Share Your Feelings

[make total destroy]

 

Seeing Saw

This made me nose laugh

 

[RoadRunner71]

Today I had to replace my good old sneakers and man, it's not the same... I am desolated, angry as they are no longer sold, I should give them a good norse funeral. f*ck, everytime I like something they stop making it...

[the ironic one]

 

Irritating you have a girlfriend tells you "love" in every sentence.

Fortunately, not with me anymore ...

Dude how is that irritating? Having a girl tell you she loves you is an amazing feeling.

 

No, it's horrible. Every time I hear that and see her staring at me I feel that she expects me to say the same. But somehow I don't want to say that. I feel like my life and safety depends on that. It's strange but I feel that if I say that something bad may happen to me. I feel like I had swallowed a rock, like I'm in danger, in big danger. I fear that saying this word (that I can't even spell) is like a one-way ticket. Like damnation without any chance for redemption. I imagine terrible things, I see marriage and children and further consequences.

[LightningLord]

Other than going to a hospital appointment that lasted longer than it should have, I'm feeling good. Nothing really bad or depressing. I might get to see a couple cousins of mine that I haven't seen in a couple months or so tomorrow, so that's nice.

[ChrilLe]

Danish kids holds the European record in watching porn the most now.

 

I'm not sure whether that's good or bad.

 

Funny feelin'.

Edited October 31, 2014 by ChrilLe

[BrownBear]

Going off with a couple mates to work in New Zealand in February, then we plan to travel South East Asia for a bit.

Gonna be good, the furthest I've travelled is Turkey, so it'll be a big change.

[Xyn]

Halloween & Día De Los Muertos... what beautiful weekend this is going to be.

[Gay Tony]

This is very personal but I'm feeling unhappy. Frusturated and trying figure out why people can't listen or seem to take me seriously. Including people younger than I am.

I'm mature, responsible, and dependable. Or so everyone says.

But every time I meet someone new and act slightly different, and for some reason I think it'll change. Then 5 min. after meeting the person/s it's the same thing.

Oh well. At least noone really particularly dislikes me.

 

On a happier note, Happy Halloween!

Edited October 31, 2014 by mr toasterbutt

[IveGotNoValues]

It's kind of ironic. It never rains in LA and were in the worst drought since like...way back in he day. So today's Halloween and it's supposed to rain today. It's really cloudy, dark, and cold. Out if all the days for it to rain, it rains on Halloween. I think that's so cool, it's he perfect day for this kind of weather. What a strange coincidence.

[FriendlyPsychopath]

That feeling when you buy a game and the next day/week it goes 50% off and you want to violently slam your head against a wall.

[the ironic one]

This is very personal but I'm feeling unhappy. Frusturated and trying figure out why people can't listen or seem to take me seriously. Including people younger than I am.

 

I'm mature, responsible, and dependable. Or so everyone says.

 

But every time I meet someone new and act slightly different, and for some reason I think it'll change. Then 5 min. after meeting the person/s it's the same thing.

 

Oh well. At least noone really particularly dislikes me.

 

On a happier note, Happy Halloween!

It's because people like controversy. You seem to be a nice person, judging your likes/comments ratio and the content of comments. I suppose you don't face many quarrels. So, probably in most situations you can find a polite way to resolve your problems. In my opinion it's fine. And so If you want to be noticed and taken more seriously you have to express extreme views. Unfortunately, there are always some people who take extreme views too seriously and feel offended. And they may attack you or dislike you. So there is a question: do you really need that? Civilisation is a b*tch. On the one hand you're a human who wants to live peacefully according to the widely accepted roles without hurting other people. On the other hand there is still a sign of an animal inside you that civilisation hasn't vanished yet. And this animal wants you to express its bad instincts. Probably, that's why I go for a rampage in GTA, watch MMA fights, and so one Everyone has its animal inside, no matter who you are and what's your background. I only try to express this primitive rubbish without hurting anybody. And not in a pathetic way. But you seem to be a way better person than me. Sometimes, I can't resist and I express my extreme views. I just like to say what I think and don't care about people's opinions and I'm very egoistic. I think it's right when you speak what you think. What isn't right is when someone tries to change your mind. You feel unhappy because you don't express your extreme views in order to not hurt anybody. I think, you have to find a yard for your annimal. Otherwise you may feel unhappy.

 

Acting isn't a good way. It's good for 5 minutes or even more but finally they'll find out your personality. Your case is a bit like a vicious circle. On the one hand you are good and you want to stay good. On the other hand you can't express some of your feelings. If you change that, you may fight remorse. People only listen when they find in profitable. So if they can learn something from you, something that makes them happier or more rich then you'll attract their attention. Violence and anger are also profitable, feed their bad instincts. That's why people gather around accident scenes even though they don't provide any help. They look for corpse and blood. It's sad but true.

