I Have a Confession to Make

[Sergiu]

I have always looked up to arrogant and/or reserved people in my life. It's the coldness of the delivery that I have always admired. I wanted to be like that myself instead of some careless clown.

 

Till the age of 16 or so I used to be very positive, supportive and overjoyed. I hated it but it was my nature. However, since I began the school year in September I have modified my behavior in public to resonate with superiority, arrogance and distance from others. At first it felt right, I guess? Everyone was trying to befriend me but then they all realized that I'm some elitist asshole.

 

Now I am starting to realize what I lost. I'm cold but not cold enough to take all the negative opinions towards me. Not warm enough to make great relationships but merely generic ones. Now I am wondering, was it really worth it? I guess I loved merely the cover of being distant but I really can't take the hate that comes with it... I often wake up and remember that everyone hates me. All I do is mock, criticize or talk in a cynical manner.

 

Heh, I guess that fake it until you make it doesn't work here as in my core I still feel for people and how I get on with them. sh*tty situation.

 

Just felt like sharing this here because I needed to confess it somewhere. It is running me dry of joy, willpower and motivation. A tough lesson at work here - trying to appear as someone you're not is just not worth it long term.

Edited December 14, 2016 by Sergiu

[feckyerlife]

I still get asked for ID when I buy video games in stores. I may look like a 12 year old boy but come on.. I'm older than the original Game Boy!

i always thought that the ID thing buy a video game was a joke, i have never seen anyone carded

[Red XIII]

I am your superior, i am merely using this body as a conduit to channel my existence into the 3rd dimension, harvesting your energy through GTAForums and manipulating the events that unfold before your very eyes. You are nothing but pigs feeding on the ilussion of greed and ignorance, you are at your utmost lowest form of energy a humanoid can be, i am here to warn you, or guide you to the light. Dont waste your time on the materialistic things, or the media and lies you have been told. I am alone, an outcast to my race, i dont agree with the agenda they are pushing. Better youself, meditate and open your mind and see things that you wouldnt have comprehended otherwise. Humans are so much more capable, you have the capacity to visualise the answers, just break free from the prison that is your own mind and rebel!

Edited December 14, 2016 by Red XIII

[Payne Killer]

Truu

[Raavi]

bilge

 

Stop sh*tposting.

[Sombra]

I am your superior, i am merely using this body as a conduit to channel my existence into the 3rd dimension, harvesting your energy through GTAForums and manipulating the events that unfold before your very eyes. You are nothing but pigs feeding on the ilussion of greed and ignorance, you are at your utmost lowest form of energy a humanoid can be, i am here to warn you, or guide you to the light. Dont waste your time on the materialistic things, or the media and lies you have been told. I am alone, an outcast to my race, i dont agree with the agenda they are pushing. Better youself, meditate and open your mind and see things that you wouldnt have comprehended otherwise. Humans are so much more capable, you have the capacity to visualise the answers, just break free from the prison that is your own mind and rebel!

 

BROKE ASS BITCH CONFIRMED.

[make total destroy]

I am your superior

nice spooks nerd

[Coleco]

I hate it when people under the age of 16 use terms like "nostalgia" and "back in the day"

 

F*ck off, you're barely out of nappies... leave the rose-tinted reflections on yesteryear to the people who remember Betamax and have no idea what "dank meme " means

 

[Sombra]

if you're 16 and barely out of nappies i'd be really concerned

 

i dont remember betamax does that mean im not allowed to be nostalgic of when i was younger ?

 

Edited December 14, 2016 by Blaze

[Brian Grey]

I miss my Ben Ten cup, a part of me died when it fell and went smash.

[BeingARK]

I have always looked up to arrogant and/or reserved people in my life. It's the coldness of the delivery that I have always admired. I wanted to be like that myself instead of some careless clown.

 

Till the age of 16 or so I used to be very positive, supportive and overjoyed. I hated it but it was my nature. However, since I began the school year in September I have modified my behavior in public to resonate with superiority, arrogance and distance from others. At first it felt right, I guess? Everyone was trying to befriend me but then they all realized that I'm some elitist asshole.

 

Now I am starting to realize what I lost. I'm cold but not cold enough to take all the negative opinions towards me. Not warm enough to make great relationships but merely generic ones. Now I am wondering, was it really worth it? I guess I loved merely the cover of being distant but I really can't take the hate that comes with it... I often wake up and remember that everyone hates me. All I do is mock, criticize or talk in a cynical manner.

 

Heh, I guess that fake it until you make it doesn't work here as in my core I still feel for people and how I get on with them. sh*tty situation.

 

Just felt like sharing this here because I needed to confess it somewhere. It is running me dry of joy, willpower and motivation. A tough lesson at work here - trying to appear as someone you're not is just not worth it long term.

Don't worry mate. There is always a time for a change. Maybe try being your old self and you might attract some attention. Even I wanted to be cold but my humorous attitude kept getting in the way. Though I can be arrogant at sometimes which usually results in me acting as someone superior which for some reason is sort of satisfaction for me. But whenever I do this I result in being alone. Don't let this over come you. I went through a similar situation once though it was for a short time.

