Share Your Feelings

[Coin]

I was just going through papers of 8th grade and 9th grade again and I asked myself "What the f*ck happened"

So many memories of 8th grade, good old days when I actually wanted to live, the days where everything was exciting, the days where I mostly got good scores at math (I've never passed a single test now) The first time I met her... Oh the memories... If I'd given the chance to go back I would, It's better that the sh*t that's happening now...

What the f*ck happened to me.. It was all so different...

 

Less posting about it on GTAF, more getting off your ass and being proactive.

[Gummy]

Why does everyone think I do absolutely NOTHING about it?

[Gay Tony]

There's not much to do here, lack of motivation and energy just makes it even worse

[Sombra]

lmao

 

spend less time complaining and more time doing

[Gummy]

Look, I'm just sharing what I feel, and it's not as easy as you think it is.

[Gay Tony]

Look, I'm just sharing what I feel, and it's not as easy as you think it is.

 

Yes, that's what this thread is for. Noone knows your particular situation except for you.

 

We just hate seeing you so upset and hating life, and many of us on here have given you advice on various things you could be doing about it.

 

Though you seemingly never respond to anyone's suggestions and complain even more. You're crying for help and getting advice.

 

Then you ask why we don't think you're doing anything about it.

Edited November 2, 2014 by mr toasterbutt

[gtamann123]

In the Shuttle to the airport now. Feeling depressed

[Gnocchi Flip Flops]

Why does everyone think I do absolutely NOTHING about it?

Because you never tell us what you do about it and there are numerous members on this forum who have the tendency to jump on your ass if you don't. I'm not going to be immature and do that. But I will ask, what have you done about it?

[LightningLord]

 

Why does everyone think I do absolutely NOTHING about it?

 

 

I'm in no way trying to be rude, but you're reminding me of those people on the internet that go around saying negative things and nothing else. NOTHING ELSE. I get that in a previous post, you said you have a lack of motivation/energy, or something along those lines. I understand that. I was in a similar situation numerous time before, where my life felt the worst, so bad I've wanted to kill myself. And in those situations, I've managed to let it go. I'm no longer a negative suicidal. Most of the situations involved bullying, It got so bad, I moved schools. And you know what? There's still idiots at my new school, but it wasn't as bad as my old school. Ever try that? Changing schools? Moving? Talking to someone about it outside the Internet? Running away from home? Anything?

Edited November 2, 2014 by LightningLord411

[na89340qv0n34b09q340]

 

There's not much to do here, lack of motivation and energy just makes it even worse

 

That's what depression is sometimes. You try and try to do things, but you can't. He could be putting tons of energy into trying to do things but still not achieving them, if that makes sense.

 

If nothing's working, all you can really do is ride it out PG. Things will get better eventually, your emotions will stabilize, and you'll feel better about things one day. Hold out for that day. (That's not to say it happens just like that, but it's good that you realize what the problems are, it makes it easier for your body to default toward fixing them as best as it can.)

[gtamann123]

I don't think I will ever get used to your new name Chip

[LightningLord]

I don't think I will ever get used to your new name Chip

Who?

[universetwisters]

I got a job application to Hot Topic. I'm quite anxious as to whether or not they'll hire me or if they'll just say something like "don't call us, we'll call you".

[gtamann123]

What's wrong with Landscaping? And what did the beer warehouse say?

Edited November 2, 2014 by gtamann123

[universetwisters]

What's wrong with Landscaping? And what did the beer warehouse say?

 

The beer warehouse didn't get back to me.

 

The thing about landscaping in the cold is, well, it's practically nil. Nothing's growing, hence, no work.

Edited November 2, 2014 by universetwisters

[Alexander]

I got a job application to Hot Topic. I'm quite anxious as to whether or not they'll hire me or if they'll just say something like "don't call us, we'll call you".

Sorry, what's that? And weren't you working driving a forklift or something?

 

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After a 13 hour trip in a bus, I feel like hell. And after that all I've been doing is going around the city buying food. Sh*t, I'm tireeeeed

[universetwisters]

 

I got a job application to Hot Topic. I'm quite anxious as to whether or not they'll hire me or if they'll just say something like "don't call us, we'll call you".

Sorry, what's that? And weren't you working driving a forklift or something?

 

 

I didn't have a forklift job. I would've had one if the beer warehouse got back to me, though.

[headmetalbanger]

Since some months ago GTA bores me, slowly I become old playing only old games.

[dice]

Since some months ago GTA bores me, slowly I become old playing only old games.

This is the worst feeling, can't even remember when was the last time I fell into a game. Nothing really excites me anymore Edited November 3, 2014 by dice

[BS_BlackScout]

 

 

This is the worst feeling, can't even remember when was the last time I fell into a game. Nothing really excites more anymore

 

I got excited with The Crew beta, and now I don't have money to buy The Crew...