 

Conclusion: people's attention isn't worth your efforts. You're probably better person than majority of population. Just be happy and do what makes you happy

Edited October 31, 2014 by browar25

[Docfaustino]

I don't talk about this too much because I suppress my feelings. It's easier to get by that way.

 

I've had Chronic Lyme Disease (CLD) for about 7 years. It only got serious when I was 15. I'm 19 now. A lot of you probably don't know what that is. First let me clear up some misconceptions. First, it's not bullsh*t. Pharmaceutical companies sometimes make more money denying the existence of a disease if they don't have a marketable cure and insurance companies don't want to pay extra, so it's convenient for them to be skeptics too. The truth is there's a ton of corruption and it means often when I go in to face a doctor, rather than being treated, I'm ridiculed for something that's beyond my control. And that's tough. The conventional wisdom is that 3 weeks of antibotics treat Lyme Disease. This is economical for the pharmaceutical companies, who get to sell their killer drugs even though they have very heavy effects on patients, and for insurance companies, who only have to pay a little to cover them. The CDC basically functions as a clearing house for pharmaceutical lobbyists so even though I've tested positive for Lyme Disease under the CDC's own guidelines, people in their camp are still paid to tell me the disease I tested positive for isn't real. If you choose not to buy any of this, that's fine. The point stands...

 

I gues it all started the way a lot of bad things start. I started feeling inexplicably depressed. Then lost my memory. Got fatigued. I don't think in words or images anymore, only subconsciously. I just feel like I've been dreaming for 5 years and it's been one very long, very grueling day. Word recall is another issue. I'm only able to write a blog, essay, or post on this forum! When I'm not having "word recall issues. There are basically two kinds of lyme disease - one physical, and one mental. Mine is a little bit of both, with the physical symptoms having gotten worse lately but for the most part its a cognitive disease. It's a bit like developing dementia at an early age.

 

I'm on a good path of treatment right now, but it's so stressful I haven't been in school for 2 months of my senior year. Simple tasks like opening a binder, using a water fountain, carrying my books to class felt like rocket science. I felt like I was living in another world. At the same time, I can keep a healthy study of politics and economics, so I know only the autonomic non-thinking part of my brain is really being attacked. What happens is, Lyme is a bacteria that releases ammonia in to your system. You can imagine what it feels like to have a nerve toxin spread all throughout your nerves, right?

 

My treatment was an experimental Ayurvedic medical treatment. That's basically hippie medicine (from India) but it's working. Some of my physical symptoms have gotten better. It used to be I had 1 day out of a month that I could function and have a conversation. Now I get 2 or 3 a week, and my vision is consistently better, which was badly damaged. I write every day so I don't go insane. It's too hard to have a conversation and actually get some people to visit right now, far too overwhelming. So today is Halloween and I'm gonna be spending it in the hospital. I just never have had such a clear cut example of how bad life is till I have to miss Halloween to have an EEG in the hospital. A couple days ago one of the users here posted the story of his cancerversary and I admired his courage. I didn't have anything to say at the time, but you know, there's some stuff we all go through. I hope we all make it out ok.

[Gnocchi Flip Flops]

It's kind of ironic. It never rains in LA and were in the worst drought since like...way back in he day. So today's Halloween and it's supposed to rain today. It's really cloudy, dark, and cold. Out if all the days for it to rain, it rains on Halloween. I think that's so cool, it's he perfect day for this kind of weather. What a strange coincidence.

It rained this morning. Stormed actually. We were about to go into a drought again, here in San Antonio, but as always the autumn rainstorms came in. I love the rain. I hate it when it cancels those cars and coffees I go to though.

[Gummy]

I can't take this, everyone I care about is leaving me and people keep hating me no matter what.

[Gay Tony]

It's because people like controversy. You seem to be a nice person, judging your likes/comments ratio and the content of comments. I suppose you don't face many quarrels. So, probably in most situations you can find a polite way to resolve your problems. In my opinion it's fine. And so If you want to be noticed and taken more seriously you have to express extreme views. Unfortunately, there are always some people who take extreme views too seriously and feel offended. And they may attack you or dislike you. So there is a question: do you really need that? Civilisation is a b*tch. On the one hand you're a human who wants to live peacefully according to the widely accepted roles without hurting other people. On the other hand there is still a sign of an animal inside you that civilisation hasn't vanished yet. And this animal wants you to express its bad instincts. Probably, that's why I go for a rampage in GTA, watch MMA fights, and so one Everyone has its animal inside, no matter who you are and what's your background. I only try to express this primitive rubbish without hurting anybody. And not in a pathetic way. But you seem to be a way better person than me. Sometimes, I can't resist and I express my extreme views. I just like to say what I think and don't care about people's opinions and I'm very egoistic. I think it's right when you speak what you think. What isn't right is when someone tries to change your mind. You feel unhappy because you don't express your extreme views in order to not hurt anybody. I think, you have to find a yard for your annimal. Otherwise you may feel unhappy.