Edited December 14, 2016 by ShadowRageEX

[Coleco]

if you're 16 and barely out of nappies i'd be really concerned

 

i dont remember betamax does that mean im not allowed to be nostalgic of when i was younger ?

 

 

 

If you're still under 30 then save it for your mid-life crisis

[Sombra]

i'm having a full life crisis nevermind a midlife crisis

[AlienTwo]

I am your superior, i am merely using this body as a conduit to channel my existence into the 3rd dimension, harvesting your energy through GTAForums and manipulating the events that unfold before your very eyes. You are nothing but pigs feeding on the ilussion of greed and ignorance, you are at your utmost lowest form of energy a humanoid can be, i am here to warn you, or guide you to the light. Dont waste your time on the materialistic things, or the media and lies you have been told. I am alone, an outcast to my race, i dont agree with the agenda they are pushing. Better youself, meditate and open your mind and see things that you wouldnt have comprehended otherwise. Humans are so much more capable, you have the capacity to visualise the answers, just break free from the prison that is your own mind and rebel!

Dude... we are already all in 3D.

[Mr. Scratch]

What's a meme and where can I buy one?

[Coleco]

What's a meme and where can I buy one?

 

By liking and subscribing to my Youtube channel: xXxqUiKsKoPeZ4harambe420xXx

 

Serving the dankest me-me's since 2015

[Gnocchi Flip Flops]

I hate it when people under the age of 16 use terms like "nostalgia" and "back in the day"

 

F*ck off, you're barely out of nappies... leave the rose-tinted reflections on yesteryear to the people who remember Betamax and have no idea what "dank meme " means

 

Not sure I see what the problem is. My life changes quite a lot every single year, sh*t I get genuine nostalgia from things around this time last year. The same kind of nostalgia I get from stuff I remember under the age of 10 and I'm 18.

 

Nostalgia is nostalgia.

[MISSINGSTRING]

 

I hate it when people under the age of 16 use terms like "nostalgia" and "back in the day"

 

F*ck off, you're barely out of nappies... leave the rose-tinted reflections on yesteryear to the people who remember Betamax and have no idea what "dank meme " means

 

Not sure I see what the problem is. My life changes quite a lot every single year, sh*t I get genuine nostalgia from things around this time last year. The same kind of nostalgia I get from stuff I remember under the age of 10 and I'm 18.

 

Nostalgia is nostalgia.

I'm even nostalgic about 2011-2014, best years.... I moved from my city and I have no new friends right now, until I join school, its hard. Sure miss those times with my friends, chilling and playing over LAN, GTA V, Cod, etc. Nostalgia can happen at any age...

[Leonazix]

I have another confession to make. Sometimes, I like to listen to old korean disco even tough I'm 17 and nobody listens to that at my age.

 

 

I understand you,i like this music too....

[Tacymist]

When I was a kid I used to take the ends of my hair and twirl them around in my ear like a q-tip.

[The Dedito Gae]

I considered changing my name to "The Thing" but it would have been confused with Ben Grimm from the fantastic 4 and "The Thing From Another World" would been too long.

 

 

On a real confession i haven't been able to find a job on months and i didn't get up from bed in like 2 days lol i didn't even had anything to eat.

Edited December 16, 2016 by The Deadite

[trip]

I use a lighter to remove unwanted body hair. Works great.

You know that little lower back hair tail? Burn it...

Too much butt crack hair. Sure...it's scary but...burn it.

 

Recently I discovered it's the best for ear hair. Risky, but it's the best.

Edited December 16, 2016 by trip

[Tacymist]

But the smell. The smell of burning hair is terrible.

[Queen]

What does it smell like? Man, maybe I ought to give this a try.

[Tacymist]

I dunno, can't really describe it. My brother burnt a strand of his hair one time using the cigarette lighter thing in a car. Stunk the whole damn car up immediately as a result and the smell just wouldn't go away.

 

Maybe he just had stinky hair though.

[The Dedito Gae]

To be honest i'm starting to miss PhillBellic.

[trip]

The burnt hair smell is only temporary. But yes...there is the burnt hair smell to deal with for a few minutes.

[Payne Killer]

Why would you put a lighter near your asshole?

[Codex Gigas]

I murdered a family of birds when I was 9 with a really big stick. There was a birds nest at the park, and I knocked it down with the baby birds still in it. There were maybe 6, and 5 of them died from their injuries from the fall after 15 minutes. There was one baby bird who walked around the area with a limp, not sure what happened to it, probably died a couple minutes after I left. The mother flew away before I knocked the nest down, I wonder what she's doing right now.

Thats pyscho territory, mate, killer in the making. You'll be whacking huma- oh wait, you havent killed any humans have you?

[Femme Fatale]

Yes, quote and ask a banned member a question, I'm sure he'll answer.