i know the session is going badly when i'm with one of my semi regulars doing some crates or cars for him, or anything, and he's one of those who can't see past antagonizing behaviour, which ends up with me and whoever other in his organization has to wait for him to try to retaliate, but usually ends in him doing an alt-f4. not only did it go badly, it felt like i've wasted some good time playing with him.
we run his post op vans - his get shot and he starts pvping instead of trying to protect the other vans, ends in him leaving before all four have been delivered. all so he could afford everything on both his characters. so whenever i ask of his help, i know the session will go sour cos he'll either attack other people nearby, antagonizing them to ruin the ceo delivery work, or he'll flat out go tired of helping and do another pacific bank job.
i must love being miserable towards myself because i keep telling myself the fun times make it worthwhile.