 

Acting isn't a good way. It's good for 5 minutes or even more but finally they'll find out your personality. Your case is a bit like a vicious circle. On the one hand you are good and you want to stay good. On the other hand you can't express some of your feelings. If you change that, you may fight remorse. People only listen when they find in profitable. So if they can learn something from you, something that makes them happier or more rich then you'll attract their attention. Violence and anger are also profitable, feed their bad instincts. That's why people gather around accident scenes even though they don't provide any help. They look for corpse and blood. It's sad but true.

 

Conclusion: people's attention isn't worth your efforts. You're probably better person than majority of population. Just be happy and do what makes you happy

 

 

Wow. Wasn't expecting this... I'm holding on to every word you said.

 

Don't mean for such a short reply but not sure what more to say.

 

I'm just continue as before.... for now

[LightningLord]

I hate prescription medication. They've never done me any good. They either made me worse, or done nothing. I've gotten so many colds and stomach flu cases, and I've always fought it through without any medicine. Plus, they haven't done my family any good either. My sister gets sick from prescription medication, they don't do much to my father, but my mother, ugh. Roughly 4 years ago, she went to a dentist appointment the dentists there ended up f**king up and damaging my mother's nerves, neck up. It's not paralysis or something like that, but rather unbearable pain and painful headaches. She had to go to so many doctors and they did all sorts of stuff, including prescription medications, physical therapy, having 40 needles/injections to the face, etc. and I honestly feel like she's gotten a little worse. The pain and headaches isn't constant anymore, but when it happens, I think it's a little worse. Also, all of this changed her personality. Now she has a shorter temper, is angrier than usual, can't do much without having pain and headaches, etc.

Edited October 31, 2014 by LightningLord411

[Xavierr]

I think everyone thinks everyone else sucks, which is why I'm so glad to have those 2-3 friends that accept me for me and my flaws. All these other people who I just can't help but to annoy or give a negative impression to for some reason, I'm done worrying about them.

[universetwisters]

I'm starting to regret selling my copy of Saints Row 3 solely for this piece of clothing.

 

[Elder Maxson]

AND I'M FREAKING HAPPY!!!

 

You're probably not gonna care, but I am freaking happy I left that bitch. During our relationship, she has been nothing but a spoiled, unfaithful brat. Buring our relationship, she'd hang out with 2 other guys (who she called her friends), and kissed them right in front of me. She always asks me for money despite the fact she had a job as a bagger at the local supermarket (I didn't have a job at the time.) She'd spend my money on a bunch of crap and comes back to me asking for more. It's like I was her personal ATM.

 

Now the breakup story, me and my used-to-be girlfriend went to this Halloween dance at our high school, until she decided to leave for this douchebag swaggot who looks like a Puerto Rican version of Carrot Top. This dude has been an asshole since day one. (keeps calling her a hoe and used to mess with me, until I finally kicked his ass a year before)

 

The reason she left me was this exact quote she said,"He's got more swag than you and he has a bigger dick than you"

 

DAFUQ?

 

Flash-forward today, and here I am having a better life. I now have a job as a cashier at a restaurant, I'm doing better in school, and I have a new girlfriend who accepts who I am, and we do things together from playing basketball to an occasional session on Xbox Live.

 

Just wanted to share this story with you...

[Dottie]

How I dress every day^^ I see nothing wrong with that

[Sergiu]

That was heart warming.

[Dottie]

More power to you. Congrats i guess

She sounded like a swagfaggete anyway

Edited October 31, 2014 by Winning001

[SouthLand]

I don't know in your country but in mine, young adults are starting to get less into relationships and more into "Friends with benefits". That's because nobody want to share their life with a person that is going to end up driving you mad or cheating on you.

[GTA3Rockstar]

Cool story bro

 

 

http://gtaforums.com/topic/475028-share-your-feelings/page-132

[universetwisters]

How I dress every day^^ I see nothing wrong with that

 

I'm pretty much the same but swap the Phat pants for track pants, the T shirt with some shirt I got at a surplus store, and the vest with one with a sh*tton of pins/buttons on it, also from said surplus store.

 

I'd love to have a hat like that, though.

[IveGotNoValues]

AND I'M FREAKING HAPPY!!!

