Why is it I can only open up emotionally around hookers?
When I go see these girls I find myself easily talking to them about anything and everything. In fact I think sometimes I visit these girls simply because I want someone to talk to. The last few times I told them I didn't even want sex really. I just liked seeing this specific girl who I had developed a good vibe with. I've seen her probs 10 times now.
But when it comes to talking to girls normally I can never open up I get shy and reserved. I dont even bother with them now I am only confident around the 'girls' I go see in private. I'm stopping now as I'm wasting money doing that. Its kinda embarrassing really. Why is this? I need another opinion.
Do I really respect women if I'm going to see hookers? I feel I do respect women but I'm starting to think maybe deep down I don't since if I did would I try to get a legitimate girlfriend. I dunno maybe its because I can't get a girlfriend or because I don't want the hassle and emotional baggage that comes with getting a girl.