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Halal Cyborg
1 hour ago, Payne said:

i was attacked by a dog lol

cant walk now lol

Did you deserve it?

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Nappy

Nah, i was just ascending the stairs then my phone rings, she looks at my face “you here to hurt my kids you son of a bitch?!”. I try to f*ck off outta there while screaming “nigga pleez” but she keeps “woof woof...”, i kicked down the ladder and f*ck my foot.  I see this guy who doesn’t know my language i say “english english?” he says “yea english” then i say “can you drop me at my house” and he says “sure” or something lol that’s it

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Mr. Scratch

I think you're probably gonna die so...

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trip

Been dealing with this big guy for a few days.  He's healthy and totally chill, but it sure makes taking the 3 dogs out to pee an adventure.

 

Live shot from a mi itue ago.  He was not happy with the flash.

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Uncle-John

Been looking at Ironhead sportsters Harley Davidsons, going for 3 around grand, BSA Bantums are cheaper depending on the bidding war, honestly the Covid 19 has reminded me I could die and that I should live rather than exist, Its nice to have an idea of what my future could look like riding Classic motorcycles than view myself as just another Schizophrenic, no use or purpose in life, might aswell die, feels horrible but im gonna get my motorcycle and be more of the person I want to be. "Born to lose, live to win" Motorhead, love that motto, I got Schizophrenia so im born to lose but Im living to win by getting what I want in life.

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Rocket man FI

Home quarintined, nothing done much today, spent playing video games as usual, as an exception, I downloaded a book in .pdf format, how about you guys?

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thisisdagger

Working coming home trying to game but RSI is flaring up these days so I try to ingore her watching that awful Spanish heist show and just read my book.

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Cameron Star

Horrid. Been slowly getting more and more depressed lately and today I didn't have the energy or desire to do hardly anything except sit on my bed and think about stuff and wish I was dead.

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trip

Everything was going fine until Thursday.  One of my dogs has a (semi-common in pugs) back condition and had to run to the emergency hospital.  My house has too many steps...not very pug friendly.  He had lost use of all four limbs...pretty horrifying to witness.

 

He's almost back to normal today.   He doesn't like the meds because they dope him up, but he's got to be on them.

 

Oh and because I live in a city under heavy restrictions because of the coronavirus the vet visit was interesting.

 

*I do all of my game programming on the 3rd floor.  That is probably why my dog got f*cked up since I was writing that game and he follows me everywhere.  Also means a delay on that game.

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Pedriko
On 4/25/2020 at 9:05 AM, trip said:

Everything was going fine until Thursday.  One of my dogs has a (semi-common in pugs) back condition and had to run to the emergency hospital.  My house has too many steps...not very pug friendly.  He had lost use of all four limbs...pretty horrifying to witness.

 

He's almost back to normal today.   He doesn't like the meds because they dope him up, but he's got to be on them.

 

Oh and because I live in a city under heavy restrictions because of the coronavirus the vet visit was interesting.

 

*I do all of my game programming on the 3rd floor.  That is probably why my dog got f*cked up since I was writing that game and he follows me everywhere.  Also means a delay on that game.

That suck king. How's he doing?

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trip
2 hours ago, Pedriko said:

That suck king. How's he doing?

He's doing good.  Thanks.   Out of our 3 dogs "he's my dog".

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RXRNathan

Went to the Sefton borough today to plant some new flowers at my mothers other mother (I can't think of the word for a mothers actual mother), and it will also be where my grandmother who passed away a few weeks ago will also have a grave put there, we will be spreading her ashes at some point, but the memorial service may take many months due to the coronavirus outbreak, which is kinda harsh but we all have to keep safe.

 

Afterwards, we went and visited someone from the family (Can't really remember why) and engaged in a conversation for a few minutes but i just kept my distance. While i was there, i managed to get a photograph of a passing bus displaying a message of thanks for key workers, put's a smile on my face every time i see it, as people like doctors work hard in these uncertain times.

https://imgur.com/a/xYcx6q4 (I put it in an link, hopefully the image isn't too large if it manages to embed itself)

 

It also rained today after quite a few weeks of unseasonably warm weather, which was quite nice.

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Rocket man FI

Lot of unexpected events happened today. Day passed as usual since Ramadan started, my online classes will be starting soon to get started with again with education career.

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Uncle-John

saw a ghost today, flew right at me and then it was gone, at least it didn't beat me up or strangle me again, been seeing all sorts of aberations recently, could be worse, could be being chased by satans hell hounds with voices that say they are going to kill me or hearing the screams of tormented souls. I'm having an okay day, I don't miss psychotherapy, I keep in touch with my occupational therapist by phone. all this free time has given me time to reflect on life, not easy when I have no self awareness though, I'm doing fine, just trying to figure things out.