=/

Saving for a new phone, wanting also 2 more games and having no game to play. >.<

Edited November 3, 2014 by BlackScout

[Judicious 7]

Not really depressed, but I'm really down. I have been for the past few days. I can laugh and joke around on here, but the sad reality is that I have no friends in real life, I'm socially awkward, no girlfriend, and still struggle with porn addiction. All I do is go to work, talk to co-workers, and come back home to Xbox LIVE and this computer. I'm really lonely, and have a lot of unresolved emotional/psychological issues. The porn usage only temporarily numbs the pain. I've been numbing myself for so long, I'm not sure how to feel my feelings. I'm scared to. Maybe that's why I suck at being confident with girls and social situations. I don't know... there's a lot of psychological wires mixed and manipulated up there.

 

From a religious point of view, I feel guilt-ridden and far away from God. I know most of you here don't mess around with religion and stuff, but the guilt is hard to stomach. I know what I'm doing is wrong, but it's hard to let that fleshly pride go to repent and go back to doing right again.

 

Normally I don't like posting here because I'm afraid of being mocked and having someone say something really rude while I'm vulnerable. These feelings I feel cannot be matched by a Google search. It's best I express them fully. Just look at my avatar. It kinda reflects how I feel.

[Payne Killer]

Not really depressed, but I'm really down. I have been for the past few days. I can laugh and joke around on here, but the sad reality is that I have no friends in real life, I'm socially awkward, no girlfriend, and still struggle with porn addiction. All I do is go to work, talk to co-workers, and come back home to Xbox LIVE and this computer. I'm really lonely, and have a lot of unresolved emotional/psychological issues. The porn usage only temporarily numbs the pain. I've been numbing myself for so long, I'm not sure how to feel my feelings. I'm scared to. Maybe that's why I suck at being confident with girls and social situations. I don't know... there's a lot of psychological wires mixed and manipulated up there.

 

From a religious point of view, I feel guilt-ridden and far away from God. I know most of you here don't mess around with religion and stuff, but the guilt is hard to stomach. I know what I'm doing is wrong, but it's hard to let that fleshly pride go to repent and go back to doing right again.

 

Normally I don't like posting here because I'm afraid of being mocked and having someone say something really rude while I'm vulnerable. These feelings I feel cannot be matched by a Google search. It's best I express them fully. Just look at my avatar. It kinda reflects how I feel.

PM me bro. I'll try and help you.

[dice]

If you're generally not happy with your life than that's a sign you need to change something. Try socializing with your co-workers more or find a hobby, do something with your spare time, try being productive in some way. Set yourself up with daily goals and fulfil them as much as possible. You need to get a sense of self accomplishment which raises confidence and gives you stuff to talk about if you ever find yourself in a situation where you just don't know what to say. And don't rush things, take things slow and don't give up or be too hasty about the results.

 

It's all in your head, you just need to wire yourself a little different

Edited November 3, 2014 by dice

[The Harwood Bitcher]

 

Who's that girl in your avatar ?

[DeafMetal]

Two-day hangover and a sh*t ton of work to do. I'm tired.

[gtamann123]

 

 

Who's that girl in your avatar ?

Ariana Grande. Aka my GF

[Gnocchi Flip Flops]

I feel like I'm living a lie. I try to make myself look happy but in truth I've been down for the majority of this year. Every time I get pissed off or disappointed, I quickly bottle up my emotions and try to focus on something else. Sometimes it doesn't work (that's where my rants in the Grumpy Forumers thread come in) but for the most part I do just bottle them up. I don't know who to express them to, in real life. I tried to do that years ago with my mother and she made everything about her. Back when I was in deep depression and had suicidal thoughts (a long time ago) she tried to make me feel guilty for feeling that way and basically told me to stop feeling sorry for myself by telling me about all of her problems and how bad things are for her. Nobody in my family gives a damn about how I feel, so I just keep things to myself. And I don't even bother expressing my opinions to the few people I call friends (more like distant acquaintances).

 

Normally I don't like posting here because I'm afraid of being mocked and having someone say something really rude while I'm vulnerable.

 

I'm starting to feel that way, sort of.

[The Harwood Bitcher]

Ariana Grande. Aka my GF

She's anything but "grande", it looks like she's 14 years old.

[Average white guy]

Those are the ones you want, young and tight.

[Alexander]

 

 

 

Who's that girl in your avatar ?

Ariana Grande. Aka my GF

Say what?! She's cheeting on me? And with Gtamann?!

 

But seriously Hardwood, you haven't seen her before?