Im totaly void of all emotion now, dead on the inside.
I was raised to be a good person, do the right thing and all that horse sh*t.
People have been nothing but complete assholes to me, back stabbing, using me, laughing at and robbing me even my own family, no woman has ever been remotly interested in me at all, and that's when I used to stay possitive though all the bullsh*t.
I must of been a complete bastard in my past life.
These days at 31 years old I have completely given up I just dont have it in me anymore, have a job where I don't have to speak to anybody and the only thing keeping me going is video games and my good friends Jack Daniels and Coke, if not for that I think I would of just ended it years ago.
I even taken up smoking so maby the booze and cigarettes will do me in before I get to old to work