However, one of my biggest regrets in life is that I'm simply a one big f*cking moron, or hopefully - used to be. I'm almost 18 now, and I'm very lonely. I literally don't have any friends, I don't even talk with anyone in school or after school. It's absolutely depressing, even while being the kind of guy who enjoys solitude. I'm sure that if I wasn't such an asshole throughout my younger years and if I'd treat other people better, I'd live a much better life today. I'd probably end up in a better school, I'd have a friend or two to cheer me up and have a good time with, I'd treat strangers with more respect, I'd be a mature and responsible person, girls would actually smile to me...
Sometimes it really pains, to the point I'm thinking about putting a bullet in my brains, just to end the misery.
People who couldn't agree with the ending of Tetris, where that red block couldn't befriend with anyone, because he was the only red block in the herd. It was so sad, but so true at the same time. Abandoned, because of disparity in his appearance and opinion. Ignored, because he didn't fit into the harmonic arrangement composed by other blocks. Left for cold, because he wasn't adjusted to the living in society. Expelled, because of his race and sexuality. That was definitely one of the saddest scenes the cultural media ever saw. Even today, after all those years, I just... I just can't hold my tears.
I'm not surprised people rather vote for GTA V. Tetris brings tears to eyes, all because of that red block.