other things. The other big group was the type of guys who party every night, screw like a bunch of teenage rabbits, and were arrogant as f*ck.

 

It wasn't until I completely fell in love with a girl I really respected that I stopped giving much of a sh*t about that kind of stuff. She made me feel like I was an actual person and that my thoughts, my motives, my actions, etc. mattered and weren't supposed to be fitting one way or another. We'd be on the phone for hours upon hours making fun of each other and talking about what we did, what we were going to do, etc. I realized that if this amazing person thought I was great, then why the f*ck would I want to change? So I stopped being so uncomfortable and stopped seeing people as one thing or another, and rather saw them as people who truly are much more than just condoms and pokemon cards. I stopped trying to tow the line when I was with either one of my friends. That has really helped me out..

 

Unfortunately, we ended up growing apart and she stopped talking to me. Man, did that f*ck me over. But, I'll always appreciate the things she made me realize. I really miss her.

 

Wow, you actually sound alot like me. The two separate groups of friends, one being geeky, and the other being the kind that do drugs and all that stuff. With both of them I never felt like I completely fit in, I always felt out of place and still very lonely no matter what I did. Then when you mentioned falling in love, that is completely spot on. Once I fell in love, I realized that someone else could actually love me, even with all my flaws. I finally found a place where I belonged, right next to her. She finally showed me that it is possible to be happy with myself, cause if she could be completely happy with me (and she was a completely perfect angel in my eyes at the time), then I could be happy with me too. She showed me true happiness. She helped me out more than anyone ever had before. That's something i'll never forget and always be thankful for, even if she f*cked me over in the end.

 

Just as you said about your girl, I miss this girl so much too, more than I've ever missed anyone in my entire life. But I figure, if she could stop caring about me so easily, I guess I just have too move on too. Life goes on I guess...

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It's weird to think that there are dead animals and people just floating around in space.

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I never felt like I fit in in grade school and I still don't but don't care anymore. I take AP courses but I don't fit in with the people who take them (surprisingly a bunch of jocks, band students, cheer leaders, and popular kids). I'm quiet and I guess you could say somewhat a nerd but I don't really fit in with that group either (the ones that go to the library everyday and play Yugioh and Pokemon card games). I'm in band but most of the people in band are extroverts. Everybody in the percussion section (the section I'm in) is an extrovert and I'm the only introvert). I don't know what group I'd put myself in and I don't really care anymore to be honest. I just go on about doing my work and checking up on auto news and gaming news.

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I feel really happy whenever I remember my situation. I'm currently an ideal age, have good grades in school, do not have money issues and have a super cool significant other. i don't really like to think this will be the highest point in my life, though, i'd rather think of it as if its just the beginning

 

works for me!

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f*ck it. I caved. I spent my money. Bought EA Acess for $5 and BF4 for free. Doesn't seem too bad now, but I once a spend a little bit of money I end up spending a lot of money :/.

 

I'll probably transfer some cash to savings.

 

Before I go splurging tomorrow.

 

Ironically though, I feel as playing a little bit of BF4 will keep motivated to train for the military.

I feel really happy whenever I remember my situation. I'm currently an ideal age, have good grades in school, do not have money issues and have a super cool significant other. i don't really like to think this will be the highest point in my life, though, i'd rather think of it as if its just the beginning

 

works for me!

You have no idea how badly I wish I was in your position right now. Edited by Xavierr
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f*ck it. I caved. I spent my money. Bought EA Access for $5 and BF4 for free. Doesn't seem too bad now, but I once a spend a little bit of money I end up spending a lot of money :/.

 

I'll probably transfer some cash to savings.

 

Before I go splurging tomorrow.

Isn't EA Access an XBOX One thing?

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