Ok, I'm going to sound very, very, pathetic in this question, but I do need some help.
Ok, so there was this girl I met over the summer through her sister. She was 14 and I was 16. We started talking for a couple weeks, and found out that we liked each other. So we "talked" for about a couple weeks, then I asked her out and she said yes. This was my first girlfriend and I was really excited/shy. So, it was going all good, then I went to LA for Labor Day weekend, and I didn't see her for like 4 days. So, the day after I got back, I saw her at school, and we hung out like we normally did, and I gave her a box of girl scout cookies when I first saw her,and she smiled and said thanks and gave me a kiss. So, at lunch she was acting a little weird by not talking much, and when I dropped her off at her class, she didn't say anything at all. So after that class, I got a text from her saying "Sorry, but I wanna focus on school, and I want to break up". So after that I just got IDK, like I was just confused and just sad. It's been like a month later and I'm not over it, and I still want her, but I don't even know like what to say to her, or even if I should. Can someone give some advice.
TL;DR: I dated a girl, she was my first girlfriend/kiss, we dated for a couple weeks, I went out off town for like 4 days, I got back, she started acting weird, dumped me over text, 1 month later I'm not over it, and I don't know whether to say what I feel, or just move on.