 

You're probably not gonna care, but I am freaking happy I left that bitch. During our relationship, she has been nothing but a spoiled, unfaithful brat. Buring our relationship, she'd hang out with 2 other guys (who she called her friends), and kissed them right in front of me. She always asks me for money despite the fact she had a job as a bagger at the local supermarket (I didn't have a job at the time.) She'd spend my money on a bunch of crap and comes back to me asking for more. It's like I was her personal ATM.

 

Now the breakup story, me and my used-to-be girlfriend went to this Halloween dance at our high school, until she decided to leave for this douchebag swaggot who looks like a Puerto Rican version of Carrot Top. This dude has been an asshole since day one. (keeps calling her a hoe and used to mess with me, until I finally kicked his ass a year before)

 

The reason she left me was this exact quote she said,"He's got more swag than you and he has a bigger dick than you"

 

DAFUQ?

 

Flash-forward today, and here I am having a better life. I now have a job as a cashier at a restaurant, I'm doing better in school, and I have a new girlfriend who accepts who I am, and we do things together from playing basketball to an occasional session on Xbox Live.

 

Just wanted to share this story with you...

Congratulations on the new girl man man

 

You're much better off without someone like your ex in your life. She sounds like an extremely shallow gold digger type.

Edited October 31, 2014 by IveGotNoValues

[Gay Tony]

quote

 

She's a skanky dog and wasn't worth the time you gave her, and doesn't seem to care about you and extremely unprincipled. You should have broken up with her long ago.

 

How could she even look at you and say that.

 

And how one can be a hoe and be so bold about it, I'll never understand.

 

At least you know their relationship isn't genuine, and yours is.

Edited October 31, 2014 by mr toasterbutt

[gtamann123]

Getting increasingly depressed as my trip to Chicago is getting closer.

[Docfaustino]

I hate prescription medication. They've never done me any good. They either made me worse, or done nothing. I've gotten so many colds and stomach flu cases, and I've always fought it through without any medicine. Plus, they haven't done my family any good either. My sister gets sick from prescription medication, they don't do much to my father, but my mother, ugh. Roughly 4 years ago, she went to a dentist appointment the dentists there ended up f**king up and damaging my mother's nerves, neck up. It's not paralysis or something like that, but rather unbearable pain and painful headaches. She had to go to so many doctors and they did all sorts of stuff, including prescription medications, physical therapy, having 40 needles/injections to the face, etc. and I honestly feel like she's gotten a little worse. The pain and headaches isn't constant anymore, but when it happens, I think it's a little worse. Also, all of this changed her personality. Now she has a shorter temper, is angrier than usual, can't do much without having pain and headaches, etc.

 

Yeah dude, I hear you, you are not the only one. There are some shocking stories out there.

 

My sister, tragically, inherited rheumatoid arthritis when she was around 10 years old. Steroids, injections, and antibiotics made her bloated, pale, and sick, stunted her growth. A cutting edge doctor asked her to go vegan and after 3 days she wasn't in pain anymore. I'm sorry about your mom. I honestly think she has a better chance with something like acupuncture or a rife machine (look that up, I have one and people come to my house to treat symptoms with it all the time) than another doctor.

[LightningLord]

 

 

I hate prescription medication. They've never done me any good. They either made me worse, or done nothing. I've gotten so many colds and stomach flu cases, and I've always fought it through without any medicine. Plus, they haven't done my family any good either. My sister gets sick from prescription medication, they don't do much to my father, but my mother, ugh. Roughly 4 years ago, she went to a dentist appointment the dentists there ended up f**king up and damaging my mother's nerves, neck up. It's not paralysis or something like that, but rather unbearable pain and painful headaches. She had to go to so many doctors and they did all sorts of stuff, including prescription medications, physical therapy, having 40 needles/injections to the face, etc. and I honestly feel like she's gotten a little worse. The pain and headaches isn't constant anymore, but when it happens, I think it's a little worse. Also, all of this changed her personality. Now she has a shorter temper, is angrier than usual, can't do much without having pain and headaches, etc.

Yeah dude, I hear you, you are not the only one. There are some shocking stories out there.

 

My sister, tragically, inherited rheumatoid arthritis when she was around 10 years old. Steroids, injections, and antibiotics made her bloated, pale, and sick, stunted her growth. A cutting edge doctor asked her to go vegan and after 3 days she wasn't in pain anymore. I'm sorry about your mom. I honestly think she has a better chance with something like acupuncture or a rife machine (look that up, I have one and people come to my house to treat symptoms with it all the time) than another doctor.

 

Thanks.

 

 

I'm sorry you're having issues too. If only medical experts had a complete cure and not something that "treats" it.