Life is a bitch like that, but that doesn't mean you have to let it bring you down. You need to keep up, it might take a long time and probably a change of environment (think about moving to another city, or even another country), but you might succeed in the end.
That's EXACTLY what I f*cking need!
I'm sick sick SICK SICK of where I'm living. You have NO idea how happy I was in Egypt, but vacation's over for me.
Every time I tell my parents they tell me the same thing, "FINISH YER STUDIES AND YOU'LL GO SOMEWHERE ELSE FOR COLLEGE".
I can't f*cking finish my studies when I'm mentally and psychologically ill EVERY day.
Yes, you feel sick and have the need to drop everything and get the hell out, but unless you win the lottery or a rich relative of yours dies and leaves you a fortune, you need to do something that will enable you to pack-up and finally leave. It sucks, I know, but I'm sure that if you focus on working hard to reach your goal, you'll be outta there in no time. Just have confidence in yourself and let everybody and everything around you be. You won't do much good to yourself if you keep thinking about how much everything sucks around you.