The Chronicles of Chalk

[Chalkstar]

[sorry about the delay. I have had a few things to sort out in real life. Btw, I have got a new girlfriend that I am crazy about. I hope this one goes better then the one I'm talking about]

 

The Chronicles of Chalk

 

Episode 5, The love story ends

 

I had just gotten to the stage where I thought everything was going to be alright. I was able to start to relax a bit more now. Then came the day where she said she had doubts. We were in class together, talking like usual. Then she told me that she wasn’t sure if she loved me anymore. My heart nearly stopped. I didn’t know what to think. Thoughts were racing through my mind at a million miles per hour. I couldn’t think straight. Before I could try and sort it out, the bell rang for the end of the day. I walked home wondering what had just happened, and what was about to happen.

 

I had a sleepless night, and a tiring morning. By the time I got to school I was stone faced. When Laura turned up my stomach was churning. As usual I started the day in the library talking to Laura, Jason, Catalina, and Melissa. Jason must have noticed that something was wrong between us, as he said trying to be reassuring “Cheer up, the worst is yet to come”. Neither of us knew but it was closer then thought. I quietly muttered “That’s what I’m afraid of”. I went to form assembly knowing that I would spend the next 48 minutes in the same class. The thoughts were almost too evil to comprehend.

 

It didn’t take long for me to realize something was up. Laura logged onto the computers using my account so she could leave a letter, a letter that I will never forget. This was it, the end. In the letter she spoke of how she couldn’t do this anymore. I wasn’t quite sure about her reasons, but all I knew was that she was dumping me. My heart sank lower then it had ever been before and lower then it has been since. There was still one period before recess, before I could talk to her to discuss it. During that period I couldn’t do anything but think about her, and what she is doing to me. I was hurting, and I didn’t know that there would be a lot more hurting to come.

 

At recess we were able to talk. I almost couldn’t bring myself to say anything. I was too confused about the situation. I managed to ask her a few things though. I asked her if she wanted to just give each some space for a while and see how it goes. I couldn’t understand how she could just do that without any warning signs or at least talking to me about it. She refused any chance of staying together. Over the next two periods I had a test so I couldn’t really think straight. I’m not sure what it was but something came over me. I left the classroom almost happy. I bought some coke, candy and various other sugar filled products. My objective - get on a sugar rush. I’m not exactly sure what happened to me that lunchtime, but I was high in the clouds as they say. The next two periods were a breeze. I went home actually a little bit happy. Not very, but a little happy.

 

It wasn’t until I went into the shower that the sugar rush wore off. I kept thinking how the best 7 months of my life were over, and nothing would bring them back. I broke down. I couldn’t handle it. All this time I thought things were great, but that was just a misconception she had led me to believe. I finished the night trying to sleep. Too upset to think about anything but her. She was my life, my soul, my sanity. And now, she was gone. She was gone forever and never coming back. I never thought I could be happy again. My days of happiness were over. I felt like my purpose in life was now gone, and I did not need life anymore.

 

 

End Of Episode

[Clown.]

i've read all of your stories, and i'm impressed. they are all fantastic and i have enjoyed reading them. they were a good read.

i wish you luck with your new girlfriend, and i hope that it goes better than the one you have written about. are we to expect any more episodes or is this the end?

[Chalkstar]

I am hoping that this is not the last. It's all a matter of finding time to write. I've been quite busy lately.

 

Thanks btw.

[Dunpeal]

That is good sh*t man. I went through almost the exact same thing man. I felt you in that story. Anyways, i got over it, and you will to (if you havnt already). Drop me a PM sometime or something.

 

Great Story/Re-collection.

[grandtheftcraig]

Simon just recommended me this...

 

Good stuff man. Keep on writing.

[AllDoItTheSame]

Sugar high? the only way i get that happys if i uh... nevermind

anyways, not that i mean to be harsh but i think the story would have been a lot better if you went into deeper depth and your sentences seemed a little too concise and boring. you have to make people really LOVE and HATE the people you're talking about...but considering i couldnt do that its a pretty good job and an interesting story. keep it up

[Chalkstar]

I will hopefully get time to write more very soon. It might have to wait until after my exams, but I will get around to it. Sorry for the delay.

 

After a few more chapters I will need to retract how truthful it is and start making things up for reasons beyond my control.