Buffalo Soldier Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 You sound like Roman Bellic in 10 years. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The1TheOnlyGonzo Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 I understand completely, The Thing that saved me was DMT had a out of body experience and now I know that there is more to life than this sh*t hole So your hallucinations from a near death experience makes you think there is more life than this? So what I see when I get high is true too, in your logic? Good for you. You do not need a near death experience to feel the effects of DMT. Also hallucinogens are some of the best tools for experiencing life and understanding your role within it. Seeing something and understanding something are two different actions within your conciousness. Clearly what you see when you get high, you have no understanding of. To OP. f*ck their negativity and arrogance. Congrats for finding something you found worth your while. I hope gta v is rewarding for you bro. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ugotsmoked Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 Anyone who attempts suicide or commits it is a gutless maggot. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pegerino Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 Epsilon Program sucks, crappy marketing by Rockstar Games to be honest. Grove Street Gang would have been a better marketing for GTA V to be honest ! thumbs up Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gta5freemode4eva Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 If your speaking the truth then stick with life dude and enjoy what it can offer... if GTA 5 is the highlight 'at the moment' then enjoy it to its fullest. If you are trolling... go and jump of a tall building. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nameless Foot Soldier Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 (edited) I'm sorry but from where I stand, putting your life being worth while on a game is a fools act on the highest regard. I hope you realize after a month or two, GTA V is just going to be another game to you and either you repeat the process on another upcoming game because you are addicted to the "next biggest thing" or you go back to trying to kill yourself because you have nothing to look forward to and you put to much hype into a materialistic object. And for Christ sakes, 10 f*cking times? Man, I haven't attempted it yet but when I do or if I do, I'm going to be god damn sure it going to be done until the f*cking end, precise as hell, nice and quick, no going back. I'd assume one of the worst things you could ever feel is the f*cking pity from people who see you and title you as a drama queen. If you are going to do it, do it right because then you just look stupid, epically after 10 god damn times. He/She's not pinning his hopes on V to turn his/her life around. He/She is just saying GTA V is one thing that he/she is looking forward to, I understand that. As for attempting suicide. Most of the time it's a cry for help & the worst thing to say is 'If I tried it, I'd get it right first time". Would you say that to a member of your family if god forbid they attempted it. I hate this world, mainly due to arrogant, self absorbed & flippant people like you. To OP, I hope you feel better soon & if you want someone to unload on, you can PM me. My mother attempted it and succeeded on her first try, it isn't that hard. Suicide is the way to go in my opinion, I really don't see why people try to live. The only reason I don't end myself right now is because I'm too weak and too much of a pussy to do so but I'm building it up. Soon, when I do, it will be the greatest thing I have ever done. I'm not going to take 10 f*cking tries because I'm half in and half out. We all need to die and we all need to grow past our selfish need to survive. I find it hard to walk around and see people think our life is so special when it really isn't. I should take some dipsh*ts with me as I go too, I'd be saving them and ridding them of their filthy little shell that we call human. To be honest, we ALL NEED TO DIE. And people like you try to put up a illusion and some excuse to our own existence. You're just another sad little human being, all you are is filth, an animal living and breeding. Edited June 5, 2013 by Nameless Foot Soldier Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
milkmansun Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 Don't worry dude. life is like this.. Move on and find some happiness in your life... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
.dre. Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 I remember a kid said GTA IV was going to give him a reason to live. And then it came out. Never heard from him since. Maybe a he did it? Goes to show you that you're not dealing with the actual problem you are using a distraction. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
haarp Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 thats terrible. just remember there is always a reason to live Stupid saying spoken by stupid people Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ugotsmoked Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 To be honest, we ALL NEED TO DIE. Speak for yourself . I love life, wife, kids, sunday morning breakfast, afternoon naps, and playing GTA games. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Honest Bill Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 I really hope, for your sake, that V doesn't suck.. As far as suicide goes, i'm sure there are networks and support groups who know exactly what you're going through.. Our problems are seldom as unique as we like to imagine they are, there is always someone else who had been through it to. 10 times, sounds to me like what you're really after is somebody to listen to you, and there are places you can go for that. Death is so final, think of all the little things you'd miss, and if you really do ever want to kill yourself, just think of what an incredibly extreme reaction that is. There are plenty of other radical options you could try before you do something so irreversible. . Or you could just be a troll, if you are, just say the word and i'll show you how to tie a noose properly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ugotsmoked Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 Obvious troll...lock and ban. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nameless Foot Soldier Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 To be honest, we ALL NEED TO DIE. Speak for yourself . I love life, wife, kids, sunday morning breakfast, afternoon naps, and playing GTA games. I find it a huge burden when I have to think for others when they can't think correctly for themselves. You've just given yourself reasons to waste your time with so you're distracted with your mortality that ticks ever so close every day we live. Why can't people see we'd be better off dead? Life is a joke, death is all, it is our absolution, the great infinite beyond of nothingness, the void of the end. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ugotsmoked Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 To be honest, we ALL NEED TO DIE. Speak for yourself . I love life, wife, kids, sunday morning breakfast, afternoon naps, and playing GTA games. I find it a huge burden when I have to think for others when they can't think correctly for themselves. You've just given yourself reasons to waste your time with so you're distracted with your mortality that ticks ever so close every day we live. Why can't people see we'd be better off dead? Life is a joke, death is all, it is our absolution, the great infinite beyond of nothingness, the void of the end. Then STFU and do it...coward. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ivars Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 We got troll here, even when you lose all your family there's allways someone near you. (Not if you are nolifer.) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nameless Foot Soldier Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 Death is so final, think of all the little things you'd miss, and if you really do ever want to kill yourself, just think of what an incredibly extreme reaction that is. There are plenty of other radical options you could try before you do something so irreversible. But think about the fact that even if we try to live life to its fullest, there will always be things we will never get to do, people we will never met, knowledge we will never gain. Hell, the rest of human history that will pass long after we are dead and forgotten, rotting in the ground. Just trying to live is a waste in its own right. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Don_Corleone Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 So the only thing that's keeping you from not killing yourself is an upcoming videogame.... Think about that for a second Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Honest Bill Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 It's like running down the road to meet your bus.. Eventually it will get to your stop anyway, where's the hurry. Life is short. death is eternal, you have for the rest of time in which to be dead, so don't be so impatient. Living is a waste of what? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nameless Foot Soldier Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 To be honest, we ALL NEED TO DIE. Speak for yourself . I love life, wife, kids, sunday morning breakfast, afternoon naps, and playing GTA games. I find it a huge burden when I have to think for others when they can't think correctly for themselves. You've just given yourself reasons to waste your time with so you're distracted with your mortality that ticks ever so close every day we live. Why can't people see we'd be better off dead? Life is a joke, death is all, it is our absolution, the great infinite beyond of nothingness, the void of the end. Then STFU and do it...coward. As I said earlier. The only reason I don't end myself right now is because I'm too weak and too much of a pussy to do so but I'm building it up. Soon, when I do, it will be the greatest thing I have ever done. I'm not going to take 10 f*cking tries because I'm half in and half out. We all need to die and we all need to grow past our selfish need to survive. I find it hard to walk around and see people think our life is so special when it really isn't. I should take some dipsh*ts with me as I go too, I'd be saving them and ridding them of their filthy little shell that we call human. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FreeExplorer Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 (edited) First of all, whoever think "suicide is a gutless act" is just acting based in a dogma. Only human being can deliberately think about whether life worth living or not. It's a human question and it doesn't have to have an imposed answer, but we are always looking for a reason to live -- for one alone, for all. Second, it's completely understandable to think on a game like GTA V in your case. Who wouldn't want to have some experience in "another world" while in bad conditions? GTA V tries to offer that in a very meaningful way -- even being just a game. Afterall, we're all very excited to put our hands on it so it means that it gotta be some experience, right? Third, this may be not the most appropriate place for this kind of post BUT it doesn't mean OP should be ignored or anything else like that. Suicide it's a very serious and delicate theme. And last but no least, to the autor of this thread: you really should try to talk with a psychologist. I'm glad GTA V made you more willing to live (as I'm sure that games in general is one reason that valorizes life). But you gotta go further. Don't wait for that. The fact that you posted this is also very meaningful. There's still place for amazement. And that's something to be shared. It shows that you accept the possibilty of having meaningful interpersonal relationships. You are still open for the other, this is good. Edited June 5, 2013 by FreeExplorer Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nameless Foot Soldier Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 It's like running down the road to meet your bus.. Eventually it will get to your stop anyway, where's the hurry. Life is short. death is eternal, you have for the rest of time in which to be dead, so don't be so impatient. Living is a waste of what? Interesting, yet another good point to combat my point... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Polish_Trucker Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 Guys, was the drink I just had too strong.. or is GTAF going crazy? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ugotsmoked Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 Stop running your mouth and MAN UP. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nameless Foot Soldier Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 Stop running your mouth and MAN UP. Soon friend, soon. But first I need to getaway from everyone I know in a far off place, a dark and rainy place symbolic to my deeds. I will just fade away and I WON'T TAKE 10 f*ckING TIMES TO DO IT!. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Honest Bill Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 It's like running down the road to meet your bus.. Eventually it will get to your stop anyway, where's the hurry. Life is short. death is eternal, you have for the rest of time in which to be dead, so don't be so impatient. Living is a waste of what? Interesting, yet another good point to combat my point... Well i don't really mean to 'combat' your point eactly. Essentially, you're right, we will all die, but what's so bad about being alive for such a short time as to be a mere drop in the ocean? It's like freaking out waiting for GTA to release. Sure sometimes it pisses you off, yet others, it excites you. Life is up and down, but death... Well let's be honest we have no f*cking clue, and we will probably not perceive it anyway, so it's nothing to look forward to. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
milkmansun Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 Guys, was the drink I just had too strong.. or is GTAF going crazy? When was gtaforums not crazy? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ugotsmoked Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 I bet I will know when it happens because I will have a little extra spring in my step that day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DS 17 Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 nearly attempted suicide on at least 10 occasions Don't stop till u get enough Psychologists researched that every human has had at least once in a lifetime thoughts about commiting suicide. So I am really interested in how old you are? 36 36 my ass, a 36 year old doesnt tell someone to keep trying to kill themselves. OP, this is the wrong site to post this. It's fulled with 15 year olds who try and act older. So? If the 15 years old kids are trying to talk to older persons they have to have higher standards than the usual 15-yrs old kid. Do you really judge someone by his age? You shouldn't or the time will come when you gonna have huge problems with that. Anyway ... 36 doesn't sound like some overractions by puberty. You should get some professional help anyway. Although V saved your life. Get help and be sure it will be healed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Polish_Trucker Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 Guys, was the drink I just had too strong.. or is GTAF going crazy? When was gtaforums not crazy? lol Good Point Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nameless Foot Soldier Posted June 5, 2013 Share Posted June 5, 2013 I bet I will know when it happens because I will have a little extra spring in my step that day. Indeed you will sir, indeed you will, and I wouldn't care cus I'd be dead Then in little time after, you will have your coming too. I will always be right on this subject because it will happen, you will all join me. Maybe not of your own accord but of time itself being the cruel prick that it is. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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