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Rocket man FI
4 minutes ago, Uncle-John said:

saw a ghost today, flew right at me and then it was gone, at least it didn't beat me up or strangle me again, been seeing all sorts of aberations recently, could be worse, could be being chased by satans hell hounds with voices that say they are going to kill me or hearing the screams of tormented souls. I'm having an okay day, I don't miss psychotherapy, I keep in touch with my occupational therapist by phone. all this free time has given me time to reflect on life, not easy when I have no self awareness though, I'm doing fine, just trying to figure things out.

Hallucination problem occured yet?

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CyberRock

Tying the rope. Having career breakdown, and I don't know what to do.

Also, I think I'm a puss. I make everything dramatic as possible, but feelings still have its vaules, so, I don't really know am I just that weak?

Have anyone here heard of Sunk Cost Fallacy? I think I'm having one.

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Uncle-John
22 hours ago, Rocket man FI said:

Hallucination problem occured yet?

I got Schizophrenia, suspected in 2015 but not severe enough to diagnose yet and then officially diagnosed in june 2019 with Paranoid Schizophrenia after it got worse and the hallucinations were becoming more realistic rather than just shadows and I can be quite lucid and incoherent and my thoughts are a mess which people have found my thought patterns confusing. I'm mostly recovered thanks to my Doctor and Aripiprazole.

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trip
17 minutes ago, Uncle-John said:

I got Schizophrenia, suspected in 2015 but not severe enough to diagnose yet and then officially diagnosed in june 2019 with Paranoid Schizophrenia after it got worse and the hallucinations were becoming more realistic rather than just shadows and I can be quite lucid and incoherent and my thoughts are a mess which people have found my thought patterns confusing. I'm mostly recovered thanks to my Doctor and Aripiprazole.

Two of my closest friends developed schizophrenia in time.   One I consider family and have known since I was 3.   The other is a dude I went through (some of) my school years with.  I have stories.  ;)

 

Both managed successful working lives thanks to good care and are pretty much retired now.  I wish you the same.

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Sanches
On 4/30/2020 at 11:23 PM, Uncle-John said:

I got Schizophrenia, suspected in 2015 but not severe enough to diagnose yet and then officially diagnosed in june 2019 with Paranoid Schizophrenia after it got worse and the hallucinations were becoming more realistic rather than just shadows and I can be quite lucid and incoherent and my thoughts are a mess which people have found my thought patterns confusing. I'm mostly recovered thanks to my Doctor and Aripiprazole.

Was this accompanied by a memory loss? Before you started to suspect the disorder.

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Uncle-John
On ‎5‎/‎1‎/‎2020 at 10:13 PM, Sanches said:

Was this accompanied by a memory loss? Before you started to suspect the disorder.

I didn't actually suspect anything wrong with myself, surprisingly I have no insight into thinking I was ill even though I had visual hallucinations and delusions are delusions for a reason as I didn't seek out a doctor also I'm higher functioning compared to others with schizophrenia even without meds, I was originally diagnosed with PTSD in 2015 because I didn't report symptoms and was discharged a year later and 2 years later my psychosis would get worse which I had to talk to a GP who called the crisis team which got me diagnosed with Psychosis and then I ended up in psychotherapy who she slowly gave me hints I had Schizophrenia which I didn't relate to which she would tell me I had Schizophrenia because I'm mostly  delusional and rarely hear voices but do see things that aren't real. I'm not sure I have memory loss other than when I was really bad and not making much sense. We should move this conversation to a private chat if you have more questions as I don't want to spam this thread with my schizophrenia stories.

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Sanches
Posted (edited)
4 minutes ago, Uncle-John said:

We should move this conversation to a private chat if you have more questions as I don't want to spam this thread with my schizophrenia stories.

Nah dude, you've given me the answer. Thanks and stay safe, mate!

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Uncle-John
Posted (edited)

ah, what a day, waiting for my old friend who I haven't spoken to in 3 years to respond to my messages, he said he will when in the evening and he has, he understands my situation and why I left, been good talking to him again after these years and going to get reintegrated into the club he started online, 

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JON22

Had some supervisor guy come round to where I clean today and was told I was using the wrong cloths to wet wipe all this time, even though I used microfibre cloths to do the same thing before who I clean for now took over the contract. Also found out from the guy my line manager is a hippy type person with long hair and a goatee, wears flip flops, designs trainers and is overweight, and that it's his fault my orders for more cleaning stuff takes long because he's sort of useless.

 

Also the supervisor guy coughed a few times so I'll probably get that virus now because sods law and all that. Hopefully being outside next to his van to get some cleaning stuff prevented transmission if he did have it. I hate life as it currently stands😐😷

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Rocket man FI

Online classes and stuff should describe my whole day xD

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